I decided to tell argo the experience that I had lived for thread and sengo, without even neglecting a tiny detail; I thought that at least so I could calm down, which works:
tara"I did not know how to do it, I had this entity that looked at me, I could not do anything but back in my bed..."
argo" interesting, maybe I should have a theory about it, but first I should consult an old book , you wait here that throne immediately, I should have left it in the room"
tara" can I come with you? I'm not comfortable alone, please "
Argo" All right, but hurry up, this James sleeps happily, and he sleeps easy, VERY EASY"
Tara" then, go, I would not want to disturb the sleep of the pricipessa"
I saw Argo walking slowly out of my room, and closed the door; I could not believe in my eyes, I feel like a dream, indeed a nightmare:
aliar" did you miss me, honey?
Tara" what are you doing here
Aliar" I just wanted to know how you're doing with the little clue "
tare" you must not care"
aliar" right, right, you're right, you don't like "
Tara" is none of your business," I saw Aliar walking towards my bed, I began to think that he had problems with space, he sat down in the place where until a few minutes ago he was sitting Argo; I could notice how Aliar was slowly faltering, his breath smelled of alcohol ; he was drunk:
tara " aliar you're drunk"
I couldn't believe it, he had come drunk , typical.
Aliar" I'm sober enough to kill you, not tempt me puppy"
Tara" Let's get to the point, because you came here, you could go anywhere, why here?
Aliar" ahhh, isn't it obvious? Because there's you! You know you did not go away from my mind, you are like a jingle a beautiful and persistent jingle that will remain forever in my head" falls asleep on my knees , more than anything else I seem to faint on my knees, I had to take him away from here before he returns.
I got out of bed,trying not to wake him, open the window, as soon as I went towards Aliar to move it I grab my wrist:

aliar" anonymus, please, I need you"
tara" aliar, what are you saying? Are you delusional"
aliar" is not true bird, I'm more lucid than ever "
tara" aliar, please I have to get you out of here"
aliar" why? Why would you want to do that? You don't do anything but criticize, than criticize that criticize"
said this aliar turns on his back dragging me with him, I must say that his chest sculpted and very comfortable; feel the steps of argo, I had to do in frettta:
tara" aliar, please if argo finds you here passero serious trouble "
aliar" I can not leave, I can not seem another hell without you, I can not leave you alone mon amour"
tara" but what are you talking, aliar feel let me take you out of here and then in we can talk to your house, you have a house at least" t
I tried to free myself from his embrace in every way , but he didn't want to let me go :
aliar"anonymus there is something I must tell you from the bottom of my heart. I know it might seem strange to you but I've had feelings for you for a few centuries, I wanted to tell you because I wanted you to know, I don't know what you think of me now but I need you in my life, I need you to be mine "
But this overturned, turning our position completely upside down; his wrists squeezed mine even tighter, making my hands even more in the mattress, I saw aliar contemplating my body in my nightgown; it was a fine linen shirt, of a dark purple, my favorite color, I gave it to me the year before for my birthday:
arliar" anonymus I care about you more than anyone, and I don't know why"
tara" aliar, and it is clear that you are deliarndo because you are drunk, please, leave me, you have to do the reckoning that between us cannot ever happen again something"
aliar approach my ear and whisper "that notes when I kidnapped you did not seem to me that you rejected me, what about if we rest" and who lean on me to kiss me, I was once again trapped.

I tried with all my strength to free myself from him, but he was so strong that all my attempts were in vain, I tried to move to prevent him from kissing me, but he followed me like a little dog; aliar wanted to

but I didn't want it between me and he was over years ago, he hadn't figured it out yet:
tara" aliar, what are you doing?
Aliar" that I can make those pretty lips of yours are like a call, I can't do unless I unite them with my "
I managed to avoid the blow but I made that aliar kiss my neck and once started did not stop:
tara" aliar what are you doing, stop it!
Aliar" I can not love my you are like a magnet, my lips remain nailed to your beautiful body "
aliar was venturing deeper and deeper into my body, I took the opportunity when I let my wrists and pushed him away, he was deeply saddened by this choice of mine, but it was necessary; argo was coming and he could not stay there.
I did not know the content of the alcohol that Aliar had welcomed before catapulting here, but to say that they made him faint almost immediately I think they were really powerful, I took that moment to make him go through my window , It was a very difficult task but I succeeded, it was just in time because you hear Argo opening the door:
argo" tara, here I came back, I found the book" the book he was talking about was one of the large volumes of an ancient encopledia, or at least it seemed to me.
Argo" tara, what are you doing by the window?
Tara" nothing, I was just taking a breath of fresh air, you know after the fearful nightmare I had"
Argo" yes, I understand you, where can I put this? You know it's very heavy " I nodded to Argo to put it on a table nearby,
before heading near Argo I made sure I had closed the window very well .
I went to Argo, I wanted to find out which creature haunted my dreams:
argo" I remember reading them somewhere ; they are called shadow men and they are part of the Chinese tradition, there are different types of them and they can be both benign and malignant apparently you have had close contact with one of them" 

I could not believe it, I felt my legs go down in a moment I was lying on the ground with Argo holding me, I didn't understand what was happening, the world seems to blur, a stroke the absolute darkness.
Sara" Tara, tara can you hear me, do you know where you are ?
I woke up completely confused, I knew who I was and where I was, but I felt an immense pain in my body, as if I had been hit by a bus. Little by little time passed everything started to take shape again , I saw Sara , Janet and Argo entering my bed with a face , I would say funeral:
Tara" what are you doing here? Where are they? I looked at my arms, they were full of tubes that connected me to some parking places, he could not go back, I tried to take them off, but immediately Sara prevents me, stopping my arms:
Sara:" Tara, you are unconscious, Argo has brought you here in the infirmary appema in time, these machines are for you to heal , are not bad"
I looked at Sara, and I could not stop the tear that came down my face making way for many others. I was ashamed of myself:
Janet" Baby, don't cry, nothing happened, come here I give you a hug and trust that you'll be better"
Janet came against me but was stopped by Sara's arm:
Sara" is too early, and still weak, I would not want it to get worse"
janet" I don't give a shit about your judgements doctor of my boots," she said, pushing away the boat of sara and selling to give me a hug.
Although Janet and I didn't have much time to really talk, we spent the rest of the night talking about more and less; I told him about what had happened until then, how I had met Aliar ( inventing some lies to make it believable, I was still not sure if I could tell him the truth) janet seemed to understand me , I appreciated this much; especially after The mess I just went through. Janet tells me about how she had met his wife and how she had discovered she was a lesbian, a very exciting story, maybe sooner or later they will tell her.

I saw Janet checking her watch, it was already 8:00 in the morning, obviously I couldn't go with the team on a mission and I would miss Philip's morning breafing again:

Janet" I have to go honey, I do not want to upset the boss, put it back; as soon as I can I come to see you so you speak better than this Aliar" told me giving a kiss on my forehead, Janet I considered more like a mother, kind and caring who always takes care of her children.

I took advantage of the fact that they had left me alone and took my cell phone; I saw a couple of calls and messages lost from a number that was too familiar to me, I remained contemplating my phone: did I have to listen to those messages left on my voicemail? Should I have read those texts?

My curiosity had the upper hand:

"Aliar on the phone drunk"

message n 1 :"Ehy, baby, I called you because I'm here to have an evening, and I wanted to tell you that I miss you, please come back together"

message n 2" anonymus small, do you know that I thought about you the other night? You came to mind , you're always in mind, you like eh torment me ? Ohhhh how naughty you are "

message 3 " wife aaaa, I miss you, I miss you every day; every hour every damn minute, I would be there count, indeed you know that there is now there with you. I want to feel you again on my cover like that night , that night we had become one and we will become one, you are like a mangete that attracts me and I can not help but follow it"

I stopped the messages , always the usual aliar, the man who does not let me go and never will