You hear a loud buzz in your head, I didn't understand what was going on; I heard voices calling me in the distance but her voices seemed almost muffled by a ringing in my ears, I couldn't understand where I was; the only thing I knew for sure and I felt a huge weight on my legs.

Slowly I was able to open my eyes; a widower all blurry but slowly everything was returning to normal and I saw what was happening: a boulder was crushing my legs.

I tried to lift the torso for as long as I could: the headquarters was completely destroyed, rubble scattered everywhere; I really hoped that the team had left for a mission and were far from this miniature apocalypse. The buzz on my head grew louder as a thick annoyance forced me to pull myself back down; I tried to move the rock with all the strength in my arms, but every attempt was null, I was too weak to do anything.

 At the annoyance I heard a voice calling to me and I saw someone approaching but slowly I could not focus: it was  james" Tara, are you hurt Tara? Is everything okay? Wait I try to move the boulder"

He put all his strength in moving it, I was dodged that he wanted to help me, James wanted to help me, it was very strange for me; but it was something else to amaze me much more, the presence of aliar:
I turned my head not to look at my legs gone crushed by the block and I glimpsed a figure leaning against a wall that greeted me, we exchanged fast and intense looks; God how much I hated him, indeed how much I hate him.
I looked at James, he had managed to move the boulder and free my legs but I couldn't feel them anymore I had to be taken to a doctor quickly:
James, "Come, I'll take you out of here," and he took me in his arms like a bride, I added that moment to better look at the state of the headquarters: there were rubble everywhere, I saw dead technicians and agents scattered all over the floor, it was a scene that I will not forget.
When we arrived at the hospital I saw the expression on James's face, worried, as if he really cared for me; I shouted to a nurse to bring me a stretcher at once and that they needed urgent help; they listened to him without even objecting, James I lie deliciously on the stretcher they carried ; they took me away immediately, I had the opportunity to see how James made his way through the wall of nurses that had been created to keep him still; he was also screaming something but I could not hear him because of my hearing, I was amazed that he was worried, but all that effort he put into moving the boulder.
I was absolved in my thoughts that I could not understand how I had gone from the hospital corridor to a room always hospital, attached to the lumps that apparently monitored my health, I saw James sitting in a chair at of the hospital, attached to the lumps that apparently monitored my health, I saw James sitting in a chair asleep, must have spent all night in that chair, I had many questions, to which I could not give an answer, I made a quick tour of the room with my eyes: it was a typical hospital room the classic one seen in the movies, the thing that drew my attention mainly was the human figure that approached me in my vicinity:

Aliar" How are you, baby?
Tara" aliar , what happened?
Aliar" ahhh, I can't tell you ,you know I would love to but look I can't , I have my lips sewn up," he said mimicking a zip that sewed his mouth, maybe it was true
tare" aliar"
aliar" Don't talk, I know you have so many questions to ask me and blah blah blah blah but first I have one for you .... WHO IS HIM? " he point his  finger against the chair where James slept, now what did I explain to him? I had really come to fruition:
tare" none"
aliar" Ehh, wrong! I saw how he insisted on the inermiere and how he brought you here, how he insisted on attending your intervention, to make sure you were fine, that's nobody," he said, wandering around the room and coming to my bed
tara" trustworthy, he is not someone for whom you have to worry" inisistetti , hoping that Aliar does not give too much weight to James
aliar" oh instead I worry wife, I worry so much, especially after I know what are your clinical conditions" I show the file with the results of my exams :
tara" what are you saying? Aliar you never worried about me and you start to do it just now, you're pathetic" I began to feel a sense of fear for the life of James, aliar was becoming more and more insistent :
aliar" Oh, I'm anything but pathetic Anonymus, I'm in love with you, I'm worried about you, I'm jealous of him," he said, moving forward and around the room, when you hear footsteps coming from the hallways and go to my room:

tara" aliar now leave"

aliar" as you say mon amour, but I'll return know" said this I approached my bed and gave me a kiss that I could not dodge, I was very surprised.The doctor came into my room, just after he was getting laid, he had great timing:

Doctor" then, how are we? Miss Tara Johnes?
Tara" yes"
doctor" very well, and he would be" indicated James that he slept in the chair
tara" doctor, that person would be my parthner, could you kindly wake him? You know I can't"
doctor" do not worry"
the strange thing and that James woke up just before the doctor managed to touch it:
Doctor" are you okay? Should I see you too?
James" no don't worry, I was just tired, did you happen to have your exams back?"
Doctor," yes, I wanted to tell Miss Tara, if the patient agrees to let her hear them?
Tare" yes, you can stay"
The doctor helped James get out of his chair and accomapagno to a chair placed next to my bed, I could not help but look as James was more concerned about the outcome than I was:
doctor" then, the tests showed that the boulder that has fallen adosso has damaged the entire neural network from the waist down, we still can not say an estimate whether it will be permanent or not but for now and better to move with the wheelchair, then who knows maybe with a bit of physiotherapy can go back to walking..." the doctor continued his speech but I didn't care, I had lost the use of my legs , although temporarily , I turned my head towards James; I saw the tears descending on his face, I also saw his hand that was on my sheets and I decided to take it from him to let him know that I was there, that everything was fine.
You felt that his hand trembled like a leaf, I squeezed it even more to mine, I wanted to calm him, while the learned king continued to speak I looked ancra james , he was super attentive to every word he said; the tears that fell on his face became more and more intense:
doctor" did you understand? I leave you some time to rest tara, soon I will return to do other exams" and headed for the door,

now it was just me and James, I had so many questions I was afraid of the answer to:
tara" james, it's all right he said that maybe this thing and temporane"
james" si tara ma non capire , adesos sei in wheelchair, and all my fault if I had arrived earlier I could have saved you I could have avoided all this"
Tara" James, what are you talking about?
James" forget tara, you couldn't understand"
at that moment I came to ask him the question that was buzzing in my head since before, and I couldn't help myself:
tara" james, why did you save me? I saw the face of james scoilvota after the question I had just asked him
James" Why are you my phartner and I care about you obvious" this time he shook his hand at mine , the moment had become really intense
tara" yes I know this , but you hate me you clearly expressed it in your face when I came to talk for the first time , between us can not be my friendship, remember? You've told Philip repeatedly that you find me cranky and insufferable and that you'd rather I left the team, so why are you cute in my comfort zone? And then what did you say to Iris to make her allow you to be here with me ?
I looked him right in the eye, I just wanted the truth:
james" because, between me and iris things are not going very well at the moment, there were many quarrels, and ..." he said throwing his head at the whole almost to touch a wall that wasn't there " I know you won't believe me , but I care about you you are my partner and as much as I can't deny it I always worry"
tara" not to be ridiculous, you hate me you told me in the face many times what pou be that made you change your mind about me magcamente" I saw James strongly tried in answering, as if he had to first look for a plausible version of the story:
james" tara, I care about you because you are my pahrtner , especially because Philip put me on the bench for too long"

I had the feeling that what he was saying to me was not the truth , I looked at our hands when I had joined my hand to that of James to reassure him strangely did not contract and kept holding my hand, which may seem small but at that time nothing was of little importance.

We heard someone knocking at the door, I had the feeling that behind that door there was aliar, ready as always to make one of his first-woman scenes ; but apparently I was wrong: it was the team that came with balloons and chocolates, they were really kind :

Tara" Wow, you guys shouldn't " I didn't have something like this happen to me, this may seem trivial too, but it's true.

Janet" baby, you're on the team, and when some of us end up in the hospital, we have a rule that says bring him balloons and chocolates."

Philip" is accurate, because when the last time it happened to James he started crying like a child when we did not "

we all laughed, I was so happy that they were all here that I almost forgot about my situation :

Philip" so, do we know anything about your tests? Did we see the doctor who had just left your room, all right? I wanted to report the news but James preceded me :

James" No, Phil Tara was paralyzed by life down, you still don't know if it's temporary or not, hopefully for the better"

argo" even if it remained, I will do my best to design automatic legs for you " he said, rushing to my bed to embrace me.

They all stayed in my room for about 3 hours, they were very happy hours, I forgot about the almost irreparable damage to my legs, I wanted those moments to last forever. But unfortunately I arrive a nurse who drives away from my room the whole team leaving only James, it was just me and him