Dear mom,
Those drugs
You told me not to take
Those cigarettes
You told me not to smoke
That alcohol
You told me not drink
Those guys
You told me not to like
I just couldn't help myself
They were right before my eyes
And they put a blur
Over my thoughts
They dimmed my eyes
But for a little while
They helped me
With the other thing
You told me to do
You said to always be happy
And these things
That can kill me
Make me happy
When I think of being dead
I'm happy
I'm sorry
But I can't help myself
Love,
A fuck up