That food that you told me
I shouldn't eat
That extra weight
It's on my bathroom floor now
Those hours
you said I should sleep
I stayed up
And cried over you
Those tears you said I shouldn't shed for you
Have turned into silence
That heart you said I shouldn't love you with
Is now a black pit
In my chest
That emptiness I used to feel for you
Has turned into scars and bruises
On my thighs
On my hips
On my wrists
That light in my eye that used to shine for you
Has turned into a fake smile
The role of an actress
Tugging at my lips
That life I lived for you
Has turned into you crying for me
For once I have won
I made a sacrifice
I took my life
And you finally cry for me
As you sit at the foot of my grave
Wondering what you could have done
All you have to do
Was say
I love you