Authors notes: Sorry this one is a bit short but thought I should get it out there before I go on holiday so won't be posting till after the 24th of April. I will try to write some of this on holiday, the sun might help. Again thx for reading and sticking with it. ;)

Deeks' pov - in his head

Where am I?

I'm on my sofa lying down. A rush of worry overcomes me.

"Kensi!" I shout at the top of my lungs. Sitting bolt right up.

"Whoa, no need for that. I'm right here." I hear her gentle voice and it calms me down instantly. But then a gorgeous long legged woman walks out in one of my old LAPD t-shirts that comedown to her mid-thigh. Her hazel eyes are the wrong colour, her blond hair the wrong shade, her face, her skin, her build, it's all wrong. This is not Kensi!

"Who are you and what have you done to Kensi?"

"Deeks you're scaring me," This imposter says "it's me, Kens."

I searching her eyes for the truth, she is 'Kensi' but she looks nothing like the Kensi I know. What has happened? What is wrong with me? I know Kensi doesn't look like that but I can't remember what she looks like I'm trying but my brain isn't working.

I can feel 'Kensi's' eyes searching deep into mine before she says

"Hey babe, you need to go back ok. You need to live your life, there are people who love you and will be crushed if you didn't go back."

"What do you mean go back?" I say utterly confused.

'Kensi' kisses me on the lips and whispers "Follow your heart as it will lead you to where you want to go." Before disappearing before my very eyes.

Black. Now all I can see is black.