--The next day--

I quickly unlock the window.

I didnt notice Mega was up.

"Jacob what ar-"

I climb out.

He runs after me and grabs me.

He pulls me back inside, locking the window.

The others woke up to the sound of Mega telling me not to do that.

"Get the fuck out of my way!"

What did i just yell..

I jump out of the window, landing on the tree.

I climbed down and ran.

I just ran.

I dont know where.

I just ran.

I eventually stopped running. I was so tired.
I had no idea where i was.

I was scared

Alone

Lonley

Its quiet

Cold

Just like the dream.

But i wont wake up this time.

And i know its for the better

They wont be hurt

I wont be hurt

I cant cause problems

I cant make things worse.

I feel safe here

But so scared at the same time

What do i do?

I cant just go back..

They hate me

They despise me.

They wont care if im gone

It can stay like this

All of us will be happy.

It started to rain.

I kind of miss him

But i dont

Same old empty feeling in my heart

Why am i like this?

Its like everyone i get close to leaves.

Why?

Am i the problem?

Am i that useless?

Am i that stupid?

Am i that irresponsible?

Am i that sad?

Do i love him that much?

Am i who i think i am?

Am i who others think i am?

I know what i want.

Theyre too close to him.

I dont like it.

Hes mine.

And only mine.

And its gonna stay like that.

Forever.

Until theyre gone, i wont sleep.

I want them g o n e .

F o r e v e r .

H e s m i n e .

O n l y. M i n e.