Wee woo author 2- Im exited to write this chapter bc this has gone sad and i like ze sad
Also hints are in the picture above on whats gonna happen in the future :)
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I felt empty.

Did i love him?

I dont know..

I normally dont feel this way

Im just..

E m p t y .

I let go of Mega. He seemd sad, but happy at the same time. I really want to believe hes the one. I say the words again.

"I love you too, Mega."

But i feel like its not true..

"I-im tired..I'm gonna get s-some sleep." I say walking upstairs to the room.

I dont wanna belive that i don't love him.

I probably do but why am i empty?

Im so confused.

--2 am--

Ive stayed up all night..I cant eat, i cant sleep..whats wrong with me?

I go downstairs to the kitchen and make sure nobody is around.

Im going to regret this...but it feels right..

I get the sharpest knife.

I run to the bathroom.

I hear someone wake up as i lock it.

I drag the knife across my arm.

What am i doing

I cant stop myslef

Its like im trapped

I accedintally drop the knife.

"What was that?" I hear Dave ask.

The others are awake.

Theres 7 marks on me.

The bandages are still in the kitchen from when Vince fell..

Shit.

I roll down my sleeve.

I quickly put the knife back.

I pretend like im figuring out what happend.

"Jacob, what happend?" Dave asks.

"I dunno. I came out to look."

He nods.

I walk back to the room and glance out the window.

I see the broken branch i fell from.

I'll try again tomorrow.

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tysm for 1k reads -wee woo author 2
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