Kiri tossed and turned restlessly as he kept imagining the scenarios, and they all went south. His eyes shot open, and he stared at the ceiling. He kicked his legs on his bed and then turned over the other way. He took a sip of water from his water bottle and then closed his eyes again.

He "woke up" in Katsuki's bed. Laying face to face with the blond. They were both staring into each other's eyes and had their legs tangled together. The redheaded sighed in relief, believing the whole thing had just been a dream, and smiled.

"Good morning, my pure ray of sunshine." Kiri croaked out in a husky morning voice. Katsuki put his hand on Kiri's face while he smiled like an idiot. "I'm not a ray of sunshine. I'm a dangerous goblin king." Kiri smiled. "Whatever you are, you're mine."

Katsuki looked at him with a concerned look. "Forever?" Kiri nodded. "Forever." Katsuki looked at him, still with the concerned look on his face. His face then twisted into disgust. "You're a liar." Kiri had a panicked look growing on his face. "Wh-what do you mean, love?"

Katsuki looked him straight in his eyes. "By the look on your face, you already know what you've done. Your whore-ish self couldn't keep your junk in your pants. Had to go play with someone else." Kiri's face twisted into confusion. "Katsuki... wh-what are you talking about...?" That put Kat in a worse fit of rage. He stood up on the bed. "You're fucking kidding me. You go and fuck dunce face and pretend like you didn't?!?! You're fucking ridiculous!!" he panted as he pointed at Kiri. He was trying to get his breath back from screaming.

Kiri stood up on the bed right next to him and got in his face. "Maybe I fucked him because he actually wanted to spend time with me!! And he wasn't just playing video games!! He actually wanted to kiss me and cuddle with me!!" Kiri yelled back, stepping off the bed to grab all his things.

Katsuki stood there and just watched. "Get the fuck out of my room!!" Kat shouted. "Take all your stupid shit and get the fuck out!!" Kiri looked back at him. "What do you think I'm doing?! Folding your fucking laundry?!" Kiri huffed as he threw his backpack over his shoulder, put on his shoes, and left. As he walked out, he slammed the door shut.

The sound of the door slamming in his dream woke him up. He sat up and was panting. "Oh my god... no... no, no, no... I don't want to lose him..." tears started to prick in the corner of his eyes. He picked up his phone and pulled the charger out of it. He left his dorm without even putting shoes on and ran to Katsuki's dorm. When he got to the door, he facetimed Kat.

Kat stirred at the sound of his phone going off, but it took a few seconds of grounding until he grabbed his phone. He squinted at the brightness but answered. "What's wrong, bae?" He said sleepily. "Open your door. Please." Kat blinked a few times, stretched a little, then stood up and opened the door. Kiri hung up the phone and hugged Katsuki the tightest he ever could. "Katsuki, I have so much I need to tell you..." he whimpered out softly.

Kat's face turned confused, but he was too sleepy to question anything. "Can it wait until tomorrow, Kiri. I'm not fit to hear anything about anything tonight..." Kiri frowned a little while letting go of Kat. Sadly, he said, "Yes, I suppose it can."

Kat smiled a tired smile at Kiri as he grabbed his hand, shut the door and pulled him to his bed. "Sleep with me tonight and you can tell me everything tomorrow." Kiri smiled and sat on the edge of the bed as Kat crawled in bed and snuggled in his blankets. Kiri laid beside him facing the ceiling as tears still fell down his cheeks. "I don't even know what I'm gonna tell him tomorrow. It'll be the truth, but... I'm so scared for how he's gonna react..." Kiri's racing thoughts blurred, and he fell asleep.

Kiri woke up first and laid still, staring at Kat. "Should I tell him what I found out? It's going to seriously piss him off. I don't know what to do anymore. I have to do what's right. That's the manly thing." He pulled Kat closer to himself and kissed the top of his head. The blond smiled in his sleep. "Damnit. This is going to be really hard to do. Why can't you just make up your fucking mind, Kiri? Who do you want?"

With that question to himself, he started to weigh out the options in his head. "Kat is hot, but he can also be hot-headed. Kami is cool, but sometimes he's too cool about everything. Who do I want?" He sighed.

"I think I'm just used to the consistency of seeing Kat. I know him. He knows me. But he ignores me to play his video games. Whenever we get back here, he just gets on his game." His face scrunched. "But would Kami do the same thing? I know he likes to game too, but would he just disappoint me in the same way? Maybe I'm just looking for something exciting and new."

He let go of his grip he had on Katsuki and laid on his back. He looked at the ceiling and then rolled over and sat up on the edge of the bed, his legs hanging off the side. He thought about getting up and just leaving.

"Hey." He felt a hand on hip. "Where do you think you're going?" Katsuki asked with a smirk, his voice raspy from him just waking up.

Kiri jumped a little at him talking and then turned his head with a smile as he stretched his hands upwards. "Nowhere, just stretching." He fully turned around and tackled Katsuki. They both laughed together and then Katsuki gave him a peck on the lips. "If I recall correctly, you needed to tell me something last night." Kiri's face started to get warm as he thought about both the blonds he was comparing. "I'm all ears, baby. Lay it on me."

The redhead took a deep breath in. He looked at Katsuki and sat up. "You gotta sit up for this," he let out in a serious tone.

Kat gave a confused tilt of his head but complied. Sitting up, he sat with his torso facing Kiri and reached out to grab the redhead's hands. "Tell me," he said with a reassuring smile.

Kiri pulled his hands back out of Kat's. "I don't deserve to be holding your hands..." He said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I've been a terrible boyfriend, and I don't even know how to say this..."

Kat's face twisted into disgust and confusion, but he held his tongue to maybe get an explanation for why Kiri felt that way. "Last night, after I left your room," He started, looking away from Katsuki's eyes. "I started thinking about Kami and I ended up texting him..." He bit his lip waiting for Katsuki to get angry and start screaming like in his nightmare.

Katsuki stared at him, now just confused to how Kiri's story was going to end. "And then...?" He questioned. "Did you... fuck him? I'm confused."

With a panicked look in his eyes Kiri grabbed Katsuki's hands. "No! Oh my god! I wouldn't do that!!"

"So, did you sext him? What is this all about?" Katsuki was lost how Kiri would be a bad boyfriend for texting Kami if they didn't do anything wrong.

Kiri gave Katsuki's hands a squeeze. "No, baby. I wouldn't cheat on you!"

Sighing with relief, Katsuki squeezed Kiri's hands back. "Then what is this all about? You don't need to tell me every conversation you have with everyone." He chuckled a little.

"Baby..." Kiri started and then cleared his throat to help ease the knot forming. "I've been thinking about him a lot..." He paused taking a deep breath and closing his eyes. "I think I have feelings for him. You've been ignoring me lately for your games and I think I'm just starting to drift from you."

Katsuki teeth gritted. He let go of Kiri's hands. His brows furrowed while he thought about everything. Kiri felt tears prick at his eyes as he looked to Katsuki for a lifeline. For him to say something. Anything. As the silence continued and they stared at each other, Kiri had tears streaming down his face.

"Why are you crying?! You're the one who told me this! You could've told me sooner that my gaming irritated you!" Katsuki went to go say more, but he cut himself off to give Kiri more room to talk.

Kiri wiped the tears from his face. "I-I've tried too! You ignore me!!" He felt an anger build in him.

Scowling, Kat scanned the redhead up and down. "I think it's best if we just take a break for right now. I think you should go back to your room," he said coldly. Kiri looked at him with a heart-breaking stare. "I..." Katsuki cut him off, pointing to the door.

Kiri turned around on the bed and sobbed grabbing his phone and headed to the door. Opening the door, he looked back at Kat who was not watching him but was laid back in his bed angrily looking at the ceiling. He quietly closed the door and made his way up to his room.

Luckily, he didn't run into anyone in the hallways, it would've been a lot to explain. He locked himself in his room and just laid in his bed staring at the ceiling. "I ruined everything," he sobbed weakly. "I could still be with him if I could've just shut my stupid mouth and stop thinking stupid things." He thought about it for a minute though. "Maybe if he paid more attention to me, I wouldn't have started to reach elsewhere." He punched the wall next to him. Not hard enough to break it, but enough to ease the anger building in him.

After laying there for a few more minutes, he figured he could distract himself with his phone. When he pulled it out, he saw a few messages from his group chat, but he ignored them and went straight to socials. Scrolling through TikTok, he saw some funny stuff that cheered him up temporarily, but he always went back to starting to cry. Eventually, he cried himself to sleep before setting any alarms to get up in the morning.

To be continued...

Sooooooo, the boat is crashed now. Time for KiriKami *rubs hands together michieviously*