"I told you... I'm really sorry hyung. I- I took advantage of the situation, i knew you were just drunk, but- it's just- fuck, I hate this! I'm leaving and this is what I'll leave behind." Hoseok rubbed his face, sighing deeper than he intended.

Yoongi was still in deep thought. Hoseok wonders whats going on inside his head, would he end the relationship they have? Would he really disappear from his life? Is he disgusted? He's been holding back all his life after falling for yoongi, and all of it just poured out because of one drunken night. As much as how much he wants to keep yoongi all to himself, he values their friendship more. He can't imagine what life would be without yoongi.

Yoongi suddenly remembered something from hoseok's story. "Thats fucked up. I can't believe I did that."

Hoseok's chest aches from the words he heard. "I'm really sorry."

"No. I can't believe I did that. I didn't even gave the favor back." Yoongi shook his head comically and smiled bitterly.

"What?" Hoseok lifted his head up and looked at the man.

"You made me feel so good I even thought I did a yoga when I woke up earlier, and I didn't even gave the pleasure back. Didn't know I'm this selfish." Yoongi nibbled on his lips again, why did he suddenly feel so embarrassed and shameless at the same time?

"You're not-"

"I'm not mad, if that's what you're thinking ." Yoongi avoided hoseok's gaze.

"So...what does this mean, hyung? Because I don't do things like that to other people. It's not because of the alcohol, it's not because I was horny. It's..." Hoseok didn't finish his sentence. He don't know what to think anymore.

"Do you think I do shit like that with other people? We've drank a lot and you know I don't do that. No matter how drunk I am"

"Does this mean we're dating? Hyung?" Hoseok smiled brightly and scooted closer to yoongi?

"Wha-? You sound like a teenage girl. Doesn't matter, you're going to leave anyway." Is that a pout he just did?

"Why do you always look so cute hyung, Huh? I already said last night, come live with me. Don't worry about the rent, a wife should always be pleased at all times." Hoseok smiled wider, holding yoongi's chin just so he can make eye contact.

"What nonsense are you saying? Wh-what do you take me for? I-I'm a total top. Shut your messed up fantasy." Said by the one who asked to be dicked down last night. He never felt this shy and being told such things made him feel some type of way.

"Boyfriend then? If you feel bad about me last night... why don't you pay me back... now? We have a lot of time" hoseok wiggled his eyebrows and poked at yoongi's side.

"What's wrong with you? Hoseok-ah, I'm still your hyung. Do-don't be so confident. How shameless." Looking at Yoongi, hoseok thought that the older will snap his neck by how much he's trying so hard to avoid his gaze.

"Not my fault, hyung. I fell so hard, now I don't know what to do with it." He held both yoongi's cheek, now he have the chance to shower yoongi all his love and he will not waste any time to do so.

"How long have you been keeping this?" Yoongi asked, he suddenly felt secured and melancholic under the younger's touch.

"I never hide it hyung, remember how I always joked about it? I just learned to control it. Hold back as much as I could." Hoseok never felt this happy, being able to express his heart to the person he had admired for such a long time.

"You know what I mean, how long? Since when?"

"I have loved you since we were 18, hyung." (Directioners where you at? lol)

Yoongi's stomach is going crazy, he should learn how to be use to it from now on. Hoseok is the only one that can make him feel this way.

"You're blushing hyung! Fuck, can you look at me?" He wants to frame this moment, yoongi never failed to make his heart flutter.

"I'm not blushing, I'm getting hard. Stop cursing at me." Yoongi flicked hoseok's hands away from his face. Does he have a praise kink? Who knows.

Yoongi's eyes widen when hoseok suddenly went in for a kiss. Countless of emotions bursted inside his chest, is he happy? Scared? Turned on? He's experiencing a lot of first times because of hoseok and this somewhat thrills him.

"Thank you, hyung, for accepting me and giving us a chance. It may not be what you expected but I promise to do my best."

Yoongi didn't know what he did to receive so much appreciation from a person who's also as wonderful and as talented. But he's looking forward for what awaits in the future.

(A/N: This is the end woohoo. I know it got cheesy to the end, but this is self indulgent lol. I enjoyed writing this fic and I hope you did as well. Thank you for taking the time to read it. <3)