TAEHYUNG POV

"Stop trying to make yourself feel better by smoking and drinking?" a voice said as I clutched my hair, my eyes squeezed shut.

"I hate myself. I hate doing things that I don't want to do," I mumble and they look at me before sighing.

"Taehyung, hating yourself won't do any good," Hoseok said as he poured himself some wine, taking it to his lips.

"What do you know? I lived my life as someone who doesn't do promises," I sighed as I placed my cigarette down.

"I don't too. We're on the same page, thought I'm gonna have to be hiding myself for awhile, you got me, right?" He asked.

"Yeah, I got you covered. I'll go outside for a bit, I'll... see you later," I said as I stood up from my seat, walking to the exit as I glanced at Hoseok.

"While you're at it, watch my office," I said and he nodded as I pushed the door open.

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I walked slowly, shoving my hands in my pockets as I huffed. My eyes landed on an ice cream shop as I looked through the window.

"Mister?" A voice called and I turned my head to where the voice came from.

I lowered my gaze to a small figure, tugging my suit as my eyes widened a bit.

"Do you want to go get ice cream too?" The little boy asked and I looked at him for a while before shaking my head.

"No, why? Do you want one?" I asked and he shook his head too.

"I don't want ice cream mister," he replied and I nodded before patting his head.

"Heeseung? Heeseung!" Another voice called.

I turned my head towards the figures running towards the little boy infront of me, a smile on their faces.

"Heeseung! We've been looking everywhere for you!" A woman said and the little boy giggled before taking her hand.

"Mommy, I was waiting for you here like you said!" He replied.

"Aw Heeseung, don't worry! We'll get some fish cakes on the way home! You like those, right?" The man said and the little boy nodded.

"Thanks mom! Thanks dad!" Heesung smiled widely as he swung on the arms of his mom and dad, and I looked at them before sighing.

How great would it be to have two parents by your side.

Then, as the family started getting smaller and smaller from the distance, my eyes landed on something.

"Taehyung?"

YOUNGYEON POV

"Wh-what?" I said, speechless as he kept leaving kisses on my collarbone.

"Seokjin, what... why are you being like this all of a sudden?" I ask as I stop him from touching me. His eyes were plastered on mine as he licks his lips.

"Because... you're special to me. I only do this to people who I really want to be serious with," Seokjin replies as the smile on his face never leaves.

"You're acting... different. You never act like this, not when your father and mother are both dead," I replied, caressing his cheek as he looks at me.

"What's wrong with me, wanting to forget things? Even if it's just for one night?" He asks, his cheek pressing against my hand.

"Seokjin, you're better than that. Please, tell me what's wrong and I'll listen. You know... I'm always here for you. There's no need to be so... erotic about it," I replied and he sighed.

"But first....," he said softly as he stared at me, his eyes that were once filled with lust now disappeared as he stares at me.

"C-can I... have my cuddles? You be the big spoon because... because I just need someone right now," he says as he faces the other way, his lips slightly trembling.

"Sure! Cuddles will make you feel better," I reply before leaning in to give him a peck on the tip of his nose, and his eyes widened.

"Does this mean... we're...we're...," he stutters. The wild and horny Seokjin completely disappearing and now melted into a soft and sweet Jinnie.

"Well, we kissed if that gives you the idea," I wink as I hop off the counter, and he looks at me before smiling.

TAEHYUNG POV

"I still don't get why you're here, I couldn't even imagine you being here," I said and the person infront of me says as they practically welcomed themselves in my office.

"Taehyung, it's been long. You know it hasn't been the same without you," the person replied and he sighed deeply.

"Oh... really? I still don't get how you'll refuse power and choose to become a lowlife, I'm sick of you," I mumbled as I massaged my temples.

"You've changed. Ever since middle school started, you changed," they said and I groaned.

"Don't act like I'm the enemy. You're someone I thought would be like me, after everything that creature has done to you," I said and the person smirked.

"I did it for myself too, you know. If I never involved myself with you, you wouldn't be as powerful as you are today," they replied.

"You make me... angrier. Can you please just get the fuck out of here? Or do you decide to change your mind?" I asked as I went through my papers.

"You're still as inferior as you are before, your temper honestly always makes my blood boil," the latter replied.

"I don't have anything to do with you. You're nothing but just a stranger to me. No matter how long I've known you, you mean nothing to me anymore. Out of all people, you were the one I trusted the most," I replied as I placed my papers down.

"Trust? I was forced to trust you. I wanted to be someone good to you, I felt sorry for you. This is why I cared for you.

"Not when he took you in more than 10 years ago."

YOUNGYEON POV

"So? What did you wanna tell me?" I ask as he lays his head on my shoulder, a blanket around both of us as we sat on his bed, our backs against the headboard.

"It's hard... when I have not much time left," he whispered as he stared at me. And I tilted my head in confusion.

"What do you mean?" I ask and he sighs.

"You know... I always never thought this day would come," he bites his lip as he fiddles with my fingers, playing with them.

"What.... day? Are you...?" I ask and he bites his lip.

"Don't get me wrong.... I'm happy to be with you... but there's something I need to say," he says softly and I nod.

"You... need to go," he said and my eyes widened, my head lifting away from him.

"Why is that?" I ask and he licks his lips.

"Because... I need to let you off for a while, please. I don't think you'll want to live in the same roof as me," he says and my brow twitches.

"I can't keep this anymore.... and.... I saw the file itself...

"A man died 20 years ago infront of KimHit. His name was Lee Kyeon-yoo."

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A/N:

Vote for a cuddle

I think cuddles are better than sex bc it can fix everything and I love them because it makes ppl feel better :)

Also, as I have said many times, i don't like writing smut as it makes me feel uncomfortable ><. (Go to pornhub or smthing)

Anyways, stay in church, read the bible children.

And if you dont know what Seokjin meant, rewind to Youngyeon's past chapter a couple chapters behind ^^

Cover by @Sockjean❤