SUNYOO POV

FLASHBACK

"Lee Youngyeon huh, seems like a name that isn't famous. She's not a celebrity?" Yoongi asked and I shook my head.

"We've met. But we don't talk that much," I replied and he nodded.

"By the way, how's Song Mingi? Our distant relative? The one that always takes care of Sunghoon?" I ask and Yoongi looks up before giving me a smile.

"Ah, his other uncle Song Mingi. He's in your dad's side. I've met him yesterday, he seemed kinda healthy, heard he had a girlfriend now," Yoongi says and I nodded.

"Anyways, I have to go now. Tell Sunghoon I went out," Yoongi says before turning his heels, waving at me and I wave back at him.

Then suddenly, my phone rang right after he closed the door. I fished out my phone before looking at the text message that popped out.

Unknown

Hey Sunyoo. This is Jimin! I got your number through Namjoon! Hope we can interact!

END OF FLASHBACK

I looked down on my phone, staring at it before sighing.

I mean, he was feeling pretty down last night. Should I call him?

I looked at his contact before pressing down on it. And it dialled as it then started ringing, connecting with his phone.

I placed the phone on my ear as I waited for him to pick up.

"The number you are trying to reach is currently unavailable. Please try again later."

NAMJOON POV

As I closed the door as I sighed, leaning my back against the door. My body was getting hot and I felt my head pounding as I groaned.

As I laid down on my bed, I closed my eyes, letting my chest rest as I fell limp on the bed.

Knock! Knock!

My eyes slightly opened, and I slowly got up, groaning to myself as the knocking continued.

I got off the bed before swinging it open.

Only to be greeted by a fist on the cheek.

My eyes widened my head snapped to the side, I backed away as the door suddenly closed, and another presence filled the air.

"You fucking bastard," a voice said as the door slowly creaked shut. And my eyes widened at that voice.

"Wh...what?" I replied and he looked at me, and his eyes were filled with something I've never seen before.

They were the eyes of someone I didn't recognize.

He walked towards me before grabbing me by the collar, forcing me to face him as I tried to get away from his grip.

"Did you fucking kill your father?! Did you?!" Jimin yelled as he threw me to the floor, and I groaned as my back came in contact to the floor.

I didn't even have energy to fight because of the pain I'm experiencing in my body. I was too weak and I was also sick.

"Fucking answer me you stupid idiot! What were those pills for?!" He yelled as he sat on me, preventing me from getting away as he raised his fist at me, punching me in the face as the pain became much more worse.

"Do you know what mess you dragged yourself into you fucking idiot?!" He said as he punched me again, making my lip bleed as I squinted in the pain.

"I-I can explain!" I yelled back through his punches, the side of my eye swelling up because of the pain.

Don't let these words affect you, Namjoon.

But, I've never seen Jimin act like this before. He never even hit me before. That was why I trusted him so much, and I was still filled with shock to see him acting like that.

I caught one of his fists as it was about to hit my face again, and he gritted his teeth in anger, his eyes bloodshot red from being too upset with me.

"I don't know what you're talking about! I don't even know about these pills! I don't even know who's right and who's wrong!" I yelled back, tears brimming my eyes as they rolled down my cheeks, looking at him.

"I'm tired Jimin! I'm tired of being blamed all the time! I'm tired of being perfect! I'm tired of trusting people! I'm tired of knowing who's in the righr and who's in the wrong! I would never do such a thing to my dad!" I cried as the tears rolled down even more, and he looks at me, his eyes empty but anger still boiling.

"I don't even remember sending pills here! You would know it only comes from America, you know it!" I sobbed as the metallic taste of blood filled my lips, some dripping down my chin.

"Shut up," he gritted out before grabbing my hair before pulling me towards him, pain shooting out from my head as he leaned in towards my ear.

"That won't change the fact its your pills, fucking retard," he spat as he gritted his teeth in anger.

"M-mister Park... please... stop!"

"You know... when you say that...

....you sound like your father, you know that?"

"You sound just like Mr. Park."

"Now I know how you felt when you were little."

JIMIN POV

"Dad! Please.... stop!..."

"Your son looks just like you, Mr. Park!"

"Dad!"

"Dad!"

"Help! I need help!"

"It hurts! It hurts so much!"

"Shhh... don't let your dad hear you, we wouldn't want you to get in trouble... do we?"

"You fucking retard, I wish you weren't my son you sick bastard!"

As I was snapped out from my trance, my eyes widened as my grip loosened. I looked at the blood that was painted on my fist, and I looked at myself, my lips quivering as I slowly gazed at Namjoon, and my jaw dropped as I looked at his dishelved state. He was limp on the floor, panting as his face was covered in blood and bruises.

"No! No! NO!" I yelled as I kicked myself to the floor, my body hitting the floor as I got off of Namjoon, my hands covering my eyes as I sobbed into my hands, tears rolling down my cheeks.

No, don't. You promised you'll never be like him.

Yet here you are, and you don't even know it.

Help. I need help. Please.

"I.... don't wanna be like him," I said in between sobs. "I don't wanna be like him."

"I'm scared. I'm so scared. This is what I mean when I said I'll hurt people," I sobbed in my hands.

Then, there was something was on my shoulder. I uncovered my hands slowly as I looked at a presence infront of me.

Namjoon.

His face was still bruised and bloody, but he somehow still had a bit of energy left to crawl towards me.

Then, he pulled me into him quickly.

Into a hug.

His chin was on my shoulder, and my body was near his as he patted my back, trying to calm me down.

"Hit me all you want, and beat me up all you want. Won't change the fact I'm your bestfriend and I'll be there for you because I was the first one who understood you," he said softly and tears kept rolling down my cheeks as I tried to get the proper words out.

"I know your past, and I'll do anything to make sure you can be happy again," he said and I closed my eyes, more tears rolling down my cheeks.

"What did I do to deserve such a great friend like you?" I cried harder and I heard him tsk.

"Shut up and clean my face up before I do the same to you," he replied.

HOSEOK POV

"Here's the USB you wanted," I said as I slid the thing infront of the person sitting across me, and the person smirked before taking it.

"You did good. I must say, you did great," the person replied.

"But I cannot say that I would be safe when I return to that company. One of them caught me in the act and told his friends. Despite the help with you cutting the surveillance off," I said and the person nodded.

"Just give that Mr. Kim Seokjin a text about you taking a leave. We don't need anything aside from these files," the person said and I nodded.

"Now...wait right here. I'll get the money," the person said before standing up.

SEOKJIN POV

I walked back to the building. I had to do some research myself if the doctors couldn't find anything.

FLASHBACK

"This pill... it's a test drug that only Kim Daily has. It's known to be a pill that blocks oxygen from a person's body slowly without them knowing. It's for those who wish a silent death. Plus, it can't be detected inside the blood of a person since it dissolves quickly," Jimin said.

"How do you know about that? Only the Kim Daily executive staff know this," He asks and I looked at him.

"Namjoon mentioned this to me a year ago on the phone. Its exactly like how he described the "medicine" would be," I replied and he nodded as he examined the pill.

END OF FLASHBACK

I walked in the building, sweat covering my forehead as I ran to the elevator.

Namjoon?

No, not Namjoon. It can't be! It can't be him!

I rushed inside, pressing the button to the highest floor as the doors closed.

No, I trust Namjoon.

He wouldn't do that. He was even sick when he heard about dad's death.

The doors opened again, and I stepped out before rushing to the CEO's office at the topmost floor of KimHit. I panted as my legs took me to the doors, pushing it open. I wanted to know more about these medicines, and if there are more clues as to why he died so suddenly.

As I looked around the dark room that was neatly cleaned, my eyes scanned the empty desk that once had stacks of papers on them, and a computer. I gulped before taking a few steps looking around.

"Vice CEO Kim!" A voice called, and I turned my head towards the person who was running towards me. It was a woman. She was running towards me while catching her breath.

"Yes?" I replied and she looked at me, fear in her eyes before opening her mouth.

"Your mom was found dead at the house, it seems like.... she k/lled herself."

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(UNEDITED)

A/N:

Vote if school is shit

Gonna censor things cuz it might trigger someone. I don't want anyone getting uncomfortable <3

But anyways, I'll explain more and there will be more chapters just calm downnn

Buckle up kiddos we going on a ride at Namjoon's lap-

Cover by @misoo_min❤