Part 4 | Just do it
Jungkook's POV:
*a couple of hours before the last chapter*
After being teased about Lisa for hours, I just couldn't take it anymore and locked myself up in my room.
I admit it, she is hot and she did give me some inappropriate thoughts but I'm not an asshole to the point of just wanting to use her.
She is a really nice girl. Polite, extroverted and funny.
But do I like her? I guess it's too early to tell. I just spent a couple of hours with her.
But now my members are acting like I was eye-fucking the girl and that I just want one thing from her.
I'm not like the majority of male idols. I respect girls and if I ever get into something deeper with Lisa, which probably won't happen, it will be because I like her.
She is beautiful. I would be interested in getting to know her if i had the chance, but I can't with them acting like I just want to fuck her like I'm some creep.
I lay in my bed and send her a text while I'm listening to music but it's still early so she's probably still sleeping.
I quickly got bored and took the opportunity to play some games on my computer.
I thought I was at peace when my phone rang.
BamBam.
I don't even have to pick up to know why he is calling me.
But I still do.
"Yes?"
"Jungkookie! I've heard you have found a girl you are interested in. My best friend." He said excitedly.
Well he sounds very happy and interested about it. He must be bored.
"Not you too...Look, I don't know what my hyungs told you but please know that I didn't disrespect Lisa in anyway." I started.
"Don't worry. We all know you are not that kind of guy. But tell me, what is going on? You know I can help you right? You may be one of the only guys I trust with her."
Okay I'm confused.
"What?"
He sighed, "C'mon, your hyung told me you couldn't stop staring at her, no need to hide it."
Was I really that obvious that everyone noticed?
"Bam, please don't-"
"Jungkook, it's okay. You don't need to be afraid of admitting you liked her just because I'm close friends with her." He talked slowly and more calmly this time.
I've never shown much interested towards girls. Only a couple. It's just something that I get shy opening up about. My feelings, even to my friends.
But I don't think they will shut up about this until they get something from me.
"Okay, yes, I find her hot is that what you all want to hear?!" I bet anyone can hear the frustration in my voice.
Why does everyone care so much?
It's just me, staring at a girl I found hot. No one is talking about how much Jin hyung liked Jisoo noona.
And why? Because I'm the youngest of this group and the one who has been with less girls.
Namjoon hyung probably went all excited talk to Jackson hyung about how I had liked BamBam's friend and now the idiot is here talking to me.
Not to mention, BamBam is a pro at annoying me when he wants to. He somehow gets fun out of it.
"Oh so you did stare...I heard Namjoon hyung but I just wanted to confirm it. It's really not like you."
Of course I was right. It had to be Namjoon.
"I know and I also know this is weird to say to you but she really is beautiful and was so nice. I don't know what came over me." I tried to explain but not even I know what to say.
I can't believe I'm telling him his best friend is hot.
He laughed and talked in his pervert-tone, "Oh I know..."
This guy is such a perv, how can he even think about his "sister" that way.
"WHAT? NO! It's not like that!" I yelled, almost in panic.
Even though he is kind of right but I'm not about to admit that to him.
It's just wierd...right?
"Of course it is Jungkookie, you may be a respectful man but you are still one."
I stayed in silence not knowing what to say.
"As weird as it is to acknowledge you feel...urges for a girl that is like a sister to me and that she probably also does for you, I'm happy it was you and not some other jerk."
Oh so he does knows it is weird for him to think about it...
"Bam, she doesn't and take it easy, We've just met. It's not like I love her, I just feel attracted to her okay?"
Why are they assuming Lisa also feels attracted to me? The poor girl was just being nice.
"I've heard you guys are texting. Lisa never texts. Like, ever...she is just like you. If she is using her time to reply to you then trust me, she is interested." BamBam justified, does this guy think he works for the FBI or anything?
Did he really just assume she also feels attracted to me because she texts me?
"Aren't you reaching now? It's just texting..."
"Oh no, I'm not. Just try, Jungkook, if you don't feel comfortable in being alone with her just ask Suga hyung to talk to his girlfriend and you all can meet."
I guess I can do that...
After finishing talking with BamBam I decided to try and ask Yoongi hyung for another meeting. Of course that would include me admitting to him how I feel about Lisa.
Oh well, it will be worth it when I finally see her beautiful face and pouty lips- okay Jungkook stop
I really need to see her again.
As I came down the stairs, I found Jin hyung playing Just Dance with Hobi hyung.
"Why did you put it on hard mode?! This is unfair!" Jin whined
"Ohh c'mon you can do it!" Hoseok said as he effortlessly danced to their chosen song.
"Hi Jungkookie, want to join?" Jin hyung asked when they finally noticed me.
I sat down in the couch in front of the tv where they were playing.
"I'll just watch..."
Then my phone beeped.
Lisa had finally responded.
Lisa Manoban: Hi! Sorry I was still sleeping ☺️
The conversation went on about what we were going to do that day and I discovered that she was going to be with BamBam, which is a coincidence since we just spent like 30 minutes talking about her.
Too coincidental actually.
I hope he doesn't say anything stupid or push her into this if she doesn't want to.
I wonder if it was a good idea to tell him.
I want us to take our time and not to be pushed by our friends.
Even if that's going to be a bit hard if she keeps being that hot- ugh Jungkook just stop it with the inappropriate thoughts. You are not like that.
I decided that it is better for me to take matters into my own hands and go look for Yoongi hyung.
Of course I find him in his room.
I was a little taken aback when I saw Jennie noona was with him.
How is she going to react to me feeling attracted to their maknae.
"I'm glad I knocked." I said as I come in to Jennie adjusting her hair.
"What do you want, maknae?" He asked, obviously frustrated that I had interrupted whatever was going on.
"I need to talk to you."
"Let me guess, about Lisa?"
I just stare at them, embarrassed.
"Ohhh so you are also into her?" Jennie noona asked smirking.
Yoongi hyung hissed, "Yeah he is. Those two couldn't have been more obvious. All that flirting during the dinner. I could feel the sexual tension."
"Yeah, Lisa spent the whole night bitting her lips while looking at Jungkook. Our maknaes are growing, babe."
How come everyone noticed we were staring at each other except us?
I rolled my eyes, "Can you all stop exaggerating? It wasn't like we were drooling over each other and almost fucked in there."
"No, but it wasn't far from that. It's okay, Jungkookie, no one is blaming you. But what do you want?"
"I want you guys to plan another dinner or for just to meet up. I don't want to scare Lisa by asking her out immediately. We barely know each other." I asked confidently.
"Okay. Sure. Tomorrow night." Jennie noona simply replied as she and her boyfriend smirked at me.
Sometimes it's creepy how alike they are personality wise.
"Okay, thank you!"
And with that I left the room, leaving them to do whatever they were doing.
"How much time till something happens between these two?" I heard Yoongi hyung whisper
"I say something is going to happen tomorrow or the time we meet after that."
This guys...
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BTS IS COMING BACK ON THE 18TH OF MAY I'M NOT READY!
I hope you like the direction the story is going. Most people choose between a "bad boy" Jungkook or a "innocent" Jungkook so I decided to stay in the middle since I feel that is more...realistic (idk).
For now BamBam is playing a big role since he is good friends with the two of them and is kind of the "conncetion" but I plan on add more idols like Red Velvet, for example.
So keep on reading!
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