Lisa's POV:

"Jungkook, please don't be mad." I asked him once I took us into my room after our conversation with my members.

He had been silent ever since his and Jennie unnie's outburst, his face had been stern and angry and he didn't talk to anyone.

It wasn't until I talked to him that he softened a little bit, his gaze meeting mine, but not much, "How can I not be mad, Lisa? How? He treated you like you were nothing. Yelled and insulted you, god know what could have happened had he not been stopped. It angers me so much that you had to go through all that and that he got away with it."

I know he is right so I don't blame him for being mad, but this is exactly why I didn't tell anyone what happened. I didn't want anyone mad or nervous. I wanted to forget about it and move on.

My friends would never let it go and now I know they won't. Not until Sehun gets exposed or something worse.

"It's been a long time. There is no use you thinking about it now." I asked, pushing him onto my bed, which he reluctantly did. I just want this conversation to be done.

He laid his head on my lap as I pet his hair, trying to calm him down.

He kept quiet for a couple of minutes, I saw his breathing getting slower as his chest wasn't going up and down as fast. I even thought he had fallen asleep due to my repetitive caresses but I was proven the opposite when he opened his mouth again.

"You didn't deserve to be treated like that." Jungkook said in a much calmer way than a couple of minutes ago. It was like he was talking to himself more than to me.

He really is not about to let this go no matter how useless his actions are to the situation. It's already done and in the past and our bosses are taking care of it. No matter what he wants to do, it will only make things worst.

And we really don't want to provoke Sehun. He still has the photos and he is about to get caught. He has nothing to lose.

"It's in the past. I'm over it." I dismissed, continuing to caress his head.

"I know but that's not a good enough reason to let it go. I want him to get some consequences from it." He answered back.

"Our bosses are already on it so don't worry." I said back, once again trying to end the conversation.

And I sure hope they are able to do something.

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It didn't take long for Jungkook to be called back to his dorm. It was already late and his hyungs had been worried for him as they knew a scandal may be near.

As much as Jungkook disliked all this "be extra careful" thing he did what his members asked of him, for their sake and for mine.

"You will still come to Jin hyung's birthday party won't you? All of our friends will be there too." My boyfriend asked as he got ready to leave our apartment.

It was almost Jin oppa' birthday and the BTS members were throwing him a surprise party with their close idol friends and some more in three weeks.

From what I know, besides us, Red Velvet and Twice are also invited. Apparently some guys from Bangtan get along with Twice so it will be nice to see our girl friends there too.

It's hard to get so many idols together at the same time due to our schedules so the boys were planning everything very early on. They really wanted everyone there with them and Jin.

It's supposed to be at their new apartment, since it is big enough, and that way we don't have to worry about dispatch finding out.

Especially at such a sensitive time like this.

But it was going to be fun and I couldn't wait. Jin oppa really deserves it.

"Of course we will, it will take more than an (almost) scandal to stop us from celebrating with you guys." I reassured him before pecking his lips.

"I'm glad because I can't wait to see you drunk." He smirked.

This bastard.

Me and Blackpink are not huge drinkers. I mean, we do drink and get drunk every once in a while even if it is against the rules. We usually do it in a safe environment like someone's house and with only people we trust around but that is not common at all. It has only happened a couple of times.

God knows what can happen at this party. It's going to be hilarious since I know at least BTS and Got7 do drink a lot.

"That's your cue to leave. Have a safe trip back to your dorm. Bye, baby." I replied, not even letting him react before closing the door on his face.

I turned to the living room just to see that my unnies weren't there, which meant they had already gone to their rooms to sleep.

I hope they are not too mad, especially Jennie unnie.

I know they mad at me but I mean upset in general. I don't want this to create an awkward environment in the dorm for days to come. I want live to go back to normal, I just told them because at this point they had all the right to.

I just hope YG sajangnim together with JYP and Bighit can do something about it before Sehun does something.

And that is what is making me nervous. What if they can't stop him? If he sells the photos of Tzuyu too even Twice will be under fire.

Three big groups, all involved in the same scandal.

I know we would get tons of support from our internacional fanbases but it's here in Korea that we live and where the fans get mad about people dating and where fans can't go out and have fun like Tzuyu did.

It fucking sucks. This system fucking sucks.

Companies validating these feelings and behavior from fans by forbidding us from living a normal life all for the sake of money disgusts me.

Which is the best part of idol music going international. Korean fans are losing power. Companies have other fans to listen to. A much bigger group of fans. Fans who don't give a fuck about dating.

I love my Korean blinks but I know damn well some of them would leave us if they knew what is going on and it just isn't fair. We deserve a life too, I life where we don't have to hide to drink or date.

Fans are just too delusional to believe the companies' narratives that all of that doesn't happen. Because of course it does, we are young adults. It's our time to party, fall in love and make mistakes.

But somehow these people convinced themselves that they are entitled to control our lives just because they spend their money on us.

It's almost as if we are zoo animals. Paid to do tricks and put on a show while being controlled by our keepers.

As I think about this, I walk back to my room to start my night routine.

It is not very complex. I just remove my makeup, wash my face, tone it and use an anti-breakouts cream. I'm not into those 10-step routines that a lot of people love. I don't have the patience.

My skin stays clear and it's all that matters. Even with bangs, which can be a little tricky due to my forehead being covered and heating up from lack of air. It took me a while to learn the tricks to prevent acne there.

It was already late by the time I was all ready to sleep, which basically means me checking instagram and watching makeup videos in youtube

I follow a bunch of youtubers and end up being sucked into the videos till I am just too sleepy to continue watching.

Which was exactly what happened, I put down my phone with my eyes almost closed and turned around, falling into a deep slumber.

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"LISA!" I heard Jennie unnie yell.

What the hell?

"LISA, IT'S SERIOUS WAKE UP!" She yelled once again

I opened my eyes slowly to find my member still in her pajamas, in complete state of panic like I had never seen her.

Her eyes very open in shock and her phone in her hand.

"What is going on? Why are you in such panic?" I asked innocently, rubbing the sleep off my eyes.

"Lisa, Sehun released the photos. I just woke up to it, he did it, even Tzuyu's. The internet is going crazy." She tried to calm down, not yelling anymore.

My eyes widen and heart started to beat faster.

No, he can't just have done it.

I picked up my phone to find it filled with text and missed calls like it had never been before.

All my friends, family, managers, YG staff and even Jungkook had texted me in the last 40 minutes.

More than 1000 notifications filled my phone.

"WHY CAN'T YG SAJANGNIM JUST DO HIS FUCKING JOB FOR ONCE?! HE KNEW THIS COULD HAPPEN. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I FEARED." It was my turn to yell as tears formed in my eyes.

I was already expecting this. I told my company about it exactly so that I could be protected.

But it was way sooner than I expected. Our boss or SM really messed up in controlling that bastard.

And right now I just felt betrayed, I wouldn't blame my boss hadn't it been this soon. This just means they weren't careful enough and Sehun knew what was coming before he should.

But one thing I know for sure.

If we are all going down he is coming with us.

The world is about to know who took those photos and who is the true Sehun who abused his girlfriend. It's over for him too.

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I already explained why I was gone for so long in the notice but once again, I'm sorry.

I hope this isn't too boring or bad.