Chapter 42: Anxiety

                      The whole place was quiet as no one dares to speak. The defining silent of the room is killing you, and you swear that you could drop a pin. The whole place was strained, and you couldn't help to feel like it's your fault.

After your final blow, the whole entire crew was silent, Seokjin who was still holding your forearm stood still with Yoongi beside him, Hoseok was always looking at a trembling Taehyung who now stopped shaking over the defining silence. Jimin, who was beside Jungkook, was looking at Namjoon who seems like in deep thoughts before suddenly hell breaks loose.

You didn't know what happened, you had not predicted what had happened, and right now all you can do is survive, you guess this is what Yoongi had been telling you when he said you need to wait.

But you couldn't wait much longer, you were so persistence in finding a way out of this place you didn't know that by doing so you've put yourself in danger, you should have listened to Yoongi about being patience who knowns it might save a life or more.

But you were also someone who wants to help everyone, and you know your heart couldn't take it if someone was to be put in your spot, but as for right now all you can do how you'll survive this.

You should someday learn how to shut your mouth; you were also told off by the people around you that words hurt. Maybe today you will learn the price for it.

"Namjoon I think it's better if you stop and –"

"STOP?" he maniacally laughs at the scene in front of me, "THIS STREET RAT DECIDED OPENING HER MOUTH WAS A GOOD IDEA AND –"

"Namjoon hyung..." out of the emits of shouts and quarrel there stood a silent voice roaring from the dark. Everyone had to stop their fights and turn their heads on the singe voice.

"Please stop." And everything did. Namjoon who when feral suddenly calms down, Jimin who was beside him silently looks at the younger who was silently pleading only sigh as he held out a hand for Namjoon to sit down. Jungkook, who was beside Namjoon, sat down beside him as he looks at his hyung worriedly.

"Jungkook, it's fine... just leave all of you and have Taehyung here stay, I need to talk to him," Namjoon rubbed his temple, Jungkook could only look at him blankly, and Jimin could only look at them worriedly, Jimin then proceed to look at you.

You were fuming as you were trying to get through Namjoon's thick skull that you will fight for Taehyung even if your heart is trying his best not to say anything that could make your mind change.

"You still don't get it don't you?" you suddenly ask him," I will fight for –"

"and for what!" he glares at you.

"YOU-"

"ENOUGH!" another shout had erupted, and you looked at Taehyung who stood up from his place as his body tremble and you looked at him, well all of you did.

"You both you don't get to say anything over me, not you –" Taehyung pointed out to you –" or you." He pointed out to Namjoon who side leer at Taehyung ready to curse him out.

"Taehyung –" you slowly start out –" I did it for you."

"JUST SHUT UP." You were startled by what Taehyung had said to you, he had succumbed back to his ways as he threatens you. It scared you to the point you stood back as Taehyung maniacally looks at you.

This is not Taehyung.

You've been here for a while, and you've seen angry Taehyung, sad Taehyung, anxious Taehyung, happy Taehyung, but right now.

Who is this Taehyung you see right now? You've overcome the many Taehyung over the past few months, but here you are standing in front of him, and you don't know him.

For the first time you've been here, your heart and mind were at sync over the man you've been dwelling for the past few weeks.

Seokjin who saw the fear in your eyes steps forward, grabbing your arms silently and this time you didn't bother on breaking free, somehow you wanted to run to Seokjin's arm, away from Taehyung.

Hoseok who was looking at the scene unfold him could only freeze in his feet, he didn't know someone could change so drastically like that, I guess time does change people for the better or for, the worse.

Seokjin holds you in his arms as you walk back with Yoongi trailing behind before you hear a snicker coming from the room.

You were debating on saying anything else before Hoseok came to you from behind and loosen your tense shoulders, he bent to your height as you could feel his hot breath making you shiver.

"Go... I'll keep Taehyung with me, Namjoon is not stable right now, if you do anything it will result back, go I'll meet you later," you look to your left to see Hoseok smiling at you, a reassuring smile.

You nod your head and smile back to him.

It was a friendly gesture you do, making Seokjin and Yoongi noticing it. They both didn't say a word, nor do they need to, but it seems like someone had taken it the wrong way. As you were being ushered.

By Seokjin someone's glaring eyes had been burning over you two, and was ready to explode in anger, but held in, but when he saw you with Hoseok closer than ever it made him boiled in anger, and he couldn't help to burst.

"FUCK OFF," the sudden language had you surprise to see the person with such a foul language. He suddenly dashes his way to you breaking Seokjin's arms around you making you stumble.

Your body jerks back into someone as he held you firmly.

You look up to see Taehyung who was glaring at all of them, Namjoon who saw this stood up from his place, Seokjin and Yoongi stood forward, while Hoseok looks back at Taehyung with a shock expression and Jungkook and Jimin behind Hoseok.

"Nobody touches her, or I will fucking kill you all."

Your body went rigged at what Taehyung had said, and you try to scramble your way out, but Taehyung held you in place.

He slowly leans down at you and turns your way to him.

"You trust me, don't you? You trust me, right? R-right?" his shaky voice ask, and you couldn't speak.

"Trust me... right? R-right trust me... r-right?" Taehyung who asked you again but you could only shake your head.

"Taehyung... I'm sorry I-" he suddenly threw you away, and your eyes widen as you look at Seokjin who held you, staring at a laughing Taehyung, his eyes bore into yours.

The boys suddenly walk toward Taehyung trying to calm him down, but Taehyung staggers back.

"I'll get you back, love." Off he went sprinting to the door. You didn't know what he meant, but Namjoon was barking orders as the others try to capture Taehyung, while you were usher by Seokjin and Yoongi.

"Get her to her room NOW!"

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