Past log 6

So I did what I had to, the only thing I was so afraid to do in the beginning. I'm so sorry, you must be angry with me. No, I know how you'll never forgive me for what I did.

Or was your love for me more immense than the capacity of what you could hold? They were all shouting in the distance, but I never listened. Is it because I chose to give you a chance once again to redeem yourself and to prove to everyone you were right and they were wrong?

I tried, but with evidence clear, and now somehow my eyes were wide opened, I realised you were not leading me to the freedom I was longing for; instead, the path you had laid was bringing in a trapped far greater than the ocean could drown me.

How could you?