Chapter 20: Blueside

I told you we are going to build a big house! This big! I promise you that!

You have to trust me, alright?

Promise not to leave me alone?

I promise I will change it for you

You are the light to my darkness

I am willing to burn down the whole place and world to find my way to you, so please don't leave me.

Why did you change?

Why didn't you love me anymore?

Was I not enough? Did I do something wrong?

Was it so wrong to do it when I love you so much?

Are you going to leave me? Then I promise to drag you with me in this life or even the afterlife!

It was too much, your head spinning as words came crushing inside your head. The voices were ringing in your head. They were shouting in madness, and all you could do was plead sorry. Have mercy because you did wrong, for a mistake you didn't know you had made.

Yoongi, beginning to understand what was happening to you, held you in his hold. Taehyung looked back to see you breathing unevenly, but you were not focusing on your breathing pattern. Your hands were occupied trying to close your ears, muttering words no one could understand.

"Anne... you're starting to have a panic attack. Breath slowly and follow my voice," Yoongi held you, "Follow me, alright? You need to take a big deep breath and let it out." Yoongi was currently helping you to calm down.

Taehyung was staring at Yoongi as he regained consciousness with whatever had happened.

Now, Taehyung doesn't know you have any panic attack symptoms. You must have had it frequently before if it had triggered yours badly. Of course, Yoongi does not know you have this problem, either. But he used to know someone who couldn't stop having on when out in public.

You focused on his voice and could grab hold of yourself after a while. After a bit, Yoongi held your shoulders and began strolling.

"Are we not going to get Namjoon back?" You asked timidly.

"You're worried about him? You should worry about yourself!" Taehyung scolded, "You just had a panic attack!"

"I used to have them," You told them, "I don't remember exactly why and what happened, but I had them."

"Did you think you got them since you've known Jungkook?" Yoongi had asked, and you keep quiet, Bingo... he could read the situation related to Jungkook.

"I'm right, aren't I?"

"I don't know, but anything related to him makes my head dizzy, and memories break free." You whisper, "I don't think I could hold on."

"Of course, you can. After we finish all of this, you need to get some therapy."

"I don't want to."

"You don't have a choice. Trust me, and it's not easy. But going to therapy is not because you are sick." Yoongi's cold voice told you off.

Nobody exchanged words between you. Three walked into a room a giant door that looked like a meat cellar.

"Don't you think he would stuff him inside this room?" hearing Taehyung's question made your stomach churn in fear. You look ahead to see the room is cold, and you know that no human can stand this cold.

But you must be brave whatever Jungkook had to store inside the room, whether you find nothing or maybe a body. You need to be prepared.

You took the key from Taehyung's hand and began opening the door from the cellar, and of course, you were greeted with a meat cellar. It was dark and cold; it was like another dimension.

"Seokjin!" you shouted from outside the door, "Seokjin! Can you hear me?"

No one had answered.

"If he's inside there, he wouldn't be able to shout back. He's beaten up," Yoongi said. He grabbed his gun from the holster, "Let's go in. There should be a switch for the lights."

The switch turned on as the three of you walked inside the room. You were welcome with a meat cellar, it was not large, but thankfully, nobody was found. On the other side of the room was another room. You grabbed Yoongi's sleeves, tugging them, to point at the door.

"Over there." You pointed at the door. Taehyung nods at Yoongi before he walks to the door, and Taehyung starts banging on the door.

Yoongi looks at you before he runs to Taehyung. His eyes widen, and he starts banging on the door.

"Seokjin? Seokjin! We're going get you out. Hold on."

You heard what Yoongi had said and dashed your way to the door. OF course, on the other side of the door was a bloody, beat-up Seokjin as you banged on the door. Seokjin was still out cold. The room was small, with a bed and toilet.

As you three were trying to find a way to find your way inside, the door to the meat cellar suddenly closed off. A distant laugh could then be heard.

"I knew the moment I showed you the key, you would run to him instantly," Jungkook's voice booms out, "I'm disappointed in you, Anne."

The three of you are locked inside the room. The room's temperature suddenly drops, it is colder, and you begin to hug yourself, trying to find warmth.

"Is this your grand plan? After finishing Namjoon, you're going to freeze us to death?" Yoongi snickers, "Here, I thought you were a serial killer?"

"I AM! I AM ONE, AND IT'S BECAUSE OF HER!" a loud voice booms out, "IF SHE HAD SAW ME THE WAY I AM AND NOT THE MONSTER PEOPLE THOUGHT I WAS, WE WOULD BE HAPPY."

Yoongi chuckles. He looks at you and walks to you closer. He wraps his jacket to you, "He has problems, don't listen to him. Guilt-tripping you into submission, it looks like his way worked before, not this time."

"Anyway, have fun! You always wanted to meet Seokjin. I should make your reunion faster! How about lasting forever?" Jungkook giggles.

A/N: Surprise? It's been a long time since I updated, it was a hectic week, last week. But here ya go! Enjoy, So tell me how ya'll been?