"gee, i'll take that as a compliment, thanks.."

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name |

Gonxhe Xiomara Nilsson

gender |

female

age |

21, turning 22

sexuality |

heterosexual

occupation |

musician

category |

creative thinkers

appearance |

Lana Condor

personality |

Gonxhe is definitely a unique an interesting girl who possesses a carefree spirit. Even if she may not seem like it, she is certainly the type who is always ready for an adventure. She's not highly curious, however she is often considered to be courageous and brave-hearted though without showing it. You see, most of the time, she tends to be emotionless and a tad cold-hearted. She can act insensitive and careless at times without knowing herself and that is often considered a weakness for her. In addition, she is reserved, quiet and mysterious, always being cautious with people and who she opens up to for she definitely does not wear her emotions on her sleeves. Gonxhe also happens to be adventurous and fearless. She likes to go with the flow and try out new things, taking risks, etc.

She is even considered to be highly intelligent, creative and imaginative. In fact, her imagination is set so high that even heavens can't be the limit. She also tends to be quite aloof as Gonxhe does have a habit of drifting off into her own world in the midst of a conversation. Other than that, Gonxhe is quite clumsy. She tends to be the complete opposite of being elegant as the girl is certainly not the epitome of being punctual. She is also realistic and extremely resourceful. Yet at times, Gonxhe can be sarcastic and witty whenever she wants to be. She is especially a hardworking individual and wishes to work till perfection. Gonxhe isn't a perfection, however she does try her best all the time and that's what counts.

Gonxhe can also be soft spoken at times and this can be a problem. She's the type who always ends up saying 'oh, never mind!' and according to others, it's considered annoying. She may not even seem like it but she loves a good challenge, and she may not realise it but she can get quite competitive at times. This also means that Gonxhe is a bit of a sore loser and this tends to get her a bit grumpy at times. She is also polite and respectful when necessary. She is somewhat an ambivert and actually quite diligent. Gonxhe possesses a calm soul as she is levelheaded most of the time, if she doesn't get grumpy that is. She's also quite innovative and intuitive, clever and smart too for she is quick on thinking on her feet.

likes |

coffee. stargazing. cloudgazing. astrology. zodiacs. music. dancing. singing. using recycled materials. painting. drawing. sketching. dancing under the rain. chocolate chip cookies. hot chocolate with extra milk chocolate drizzle on top.

dislikes |

liars. spiders. cockroaches. humans, in general. socialism. injustice. loudmouths. nosiness. noisy places. work that doesn't use one's talents. strangers. revealing of personal life. repetition. being confined. complications. sticky stuff.

flaws |

- aloof
as mentioned earlier, Gonxhe tends to drift off into her own world in the midst of a conversation often. this also causes her to be quite distant and such.

- bites her tongue a lot
this is actually an expression, meaning that Gonxhe regrets her words often as she is the type to say 'oh, never mind!' most of the time and that's usually an annoying trait/thing of her to do. this also means that she is a soft spoken person who doesn't speak her mind.

- clumsy
as previously mentioned, she is pretty damn clumsy and will literally trip on every staircase if she isn't careful enough. other than that, she's good and stable.

- emotionless façade
it is because of how Gonxhe has a hard time opening up to someone does she usually put in an indifferent expression on her face most of the time. though once she thinks you're one to trust and a good person, she will be a bomb of spectacularity and you'd be surprised at how fun-loving she is.

strengths |

- highly creative & imaginative
as mentioned earlier, one of Gonxhe's strength is her extremely high set of creativity and imagination. if she has a brilliant idea, she won't hesitate to steal a sketchbook just to jot it down.

- a tranquil soul
Gonxhe is definitely not the type to lose her temper easily, let alone she's not even short-tempered. she is mostly peaceful and tranquil because being in a calm state allows her to focus and become much more attentive to stuff or things or things of great importance.

- lionhearted
she is certainly courageous and possesses a brave soul, as previously mentioned. hence why she loves exploring and searching for something new, while also going for many adventures.

- hardworking
Gonxhe is a hardworking individual, always determined and working her best to gain her status and to continue her best work as a musician. she tries something new everyday and isn't afraid of failure, for she knows that mistakes exist to learn from them.

opinions on courting ceremony |

to be honest, even though she puts on a stone cold façade, Gonxhe secretly wants to be able to find her soulmate/true love, as cliché as it seems. She truly believes that deep down, the courting ceremony would give her a chance to find her perfect match; someone she would want to spend the rest of her life with. So overall, she thinks that it is a lovely and brilliant idea.

aesthetic |

theme songs |

other |

- her favourite food is ice-cream
- she was named by her mother after Mother Teresa's first name: Gonxhe, although she dislikes it, hence why most just call her Mara from her middle name since she insists on it
- has a large fear of drowning
- knows how to play the guitar, the piano, the violin and the flute
- a tad obsessed with zodiacs
- secretly writes her own songs, even though she's just a musician
- she's a coffee addict

tag |

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