So uh, hi, apologies that this is not an update to this story, but I haven't been feeling good, for, a while now. And one of the reasons is one that was staring right in my face and I hadn't noticed. I'm basically isolated in my house.

I don't have any close friends where I can just call them up and be like, hey I'm coming over or anything like that. I'm broke, and sometimes I say that and I feel like people don't understand, like I'm poor I have Zero dollars and Zero cents. I'm flat broke, I can't go anywhere, or do anything. First I was stuck at my grandmother's. Confirmation and extra context are literally in my other book "His Fem-Boy Omega",  I'm stuck in the house nowhere to go, and nothing to do but be on my phone. I'm bored, I'm drained doing nothing, and it's getting tiring.

The only faces I see daily are my parents and baby sister and straight up I'm tired, I need something but I'm getting nothing and there's nothing I can do. I've downloaded and deleted games/apps like crazy. I've tried drawing, digital and on paper and nothing's filling that social void I have in my chest.

Some days I get up and fuck, I just don't want to, I have nothing to look forward to, I have nothing to do, to see, I feel so genuinely empty, I, I dunno.

So I'm sorry that I haven't been updating as much as you guys or I would like, but it's more than just not being able to find the motivation to do something I used to and want to continue to enjoy.

I just, I don't know, I'm tired