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Third person P.O.V

"What did he say?" Baekhyun asked Jungkook, who was still in front of Taehyung's room, standing like a statue. Namjoon was also beside him.

"He needs some time. If you don't mind.. can we stay here till evening?" Namjoon asked politely when Jungkook stayed unresponsive and Baekhyun just nodded his head.

"Can you tell me what happened that night?" Baekhyun started to break the awkward silence. Jungkook just nodded his head and took a deep sigh. They slowly moved towards Baekhyun's office or more like his room.

"I- I kicked him out of the house due to... some... misunderstandings. And I am regretting that since that night." Jungkook croaked out and Baekhyun inhaled sharply to control his anger. Namjoon could sense the anger so he decided to jump in.

"It was a kind of trap. But we didn't have any idea that... that something like that would happen. We searched for him everywhere but couldn't find him." He explained and Baekhyun just hummed in response.

"So what are you planning now?" Baekhyun leaned over the table, after placing the cup of coffee in front of Jungkook and Namjoon.

"I can't live without him. I will stay here till he comes with me. I can do anything for him... anything." Jungkook's voice was determined and a smile formed on Baekhyun's lips.

"I am not the person who always remains stuck in past. I believe to live in present and to think about the future. So, I will appreciate your effort.. show him how guilty you are... show him how much you want him back... show him how much you love him." Jungkook looked up at his words.

"I will." Both Baekhyun and Namjoon smiled at his answer.

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Taehyung was sent back to his room. He was sitting in a daze, thinking about all the words Jungkook said before. He could sense the pain in his voice... the desperation to talk... those broken sobs that he never heard before from his lips, were heartbreaking.

His train of thoughts stopped by a knock on the door. Soon someone stepped inside the room but he wasn't Jungkook. What if he can't see him.. he can still feel him.

"T- Taehyung?" Another familiar voice beamed in the room and Taehyung felt his eyes getting teary hearing that. He quickly grabbed the sheets and tried to get up from bed to hug the person.

"Nam- Joon Hyung." He said with a smile and in the next moment, Namjoon hugged him. Letting him cry in his embrace both let themselves be drowned in the pool of feelings.

Namjoon caressed his back gently to calm him. He can't hide as Hanseol.. he can't keep his feeling to himself. He just can't...

"Shh.. don't cry. I am here. I am so happy Tae... so happy to see you again." Namjoon muttered still in an embrace.

"Me too, I am also happy Hyung." Taehyung sobbed, all snuggled up to older's chest. Namjoon slowly pulled back and helped Taehyung to sit back on the bed.

He wiped his tears smoothly and smiled looking at his new hair color. Slightly brushing those soft locks he laughed.

"Your natural hair color is also beautiful, Tae." He joked and Taehyung could imagine how his cheeks must be forming a beautiful dimple. He slowly raised his finger to touch the possible side and when Namjoon felt it, he placed his finger on the dimple, causing him to smile wholeheartedly.

"I am smiling like that after a very long time, Taehyung." He said in low voice and slowly Taehyung's smile dropped, understanding what he wanted to tell.

"Same goes for all others as well... Hoseok... Jin... Jackson... no one smiled since that night. And... Jungkook, he is living like a corpse, he barely eats or sleeps... never smiled since then. Everyone saw him suffering Taehyung, we all saw him feeling the pain after losing you." Namjoon stopped for a while to see Taehyung's expressions and the brunet was clutching the sheets once again, trying his best not to let his tears fall.

"He... he even tried to kill himself."

"W-what??" Taehyung snapped his neck upon hearing the words. He felt like his heart skipped a beat at the word killing... Jungkook.

"Yeah, Taehyung. He tried many times to attempt suicide. He was so broken and it took a while for us to make him calm enough to stop that. We almost lost his life but thanks to Jin, Yoongi Hyung, and all others.. they all helped him." Taehyung couldn't control himself anymore... his tears started to fall down his cheeks and he covered his mouth to stop himself from sobbing.

"I am watching him since my childhood Taehyung. I never saw him that much broken not even when his father died. The way he cried in pain on losing you was the worst. He searched for you day and night. He loves you a lot Taehyung.. please sweetie, give him a chance. Come back with us. Everyone will be so much happy to see you, please." Namjoon pleaded, taking Taehyung's hands in his own to give an assuring squeeze.

"Please." Taehyung was out of words, he had no idea what to do. He wanted to meet his Hyungs, hug them, and smile with them but his mind was again stopping him.

"Please talk with him.. for me.. please," Namjoon said after a while and when Taehyung didn't respond, he took that as a yes and silently left the room. In the next moment, the door opened and Taehyung could feel him.. even when he was just standing in the doorway. He turned his head to another side engulfing his sobs.. not to show this side to Jungkook.

He heard soft steps approaching him and stopping at a distance. He heard him taking a deep breath and surprisingly, his mind was giving him the full view of every action other was doing, like portraying it all behind his dark canvas.

"Tae. C-can I say something?" Jungkook started unsurely. Taehyung didn't respond again but kept on sitting on the bed with his head facing the other side.

Jungkook was feeling the pang in his chest from the cold shoulder the other was showing him but he knew that he deserved that, maybe worse.

"L-love, I won't tell you to forgive me, hurt me.. do anything you want.... y-you can hurt me in any way but please.. come with us. M-my heart is beating for you.. and I felt it stopped beating when you left me.-"

"You kicked me out!" Taehyung snapped at him, correcting the word.

"I- I know and I hate myself for doing so. I can't forgive myself..."

Taehyung chuckled bitterly and Jungkook looked up confused. The older saw his tears falling down his cheeks but he was shaking his head while fake laughing.

"H-how pathetic.. this is called fate, Mr. Jeon Jungkook. How I met you... how you did everything you wanted to do with me.. treating me like a slave, saying to me that you love me... but in the end.. same happened. You didn't believe in me." Bitterness was in his voice but his eyes were telling something else.

"I- believe on you...I do-"

"A-at that time... I wanted to hear those words.. but now.. they are nothing to me but a few alphabets." His voice shook and Jungkook could feel his heart tightens in his chest.

I made him like that... I broke him...

He slowly moved closer to Taehyung but the other just raised his hand in the air.

"Stop, Mr. Jeon. Don't come any closer." He stated a bit harshly but Jungkook didn't stop.

"Y-you still love me, angel. I know that. I- I can see in your eyes.. please come with me." Jungkook said in low voice, so soft like he would break the other with his words, but little did he know, Taehyung was too broken already.

"You are wrong.. so wrong. Here-" Taehyung pointed towards his chest, jabbing his finger harshly. "-here the heart is not the one that was head over heels for you.. that was beating for you. That heart died... it died the day you said that you h-hate me." His finger curled slowly on his chest as his hand turned into a fist, clutching the fabric.

Jungkook was just watching him with his painful face, his every word was stabbing his heart but he can't deny the fact that other was more in pain due to him.

"I don't hate you. I never did! I- sh*t... I hate myself. I just hate myself for hurting you.. for breaking you like that.. please let me mend your broken heart.. please." He again pleaded, falling on the floor and grabbing Taehyung's foot in his hands.

"It is beyond broken. I can't help you to feel better about your guilt." Taehyung mumbled, his lips trembling so his body due to heavy sobs, the warm touch on his feet was just making it difficult.

"Please, I can't live without you. I will die... I will die without you." Jungkook mumbled leaning his head on Taehyung's foot who again laughed bitterly.

"I said the same... the same thing. But, ah.. whatever. I can forgive but I can't forget Mr. Jeon." Taehyung sighed to control his sobs, retreating his foot from the other's grip.

"One more thing, no one dies like that and I am the best example. I wanted to die but my fate brought me here." He said mockingly, harshly wiping his tears with his sleeves, he got up from the bed and stood on a side.

"Leave me alone." Taking a few deep breaths, he said sternly but Jungkook couldn't bear any more.

"I love you Tae. I love you a lot that I can die for you... right now....at the moment. Because I don't want to live a life in which you are not with me. I am more than sorry for my deeds, for my words... just keep that in mind, I love you.. and will keep doing so... even in my next life." Jungkook whispered while wiping his tears and getting up from the floor.

He slowly took out something from his waistband and a click sound echoed in the room.

"Take care love, my angel. I hope you find your happiness.. love you." Taehyung's breath hitched as he remembered the sound.

"N-no. STOP!" He yelled... rushing to the possible direction where Jungkook was standing with his eyes closed, a gun on his temple ready to shoot himself in front of his love.. with a desire to die in peace with the last glance of his love.

Taehyung somehow succeeded in grabbing Jungkook's hand and stopped him from shooting.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?"

"Let me die, angel. I can't bear this pain... I can't see the pain in your eyes. Please let me be at peace for once." Jungkook croaked out as he tried to put the gun again on his temple.

"YOU ALWAYS DO WHAT YOU WANT... NEVER CARED FOR ME.. This is what you are doing again." Taehyung cried while grabbing Jungkook's collar and leaning on his chest. Jungkook was still in the same position but his heart was thumping loudly in his chest. He sensed the care in Taehyung's actions.

"I- can't bear any more pain. Stop hurting me.. stop it. Don't you dare to take your life!" Taehyung threatened him, slightly shaking the frozen figure of Jungkook with his trembling hands.

"B-but my life is nothing without you," Jungkook mumbled with a sad smile and felt Taehyung's soft hands on his chest, who slightly pulled back.

"Why does your diamond heart always makes a cut on m-my heart??" Taehyung asked with his shaking voice and Jungkook couldn't comprehend until Taehyung softly traced his fingers on Jungkook's face with the other hand he grabbed the gun and threw that on the floor.

"Y-you again w-want me to fa-" Taehyung couldn't complete his words as he felt dizzy because of too much crying. He tried to balance himself by taking support from Jungkook's shoulder who quickly wrapped his arms around Taehyung's body and picked him up towards the bed.

He gently placed Taehyung on the bed and felt that he got tensed like he didn't want to be alone. Because of too much dizziness, he didn't say anything but clutched his throbbing head. Jungkook noticed his uneasiness and slowly joined him. Wiping his tears softly, he kissed Taehyung's forehead... one hand massaging his scalp to soothe the physical pain.

"Rest angel. I am here.. just rest a bit."

Taehyung slowly closed his eyes feeling the same warmth his body was missing for so long, feeling the same care he wanted to get again, feeling the same person close to his body he fell in love with...

Feeling the same.. as he used to feel before...

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😭 I think I made you all cry again