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41: Lost

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(2nd most awaited chapter 🤣)

Third person P.O.V

"Jk?? Jk??" Namjoon breathed out as he was continuously trying his number but he didn't answer so the poor boy had to search for him by himself.

Jungkook was just standing there with tears-filled eyes... he was looking totally spaced out. Finding the male near the balcony, Namjoon huffed in relief and shook him a bit by his shoulder, causing him to flinch in response.

"What's wrong, Jk?" Namjoon asked when he felt that something is definitely off.

"Find out.. who organized the event in this hall. Find the pianist who performed a while ago. Do it as soon as possible." Jungkook said in one breath, Namjoon was confused but he still nodded his head and left to follow the command.

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"It was beautiful, Hanseol. I am very grateful for your help. Thanks a lot." Baekhyun hugged the brown-haired and the younger returned it happily.

"Now you should rest.. ok," Baekhyun lowkey ordered and Taehyung just nodded with a smile. Soon the older of the two left, leaving a bit confused Taehyung in the room. He was sitting on his bed, thinking about the feelings he got back in the hall.

Why I felt like he was there?? I felt his presence.. like he was close... so close to me.

No.. it can't be possible. He can't be here...

His heart started beating hastily when he thought about that.

"It still beats the same way when I think about you... what kind of spell is that Jungkook?" The beating heart thumped loudly when he smiled sadly, placing his hand on his chest.

"It's ok... he can't be him.. even if he is, he will never come back to me. After all he ha- hates me.." His voice broke on the words hate.

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"Jin Hyung?? Why are you pacing back and forth? Seriously you are making me dizzy!" Hoseok whined watching a continuously walking Jin. Jin looked back at him with a frown on his face.

"I don't know.. he didn't call me today." The frown was gone in an instant when he pouted and Hoseok gasped at his words.

"Who?? Oh my... Namjoon??" Hoseok covered his mouth with his hand dramatically. Jackson came at the same time... hearing those words he was also surprised.

"Yeah. Don't you know? He barely contacts us but he always calls him... how rude of him." Jackson teased with a smile.

"He is not rude.." Jin scoffed and both males laughed at the very obvious male.

"Whatever... see Jackson, he can't even hear any bad word about him." Hoseok teased more and Jin was getting red with every passing second.

"Yah! You two, I am your Hyung.. give me some respect. How casually you are talking with me.." Jin huffed, trying to show anger but in fact, he was just embarrassed, the other two again laughed shamelessly. At last, Jin had to go from there because he was getting more red due to embarrassment.

"Why he is so shy... I hope Namjoon just proposes to him as soon as possible. I want to see them together and happy." Hoseok said and Jackson nodded his head, impatiently waiting for their ship to sail.

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"Just wait for a moment, Sir. Mr. Byun will be here soon." Chanyeol informed Jungkook who was finally standing in the house which was actually for all orphans and a part of the charity organization.

Jungkook just nodded his head, Namjoon was also with him but at a distance. While waiting for the director, he heard some giggles from the ground and his steps took him there. He found children playing with each other, some were English and some were Korean.

Among the little crowd, he found the small boy who gave the flower to the brown-haired. He was about to go to him when he heard the voice.. the voice he wanted to hear the most. The same deep voice... the same sweet giggle.

"S-slow down, Soobin." Taehyung giggled when Soobin dragged him toward the ground but due to lack of vision, Taehyung was a little nervous and afraid but he didn't want to show it to the little boy.

"Ok.. now you are gonna catch me but be careful Hyung," Soobin said and took a few steps away from Taehyung after leaving his hand slowly.

"Catch me, Hyung." He giggled and Taehyung also giggled at the excited kid. Taking a deep breath, he started taking slow steps, moving his hands in the air here and there to catch the small boy.

Jungkook was just standing in a daze, his eyes were full of emotions. After so long, he was in front of him, so close.

Observing the male from the distance, his heartbeat quickened when he felt something very different. A very different yet heartbreaking thing.

He felt that Taehyung wasn't watching straight although the small boy was very close to him. He could see a hint of fear of falling in Taehyung's eyes, the way he was taking small and very careful steps.

"N-no.. i-it can't be." Jungkook croaked out when his mind started to give him the possible answer., his heart beating furiously just at the thought that he was praying to be false.

"No Hyung.. not there! You will fall down." Soobin screamed when Taehyung took the step towards the side where a pot was placed. Jungkook snapped out of his daze at the little scream and quickly rushed.

Taehyung heard the steps and turned quickly thinking that the boy came forth but during this, his foot bumped into the pot and he tripped with a hiss. Before he could fall onto the hard ground and feel the pain, Jungkook quickly grabbed his falling figure in his strong arms.

Taehyung was baffled by the situation when he felt a very familiar sensation.... same grip... and the scent... that strong cologne that he used to inhale to calm himself.

Soobin stopped in his tracks, looking at both males. Namjoon also saw both from the distance and he thought that it was just a dream.

Taehyung's heartbeat quickened as ever, his hands slowly moved to the arms of the person who was holding him, under his palms he felt the same muscles. His hands moved more and his fingers traced the person's face. Feeling the features under his fingers, he could imagine the face in his mind. His breath hitched and his hands started trembling when everything felt very familiar.

Jungkook could feel the touch on his skin, that lingering touch he craved, he could feel how Taehyung's eyes were unfocused... how his hands were trembling.

No.. he can't be him... No...

Having that thought wild in his mind, Taehyung quickly reverted as he slightly pushed the person but Jungkook didn't let him go completely. Sweat beads started to form on his forehead and Jungkook felt that he wasn't feeling good.

"Ta-e. A-angel," His voice came out broken when Taehyung pushed him more, and that was the final blow when Taehyung started shaking his head furiously all while mumbling a no... all the dreadful memories came to his mind as flashbacks. He felt suffocated in the open air and he just wanted to turn back and rush out of the place but couldn't as he felt his breath become totally ragged.

"Angel!" Jungkook whisper-yelled when he felt Taehyung stumbling and then falling but he again caught him, he caught the limp boy who was totally drenched in sweat, his face pale.

"Tae?? TAEHYUNG?? ANGEL?" Jungkook screamed shaking the boy in his arms gently but he didn't respond. The younger one fell unconscious due to shock.

"NAMJOON!" Jungkook yelled while picking him up bridal style but before he could step out of the place.. he heard someone behind him.

"Where are you taking him?" Oh, Hanseol!? Take him inside.. we have doctors. What are you waiting for... take him!" Baekhyun almost snapped at him and finally Jungkook followed him to a medical room.

"Please leave." The doctor said to Jungkook who was still sticking with Taehyung. Baekhyun tapped his shoulder and finally took him out of the room.

"We need to talk," Baekhyun stated with a serious tone while Jungkook was still watching from the door of the room where Taehyung was on the bed.

"Where are you from? Are you Korean?" Baekhyun started and Jungkook sighed deeply. He needs to talk too, he had to know the whole thing... how Taehyung ended up here.

"I will talk.. but how is he?" Jungkook breathed out. For a while, both waited till the doctor came out of the room. Jungkook quickly stepped forward with questioning eyes.

"He fainted due to shock. He will be fine. But Mr. Byun I told you not to let him be depressed.. his body is still recovering." The doctor informed both of them and looked displeased.

"He is fine?? Is his body recovering?? W-what happened to him??" Jungkook turned back to the doctor who just gave him a confused look, glancing over at Baekhyun who was standing with a blank face.

"Due to a heart transplant, his body is still under recovery. If he couldn't recover completely, his vision will be at risk." The doctor informed him with a glint of sadness and left. 

Jungkook stumbled on his foot but Namjoon quickly grabbed him and helped him to a room where Baekhyun gestured to him. 

"Who are you, Mr. Jeon? Do you know him?" Baekhyun started again once they were inside the room.

"H-he is Taehyung. M-my Taehyung... my angel." Jungkook stuttered badly, head hanging low with a reeling mind after hearing what the doctor said.

"Taehyung??" Jungkook just nodded his head in response.

"How did you find him???" Jungkook asked snapping his head up and Baekhyun was definitely giving him a death glare.

"So, you do care about him now?" He retorted to Jungkook who just frowned at his words.

"Do you have any idea, how much he suffered? How he fought for his life? And now you are saying that he is YOURS???" Baekhyun muttered with a clenched jaw, remembering all the pain the boy went through in front of his eyes.

Jungkook was already feeling a pang in his chest by seeing the younger in such a condition. His love isn't able to see... his angel was in pain and he knew that behind all of his pain it was him...

Baekhyun calmed down taking deep breaths when he observed the pained expressions on Jungkook's face.

"I found him in Seoul two and a half months ago. A car hit him and he lost too much blood. I waited for his family but when no one showed up, I took him here with me. He went through two surgeries and woke up after 2 months. His vision is no more but there is still hope that it will be fine. After a whole week he woke up, he told me his name was Hanseol." Baekhyun compiled.

Jungkook was feeling the pain in his chest like his heart was being stabbed by hundreds of knives. He was a lack of words, nothing came out of his mouth except for some broken sobs. Not knowing what to do, he covered his face in his palms hearing all those facts... he was cursing himself more.

I did that to him. I gave him this all pain. I hate myself.. for hurting you, my angel.

"Do you know why he didn't tell us his real identity?" Baekhyun asked after a little silence and Jungkook looked up with his teary eyes, dreading the answer.

"Because I know.. he wants to forget his past. His pains... his so-called family." He deadpanned but Jungkook didn't say anything. Deep inside he knew that the person was right, his every word was right, unfortunately. 

"I- I want to take him back." After a while, Jungkook said, wiping his tears. Namjoon was standing behind him, feeling the same pain after hearing all the suffering that fragile boy went through just because of some misunderstandings. 

"I won't stop you but depends on his decision," Baekhyun replied and the door was opened by Chanyeol who asked Baekhyun about something and he excused himself.


Jungkook slowly opened the door of the room and found Taehyung on the bed. His eyes closed, and his hair was showing his natural brown and black color. The raven-haired slowly sat on the bed and grabbed Taehyung's hand softly, caressing the back gently, he kissed the knuckles.

"I- I am sorry love... I- ruined it. I am guilty of everything... I am sorry.. sorry angel." He cried silently, head resting on Taehyung's hand as sobs never stopped.

Taehyung slowly opened his eyes, feeling a warmth in his hands... he quickly snapped his head in the direction of the sobs and felt a presence.. the presence he wanted to avoid. Without thinking, he quickly removed his hand from Jungkook's grip who looked up at his action.

"Angel, Tae?"

"Hanseol," Taehyung retorted, slowly getting up to sit.

"Love.. don't do it.. please I know you are my Taehyung.. my angel. I am sorry for everything.. please. I can't live without you lo-"

"I am Hanseol Sir.. you are mistaken. C-can you please leave?" Taehyung said with a blank expression and Jungkook could hear the breaking of his heart.

"An- angel,"

"Please stop calling me that... and just go... GO!" Taehyung yelled at him trying his best not to cry because his heart was hurting.

"Please, I am sorry. I know I was wrong... no actually it was a sin. But please... I admit... I admit my fault. Please love, don't do it. I love you Kim Taehyung. I love you." Jungkook was a crying mess at that point. Namjoon was standing outside of the room, hearing him plead with teary eyes.

Taehyung felt a pang in his heart after hearing those sobs. His heart was saying him to hug the sobbing boy but his mind was mocking him...

He hurt you Taehyung... he hates you. I can't bear that pain again. I can't see hate in his eyes. What if he doesn't trust me again? What if that Lisa poisoned his thoughts again? No.. not again.

"Are you going or should I leave instead?" Taehyung deadpanned after making up his mind to not get dragged again.

"Please-"

"Fine.. you stay here Mr," Taehyung said and started getting up from bed only to stumble towards the door but Jungkook stopped him.

"I- am going.. you... just rest." He said, voice barely a whisper and Taehyung turned back, fighting his urge to do something else.

Jungkook took some steps backward... eyes not leaving the back of Taehyung.

"I love you Tae. I know the truth now.. everything is clear. I am s-sorry for every word I said that day. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness.. but.. just give me chance... a chance to heal your wounds that I gave you, please... I will do anything for y-ou. Anything Angel.. take care. I am always here.. waiting f-for you.. for m-my angel... love you." Jungkook managed in between his sniffles and then Taehyung heard the door shutting down.

Just when he was sure to be alone, the brunet broke down and fell on the floor.. his eyes started to let his emotions fall.

"D- don't do it J- Jungkook.. I will lose it.." He mumbled, feeling his heart almost at the edge of giving up.

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60K+ reads 🥺😭 I can't believe it. Am I gonna see 100k? Just joking 🤣. I just hope you enjoyed it. Take care lovely people 💜💜💜💜💜

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