From: @sixth_numero
To: @HoneybeedelSol
Sent: Sun, 03/29/2020, 09:01 AM
Subject: To the girl I had finally made love to...

Hon,

Hey you. Graduation na namin ngayong Biyernes. Share ko lang naman. I admit, I'm kinda excited. Parang kelan lang no'ng grumaduate ako ng senior high. I was happy. Siyempre nando'n ka. Nasanay ako na sa lahat ng achievements ko nandoon ka parati. Always cheering for me. I know this time will be different.

It also brought me back to your own college graduation. Lumuwas ng Maynila ang pamilya mo. Sumunod naman ako. Nang matapos ang graduation ceremony niyo, nag-picture taking na kasama ang official professional  photographer. Kahit na natapos na 'yon ay hindi pa rin natigil ang pagpi-picture taking.

"Give me the camera, I'll take a picture of you guys," sabi ko kay Lovely. Kaagad naman niyang inabot sa akin 'to.

Looking at you and your family made me smile. Nakaakbay sa'yo ang papa mo sa kanang bahagi. Nakahawak naman ang isang kamay ng mama mo sa baywang mo. Si Lovely naman ay nakangisi lang sa tabi niya.

Limang shots na ang nakuha ko nang magsalita ang papa mo. "Okay. Tama na 'yan at pare-pareho lang naman ang mga pagmumukha natin. Kayong dalawa naman ni Honey, Sixth. Para hashtag relationship goals."

Natawa ang mama mo. Nakangising umirap naman si Lovely. Ibinigay ko ang camera kay Tito at tinabihan ka. Hinigit ko ang baywang mo gamit ang isang kamay at hinalikan ka sa pisngi at bumulong. "Congratulations, baby. I'm so proud of you."

Hinalikan mo ng mabilisan ang labi ko. "Thank you!"

"Oh tama na 'yang pahalik-halik na 'yan. Ako lang naman 'to. Papa ni Honey na nasa harap niyo," tunog may pagbabanta na sabi ng papa mo pero malapad naman ang ngisi.

Umayos tayong dalawa at humarap sa kanya. I was damn sure that our smiles mirrored each other.

Nang makaalis na tayo sa venue ay dumeretso na tayo sa isang restaurant na pina-reserve ng papa mo.

"Where are you staying, Sixth?" si mama mo habang kumakain na tayo.

"I made a hotel reservation po, Tita."

"Oh. Sana sinabihan mo kami para iisang hotel lang tayo. Did you know that Honey was so sad kasi akala niya hindi ka makakarating."

"I wanted to surprise her," sagot ko. Palihim mo namang pinisil sa ilalim ng mesa ang hita ko. We were seated beside each other.

Matapos ang dinner kasama ang pamilya mo ay hinatid natin sila sa hotel gamit ang sasakyan mo. Tapos inihatid mo naman ako.

"Do you wanna come up? Just give your car keys to the valet." 

Tinanguan mo ako at lumabas na tayo ng sasakyan. We were already inside the elevator when I felt the tension between us. Alam kong ramdam mo rin 'yon.

You softly whistled when we were already inside my room. "A suite is too much for a one night stay, Sixth."

"I'm gonna hire you to be my accountant in the future," pagbibiro ko. Inirapan mo lang ako at pinagpatuloy ang pagtingin sa kabuuan ng suite.

"May kukunin lang ako sa kuwarto." You only nodded. Pumasok na ako sa loob at kinuha ang bagay na nasa loob ng drawer. Ilang sandali pa ay binalikan na kita.

Your sharp eyes immediately landed on the small red box on my hand. Sa una, kita ko ang pagkagulat sa mga mata mo. Pagkatapos ay napalitan naman ito ng kaba kaya naman ay nagsalita na ako. "I'm not proposing to you yet. Well....sort of..."

Binuksan ko ang box at kinuha ang napakanipis na necklace sa loob nito. I put the box on the center table. I was now holding the necklace. "This is sort of...a promise."

Isinuot ko 'to sa leeg mo. Hindi ako makapaniwala na nanginginig pa ang mga kamay ko habang ginagawa 'to.

Matapos maisuot ang necklace sa'yo ay tinitigan ko ang mukha mo. Nakaawang ang labi ay marahan mong hinawakan ang pendant nito gamit ang daliri.

"It's a half ring. The other half of it is with me. Ibibigay ko 'yon sa'yo 'pag handa na tayo," I explained.

Namumungay ang mga mata mong nakatitig sa'kin. Siguro gano'n din ako.

"Pangako, Honey. Magpopropose ako sa'yo kapag maayos na lahat."

Kasabay ng pagtango mo ay ang pagtulo naman ng isang butil ng luha sa mata mo. I held you closer in my arms and then I started kissing you. I kissed you softly in your mouth.

"I wanna make love to you. Will you allow me?" I softly whispered.

Halik naman ang isinagot mo sa naging tanong ko. We continued kissing like our lives depended on it. The room was so silent only our wet kisses were heard.

I deepened the kiss swallowing your moans. "Wrap your legs around me."

You immediately obeyed. Habang hinahalikan ka ay humahakbang naman ako papunta sa kama. I gently put you down. Pareho na tayong hingal habang nakatitig sa isa't-isa.

I took my shirt off in front of you. I kissed you again. I was on top of you. I tugged the side zipper of your blue dress. You helped me took it off. I kissed your neck while you pulled my hair. I was biting and sucking on your skin until it grew sensitive. I unclasped your bra.

You dragged my face again for a kiss. It made me chuckle. I kissed you hard while my thumb was playing with your nipple. Hanggang sa naging busy na ang mga kamay mo sa pagtanggal ng butones ng pantalon ko. You're hands were shaking I had to help you out.

I helped you dragged my pants down. I was only in my boxers now. I was sure you could see how turned on I was. Ipinagpatuloy ko ang paghalik sa'yo habang pinalalandas ko ang kamay ko sa mga binti mo. I kissed every inch of your body. Biting and sucking. I kissed your navel down to your hip. I bit the side of your lace panties and using my teeth, I dragged it down.

It was my first time seeing you. I knew I had touched you there plenty of times. I was left still mesmerized. You called my name and I had to look up. Ganda mo. Necklace lang na bigay ko ang suot mo.

"Sixth...Shit...We're really doing it..."

Gusto kong matawa sa hitchura mo. Parang hindi ka kasi makapaniwala. Tumayo ako at tinanggal na ang suot na boxers. "Pwede ka pang umatras, Hon."

Napalunok ka habang titig na titig sa kabuuan ko. "N-no..."

I chuckled and went back on top of you. I kissed the side of your ear and softly whispered. "Baby, you sound so nervous."

I sucked on your sensitive spot. Sa likod ng tenga mo. Alam na alam ko. My hand went down to the place between your legs. I entered a finger in it. Fuck. You were so wet. Your hold on my shoulders tightened. I let my thumb stroke your sensitive nub. Preparing you. I thrust a finger. I almost lost it when you started grinding on it. I kissed your mouth. Gave you my tongue and you sucked on it.

When I felt that you're ready for me, I spread your thighs wide and eased into you. I paused for a while, allowing you to adjust. Ramdam ko na pawis sa noo ko. Sa matinding pagpipigil na sumagad sa'yo.

I studied your face. Sobrang pula mo na. Medyo nag-dadalawang isip tuloy ako. "You okay? Is it okay if I..."

Napakagat ka sa ibabang labi mo at pumikit. When you opened your eyes they were dark brown with passion. Your rosy lips swollen from my demanding kiss. I lost it. I drove forward with one powerful surge.

"Oh fucking shit, Sais!" sigaw mo at hinampas ako sa braso.

I stilled and kissed your forehead. Repeatedly saying sorry. I was fully inside you.

"Diyan ka lang! Wag kang gagalaw. Shit!" paulit-ulit na pagbabanta mo. My shoulders almost shook with laughter.

"Can I please move now?" I asked after a while. You nodded so I started to move. You arched your back and  wrapped your legs around my thighs. You dug your nails into my shoulder blades. Wala akong pake. Libog na libog lang. I withdrew from you, then thrust deep inside once more. You raised your hips, meeting me halfway.

I could feel that you were about to come. You clung to me and cried out my name. I did not stop. Between the two of us I was the one with experience. Kahit na nagkaboyfriend ka na noon.

I was the experienced one. I knew where to touch, where to stroke, when to push, and when to retreat. Pero nang ramdam ko na na lalabasan na ako ikaw 'yong nagdala sa'kin lagpas sa mga bituin. Dinala mo ako sa langit, Hon.

I collapsed on top of you. Took me minutes to regain my strength. Tumagilid ako kaagad at napaungol. "Oh shit. I didn't use a condom."

"It's fine. I take pills to regulate my period."

We cuddled for a while. Nagsalita ka ulit. "Thank you, Sixth. It was wonderful."

"I was a bit rough," I murmured kissing the top of your head.

"Baka medyo sabik ka lang. It took you three years. Galing mo rin. Tatlong taon kang nagpigil kahit ilang beses kitang kinulit."

"Mahal lang kita," simple kong sagot.

Hindi ka sumagot. Dinig ko ang pagsinghot mo. I cupped your chin to look at your face. "Why are you crying? Did I hurt you?"

Mabagal kang umiling. Basang-basa na ng luha ang pisngi mo. "Wag mo akong sasaktan, Sixth. Hindi ko kakayanin 'pag sinaktan mo ako."

I softly kissed your forehead and embraced you tighter. It was as if I was protecting you from any pain. Not knowing that I would be that bastard of a pain.

-Sixth-