~Y/N POV~

Tonight is the night I'm going with Namjoon to his parents house for dinner.

They live in this massive mansion of a place and I always think about how huge it is. My dad has always been well off as well but I didn't grow up in a big place like this. Namjoon always says it was too big and he often felt lonely at times but would read most of the time to keep himself busy which makes since in a way and explains his love for books.

Namjoon has been a mess tonight and very nervous as he always is around his parent's especially his dad. He's always wanted his dads approval but the day he told his dad he liked men it changed their relationship sadly.

But it's gotten better over the years and his family love me just like my family love Namjoon. So obviously my best friend wanted me to come with him to help ease off any tension that he'll have with his dad which is always. Though I'm happy to help, I've always gotten on with his family too so it all good.

All I can do tonight is been there for Namjoon in any support he needs in case himself and his father begin to butt heads about something.

Just now we're seated in the little lounge area that Namjoon straight away mentioned was only for guests on the first time of me coming here but I now know that very well this is for guests since I've been here many times now.

I held Namjoons hand for comfort, he was starting to fidget with his sleeve nervously and it bothered me a little, it was distracting.

We were waiting for his mom and dad to enter the room. We've already seen them as they welcomed us in but his dad got an unexpected call and someone else arrived at the front door so his mom went to answer it.

I can tell this is just a family thing because Namjoons mother wouldn't be answering the door herself. If it was anything else but that their butler would be answering the door instead of Mrs Kim herself.

"Y/n honey, what are you doing here?"

I heard my dads voice from the door behind me and I turned around and to stand up letting go of Namjoons hand that he tried to keep a hold of.

"Dad? I'm here with Namjoon for dinner with me and Mrs Kim. What about you?"

His mouth shaped a huge O before giggled I'm delight.

"Oh me too! This will be fantastic!" Dad

Mrs Kim frowned at my dads reaction for some reason which worried me.

"Mrs Kim is everything okay?"

She looked at me with his eyes slight wider until she shows it away and replaces it with a smile.

"Oh no dear not at all. Let's all just head into the dining room shall we? My husband shouldn't be long." Mrs Kim

I nodded and took Namjoons hand again when he stood up from the white sofa. My dad already made his way into the next room however Mrs Kim notices our entwined hands and smirked a little with hum before she walked off after my dad.

Both myself and Namjoon exchanged a weird look at one another and then proceeded to walk after her and into the massive dining room. My dad took a seat next to the head of the table while Mrs Kim sat opposite him. I sat down next to my dad while Namjoon was about to sit next to me but his mother insisted for him to sit next to her instead to now face me directly. He hesitantly agreed and sat next to his mom only to look more nervous than before, it saddens me he's like this with his own parents but he'll come around eventually the night is still early.

"I see everyone has started without me."

Mr Kim, Namjoons father comes walking in, since we had already been welcomed and we already exchanged greetings Mr Kim only gave me a nod with a smile but as soon as his sights fell on my dad his smile grew even wider and walked straight to my dad who was already standing up from his chair to greet Mr Kim.

"Minho! It's good to see you again!" Dad

"You too Simon, how have you been?" Mr Kim

The shook hands but my dad pulled him in for a quick hug to which Mr Kim happily hugged back without a fuss just for it to last a few seconds more before my dad pulled away first so both men could sit down.

"I'm good, very good thank you." Dad

I looked across the table at Namjoon was only watching his dad very carefully like he's worried his dad will lash out at him in some way but Mr Kim wont do that, he's not that bad.

The house butler came into the room and started to pour drinks for all of us. To be honest I wasn't in the mood to drink any wine so I only took at least two little sips and then moved onto my water. I haven't been feeling too well in the last three days so I couldn't stomach the alcohol with this stomach bug thing I have going on right now.

"So Namjoon how has your work been? Everything still okay in the office?" Mr Kim

He asked Namjoon who turned his dads way but refused to look at his dad, only to the empty space in front of him.

"Everything is going great right now. There's been no changes in the current accounts we are currently processing but there are a further two investments that we could be handling very soon. I'm currently in process in talking to them about making deal about their future." Namjoon

His dad nodded with a light smile, picked up his glass of red wine and taking a sip.

"That's good to hear." Mr Kim

"What about you Y/n, how is business going?" Mrs Kim

I took a quick glance at my dad who was strangely glaring down at the table, Mr Kim reached over to my dad and patted his shoulder, shaking my dad from whatever he was thinking about.

"Oh, it's really good right now. Business is booming too, it's going really well. The restaurant I'm currently working in is doing fantastic and our head chef is coming up with new specials for the menu and if they go really well we might just expand that into the other restaurants too."

"It seems like everything is going really well." Mr Kim

I looked at him at the head of the table and nodding with a smile, fiddling with my fingers rested on my lap.

"It is."

"I'm so proud of you." Dad

He randomly said, his hand lands on top of mine with a light squeeze. When I looked at me dad shocked at his words we made eye contact and stared right back at me with something full of sadden emotions, somethings not right and it's something more than just telling me he's proud of me.

"Also your dad mentions that you have a boyfriend now." Mrs Kim

"I did?" Dad

He frowns at her in confusion and I stared back at him confused at him. Did he seriously forget I told him about Jimin?

"Yes you did. That his name is Jimin or something like that?" Mrs Kim

I nodded slowly, dragging my sights from my dad frustrated face.

"Yes, we've been together for almost two months now. He's a dance teacher and owns his own studio."

"Does he treat you well?" Mr Kim

He asked me but was carefully watching my dad who seemed quite upset by the conversation for some reason.

"He does."

I looked at Namjoon who was sitting quietly across the table, he was just observing my dads reactions and most likely trying to ignore the fact I'm talk about Jimin to his own mom and dad.

"Namjoon why don't you find someone nice? You can't be alone forever." Mrs Kim

She smiled at Namjoon who only quickly shook his head at his mother.

"I don't want to find anyone else and I'm not alone, I have Y/n." Namjoon

Our eyes met from across the table and I knew what he was trying to tell me through his stare, he still loves me and he's refusing to let go completely.

"But Y/n has a boyfriend now, one day she'll want to move in with him, am I right Y/n?" Mrs Kim

Her question brought me cut off the eye contact coming back to reality.

"Well, it's still early days to be thinking about things like that Mrs Kim. I'm very happy with where I'm still living."

For the second time I made eye contact with Namjoon again, a little smile on his face appeared. I didn't want to think about moving out just yet, or if I ever do want to move out the apartment that shares so many memories with my best friend.

"We always thought you two would end up together." Dad

My dad suddenly chimes in unexpectedly now all smiles on his face, removing his hand from mine. Shocked at what he said out of nowhere I turned to look at him surprised but he was just beaming all smiles looking at Namjoon who was seemingly growing blush on his cheeks.

"Oh, well....erm"

I begged Namjoon with my eyes to help me with this situation but he just shrugged not knowing either what to say. I've heard my dad say thing before but I think this is the first time Namjoon was hearing this.

"Let's not embarrass them shall we?" Mrs Kim

"I would of loved it if you were my daughter in law Y/n. A great addition to the family." Mr Kim

This time it was my turn to blush and Namjoons eye lit up at his dads words as if he finally achieved something that would make his father proud.

"Actually dad...." Namjoon

I quickly stood up from the table, now suddenly feeling like I could barf at any given moment. All eyes were on me by my sudden action and I quickly excused myself from the table and rushed to the bathroom.

The moment I ran into the bathroom, slamming the door behind me I just made it to the toilet to puke my guts up of what little I ate already today. It felt like forever, being sick is not pleasant and just as I finished there was a knock on the door but in walked Namjoon after.

"Are you okay? I knew we should of held off this dinner." Namjoon

I flushed the toilet and grabbed some tissue to wipe my mouth then to throw it in the nearest trash can.

"I'm fine and I didn't say you could come in. I could of been doing a pee or something."

He chuckled and closed the door behind him.

"I've seen you naked and I've also walked in on you a few times doing a pee at home, it wouldn't be anything new." Namjoon

He was smiling ear to ear and squatted down in front of me as I still sat on the floor.

"I didn't tell them by the way. They don't need to know about what happened between us since it's in the past now." Namjoon

"Thanks."

I still felt like shit as much as I want to go home and rest right now I don't want to be rude, it's not often we can all spend time like this together.

"Are you sure you're okay? You're looking pale, maybe I should just take you home." Namjoon

He stood up taking my hand as he did and helped me to stand up from the floor.

"No, it's okay. I'll be alright."

He squinted his eyes at me, checking me up and down before nodding.

"Fine, but if you're sick again I'm taking you home." Namjoon

I couldn't guarantee that wouldn't be a possibility but nodded anyway and we both exited the bathroom. When we left just down the corridor I swear I saw Mrs Kims heel disappear around the corner. Both of us panicked and looked at one another with wide eyes before Namjoon rushed us to walk back to the dining room to find all our parents sitting at the table in their own conversations.

Did she hear us?