~Y/N POV~

Slowly waking up to the light around the room and sound of running water, I groaned at the headache I've obviously received from the night before.

Rubbing my eyes to adjust to the light, surrounding me, not helping with the sore head at all, I decided to stretch my arms above my head and yawned. Obviously I drank a lot last night but it was so much fun the guy I was with last night was amazing. Hold on!

I was with someone, I had sex with someone. Then it hit me, I'm not in my room, but I remember coming home last night. Shit!!

Then it all comes flying back to me. I had sex with my best friend!!

Why the hell did I do that?!

Speaking of Namjoon, where the hell was he?

I'm in bed alone and he's not here. I sat up to look around but groaned again with the headache getting worse when I sat up and pulled the covers to my chest. Clearly I'm still naked, oh gosh would he of remembered last night?

Obviously he would of known something happened between the two of us since he would of seen me sleeping in his bed naked. I had so many questions running through my mind, so maybe I should try and sneak to my room and talk to him later where ever he may be.

I swung my legs over the side of the bed and decided to take my chances to run across the hall to my bedroom and grab some stuff for a much needed shower. Maybe he's gone out or something I can leave his sheets here and run free naked. That sounds like a good plan.

I rush to throw the covers off my body and make a break for the door. I slam open the door to run out but freeze in my tracks when Namjoon was standing there equally frozen with a towel around his waist and damp hair. Clearly he was only having a shower. I curse to my self and try to act as normal as possible.

"Hey."

"Hey." Namjoon

He scratched the back of head, with a shy smile. Well he wasn't shy last night. Usually I would flirt with a guy acting like this but this isn't just any guy, this is Namjoon. I trail my eyes up and down his tone torso, in a world of my own, thinking about last nights events.

"Y/n what are you doing?" Namjoon

I snapped out of my thoughts and looked up to his face.

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"What are you doing up so soon? I was going to make breakfast for you." Namjoon

I giggled at him and found myself playing with my hair, completely forgetting about the fact that I'm naked.

"Oh you don't have to do that."

"No I want to, you know after last night." Namjoon

I stare blankly for a minute. I know what he's talking about but I'm a little shocked to know he does remember even though I knew there would be a chance he would. But it's sweet that he wanted to do that for me.

"Y/n."

He now frowns at my blank face as again I'm back in my own thoughts until he waves his hand in my face.

"Y/n, are you okay? You're acting weird." Namjoon

I shake my head coming back to reality and smile sweetly at him.

"No, no. I'm good. Erm, Namjoon about last night."

"It's okay Y/n. I was hoping that it wouldn't change anything between the two of us. You know as friends." Namjoon

He showed me his dimpled smile. Relief washed over me but a little disappointment too for some unknown reason but I push it away. It was just a drunk sex thing last night, he's gay so obviously it's clear the alcohol was speaking through the both of us last night.

"Yeah, okay. That's great!"

He sighs with a smaller smile but drops it when his eyes trail down my body and then back up again. He then gulps and looks away to the side before rubbing his hands together.

"Y/n, you do remember your naked right?" Namjoon

I looked down at myself and gasped out loud to throw my hands over my breasts and run to my door and slamming it shut after hearing Namjoon's laughter on the other side.

I leaned against the door and sighed to myself, I really can't believe myself. Last night was amazing and felt even better that it didn't ruin our friendship but why did I feel the disappointment when he said that it wouldn't?

I shrugged off the thought as I gathered my things for a shower. Picking up fresh underwear and clothes and of course a towel just in case Namjoon used the last one in the bathroom.

Before leaving my bedroom, I popped my head into the hallway of the apartment, looking left and right making sure he was no where in sight and thankfully he wasn't. I only had a towel around me this time even though he's seen me do that before and now he's seen me completely nude, I just didn't want to embarrass myself even more than I already have.

Successfully making it into the bathroom uncaught. I smiled to myself and turned on the shower for a nice hot needed shower. Placing all my things down to the side next to the sink and then dropping my towel to the floor I stepped into the glorious hot water. I instantly relaxed into the warmth of the water hitting my body. I really needed this, this morning.

My habit is to sing while I'm in the shower, it makes me feel so much more better and depending on my mood, I sing different songs. Right now I sang my heart out to Into it by Chase Atlantic. They've got such sexy songs but they're good and I guess with having last nights events on my mind I felt the need to sing that song.

The shower curtain ripped open and I yelped out of fright and flinched with my hand over my chest and pressed my back against the wall of the shower.

"Holy shit Namjoon! You scared me!"

He stood there with a dark look in his eyes staring at me all wet in the shower. He was making me nervous looking at me like that.

"What are you doing here?"

"Why were you singing that song?" Namjoon

His eyes darkened as well as his voice deepened. I gulped and tried to move back further into the wall if that was possible.

"I-I like the song."

His lips curved up to a small smirk and stepped into the shower. That's when I noticed he wasn't wearing anything, he was naked. I gasped and held a hand out to his chest but he gripped my wrist gently and my attempts to stop him coming closer were failing.

"What are y-you doing?"

I cursed myself for stuttering, but he chuckled darkly and pressed his body to mine and leaned down, to were our lips were just inches apart, feeling his breath on mine.

"I want to try something. Sober this time." Namjoon

He closed the gap and gently pressed his lips to mine. It was nothing like last night, he was slow and gentle but equally as good. His lips moved in sync with mine and I couldn't help but melt into him and wrap my arms around his neck. he groaned into the kiss with the water now streaming down onto him, making him equally as wet as me.

Moving my hands a round the back of his neck to his shoulders and tracing down his slippery wet chest. He deepened the kiss and he too traced his hands from my hips to my thighs and slapped my right thigh to jump up to which I did and he grabbed my with each one of his large hands by the ass cheeks, pressing me more into the wall to keep my up. luckily I wasn't heavy or this might not have worked out so well.

The need to have him grew more and the pressure of his lips showed me he felt the same. I could feel him getting hard against my core and I do desperately needed him. My arms were back around his neck but I gripped onto his hair earning a moan into my lips until he pulled away.

"Can I do this?" Namjoon

He checked me up and down, while I stared at his swollen lips. I licked mine and nodded.

"Yes now fuck me."

I pulled him to my lips again by the back of his hair and he again moaned but more louder. With one hand he reached in between the both of us to position himself at my pussy while we stayed connected by the lips. He pushed into me with his huge cock and placed the missing hand back onto my ass. I hummed in pleasure at the feeling of being full.

His thrusts started off slow, thrusting up into me while he grunted into the kiss before pulling away to rest his chin on my shoulder, and breathe into my ear. Holy fuck was his heavy breathing hot as he was fucking me not only slowly but each did he did it was hard, it was like he wanted to make sure all of him was inside me.

Having sex with him felt so much better sober, being able to feel everything so much more better.

"Fuck yeah." Namjoon

He breathed into my ear as I squeezed around him tighter as I already felt close to my orgasm. He certainly knew where my spot was already and if he couldn't do it any better he picked up the space.

"Try to cum with me." Namjoon

He whispered before smashing his lips back on mine and even started to help me bounce more into his thrusts. The growing climax was so close on edge, but I tried to hold as he thrusted his cock fast into me.

"I'm gonna cum."

I whispered into his lips when I pulled away. He smiled lightly and pressed his forehead to mine with lust in his eyes and biting down on his own lip, still not losing his rhythm.

"Met too. Cum now." Namjoon

That's all it took for me to release all over him as he gave me a further two hard thrusts and released inside me, filling me up with his cum just like last night. He grunted hard and shuttered until he relaxed, falling forward into my arms while he stayed inside me. Both of us breathing heavily, trying to catch our breathes. I wasn't expecting this either, Namjoon is just full of surprises lately. If last night didn't change anything then maybe just now did.

He pulled out and kissed my lips one more time before picking up a bottle of shampoo and smiled at me.

"Turn around." Namjoon

"Your not going to fuck me again are you?"

I knew what he was going to do but I had to make the comment. He told me that last night and we ended up having sex. He laughs at me anyway and shakes his head.

"No, I'm just going to wash you hair for you. Unless you want to go another round." Namjoon

He smirked at me with a raised eyebrow. I would love to if he offered but I don't know if I could go for another round just now since I feel all weak in the knees. I'm still also trying to recover from last night too and on the other hand we still have a conversation to have, like a proper one.

"No. I'm okay. For now."

I smirk back at him and turn around so my back was now to him.

"But Namjoon we still need to talk about this."

I heard him sigh behind me and the bottle cap snap open and closed.

"I know, let's do it after. Just now enjoy the treatment I'm giving you." Namjoon

He chuckled with the last part of what he says.

I hope our conversation goes okay and none of this has permanently ruined anything we had with each other. Plus I have a question to ask him anyway. Why is he fucking me, when he dates men?