~Y/N POV~

A little baby shopping wouldn't do any harm right?

It certainly got my mind off Namjoon since other than the baby he's all I think about since it's been almost two months since I've seen him.

We've texted though so we haven't lost complete contact, but today I was a little down so Jin and Jimin decided to take me out shopping for the day to cheer me up.

Yesterday I had an doctors appointment and I got to find out if I was having a boy or a girl. So yesterday I was over the moon to find out I was having a boy!

Though today I felt down in the dumps because the memory of Namjoon not around due to my own fault hit me hard. So today we were shopping.

The only people that know the baby's gender is myself, Jimin and Jin. I planned on telling everyone else soon.

Jin was dragging me from shop to shop and not to mention I needed a few extra clothes too. Maternity clothes since I've already began to show and it's getting much harder to fit into my clothes that I already have. One of the things about pregnancy which sucks.

With all the shopping I became hungry so we stopped for something to eat in the malls food court and there was too much to choose from so I had a variety amount of different things. Jin copies me though and used the excuse of saying he didn't want me to feel bad about eating all that food to myself and Jimin also helped himself too so you could imagine the amount of food that was on our table. An elderly couple even commented on the amount of food we had as they laughed but Jin had to point out that I was pregnant and then the couple proceeded to congratulate the two of thinking we were the couple.

We didn't correct them but laughed after the couple left. We didn't see the point in correcting them if we don't know them.

After we finished our food Jimin spotted a little cute baby boutique so we headed towards that cute little shop with the baby clothes hanging on display in the window allow with baby shoes and other things. It looked cute so we made our way there but only to stop in our tracks when we seen a certain woman clinging onto a mans arm that bore a frustrated yet tired face.

"Oh look Joonie!! It's your friends!!" Hyuna

I rolled my eyes and with a heavy sigh and stayed close to my two friends as they two stepped closer to me.

"Stop calling me Joonie. I've told you that already." Namjoon

He groans when Hyuna drags him by the arm over to us. I don't know why I was surprised to see them together since I did tell him to look after her since she's homeless and he did. Jin told me she moved in but to stay in his room while he sleeps on the couch. He won't let anyone sleep in my room.

"I thought I smelled trash." Jin

He scrunched up his nose in disgust and I bit my lip to prevent myself from laughing at her shocked and repulsed reaction. Jimin also stifled a laugh and turned his head to look away while Namjoon was unbothered by the comment.

"Namjoon are you gonna let him talk to me like that?!" Hyuna

She smacks his chest and he looks at her dead serious and shakes her head.

"I don't care Hyuna. Just go to the car." Namjoon

"But.." hyung

"Now!" Namjoon

I flinched yet tensed his loud voice. Namjoon barely raises his voice at anyway but the frustration of this woman was evident all over his face before they even noticed us. The woman stares at him blankly before she storms off in a huff.

I watched her walk away into the crowd of people with Namjoons long heavy sigh broke me out of my trance of watching that woman. There's still something not right about her.

"So how's it going with her?" Jimin

I turned back to look up at Namjoon who was staring down at my stomach but to look away when he caught me now looking back at him.

"Oh, erm....she's well.....annoying. I just don't like her but someone told me I needed to watch out for her so that's what I'm doing. It could be my child....maybe." Namjoon

He stares right back at me when he spoke as if he was speaking to me but jins scoff caught his attention.

"Yeah right." Jin

I heard him mumble under his breath but I think all of us heard it.

"So baby shopping I see?" Namjoon

He asks politely yet carefully and I nod shyly. We've spoke over text but this is the first time I've seen him since I left our once shared apartment.

"Yeah! Namjoon she's having a boy!" Jin

He winks at Namjoon who have him a confused look at first but then forced a smile that didn't reach his eyes.

"Well congratulations then." Namjoon

Namjoons eyes flickers to Jimin too who stood there awkwardly and looking down to his feet.

"Well thanks."

I spoke out to get the attention from Jimin. I think Jimin right now if he was pressured would come out and just say the truth and I don't want that. Not now, not in the middle of a crowded mall.

"Namjoon tell her about the party!" Jin

"Party? What party?"

I looked between Jin and Namjoon, watching Jin clapped excitedly which raised some red flags. Jin likes parties but never been this excited about it. Even Jimin and Namjoon gave him weird looks.

"Eh, yeah my parents are having a party to celebrate their 30th wedding anniversary. You should come?" Namjoon

I spoke to Mrs Kim just yesterday and she didn't mention it to me at all. Weird.

"But their anniversary isn't for another month right?"

I was unsure what was going on right now, but either way I would still go. I've never missed a celebration of any sorts when it came to his parents for as long as we've known each other.

"Yes, it's next month but theyre arranging it now. So would you like to come, with Jimin maybe?" Namjoon

He looks at Jimin who stood frozen like a statue with his offer to come with me and I was surprised too but Jimin once he snapped out of it shook his head.

"Oh no I couldn't. But thanks though, I'm very busy next month so it would be hard to tell anyway." Jimin

I looked to Jimin to my left with a weird look, I thought he was rather free with his upcoming schedules, I didn't think he would be over worked since that's not what he told me.

"Are you sure? Well in that case the offer is still there." Namjoon

"Is Hyuna going?"

I couldn't help but ask. It's not my business if she was but I had to know. Jin again scoffs loudly.

"Oh please, no she wouldn't be going she would stink up the whole room." Jin

This time I didn't hold in my laugh and let it out where as Namjoon smiles at him with a shake of his head.

"No Y/n she wouldn't be going. A break away from her is all I want, she's just over baring. Speaking of I better go to her in the car. I don't trust her alone. Just let me know if you can make it?" Namjoon

I nod quietly and watch him smile at me with sadness in his eyes as he checks me up and down again before he leaves and walks away after saying goodbye. I couldn't help but watch him, walking through the crowd of people but I felt like he was walking away from me, for good, I didn't like it. I felt like I lost him and I couldn't bare it. I stayed frozen until I broke out into a run after him.

I have to tell him the truth, fuck everything else. He needs to know.

Ignoring Jins calls for me and Jimins attempt to grab me I ran after Namjoon in desperate search to find him through the sea of people. I pushed past a few people now cursing to why the mall now had to be filled with people.

I lost sight of him, you'd think for someone so tall I'd find him no problem but I couldn't find him. Theres too many people. if only I had moved sooner to chase after him, or already of told him the truth.

Fuck, why do I make everything so complicated??