~Y/N POV~

As of right now I'm very nervous.

I drove all the way to the very building that Namjoon works at to see him. It seemed like a good idea at the time but now that I'm here I'm shitting in.

I'm scared and I have no reason to be but when Jin told me he wasn't really doing so well and looking after himself I took some food from the restaurant that I know he likes and came here.

Now that I'm here I'm scared.

But after what feels like hours of sitting in my car did I find the courage to get out my car, with my bag filled with two containers of food for him and entered the building. I didn't need to ask where to go as I've been here many times before.

So I made my way to the elevator and pressed the button to his floor and waited a few moments until the elevator came to a stop with a few people getting on and off at different floors of course. Nothing new.

Then did I make my way to where his desk was but only to stop when I noticed someone else was there instead. Did they have a move around?

I mean it's possible.

"Y/n?"

I turned around to the sound of my name to see Lia, one of Namjoons co-workers. The two of us always got one with each other but I was always secretly jealous that she was pretty and Namjoon says he never had any attraction towards her.

"Hey lia."

I greeted her and so was to come in for a hug but then stops when she realised my rather large bump.

"Oh! You're pregnant congratulations!!" Lia

"Thank you."

I smiled at her and that's when she pulls me in for a hug but careful to not apply pressure to my stomach.

"You came to see Namjoon I assume." Lia

I nodded at her once we pulled away from one another and adjusted my bag on my shoulder that was slipping.

"Well his office is down the hall now. His father gave him that promotion he had been hoping for." Lia

Promotion??
He got it?! Finally?!

"That's great! So it's down the hall? This way?"

I point in the direction behind me as that could be the only way to his office on this floor.

"Yeah it's that way. The second door on the right, his names engraved on the door so you can't miss it." Lia

"Okay thank you. It was nice to see you again Lia!"

I waved at her and she waved back before I turn around to walk to where she told me his office was.

"It was great to see you again y/n!" Lia

I heard her call from behind me and continued walking down the long hall with grey walls that had large brown doors on either side.

As Lia said I found his door on the right side and his name engraved in black on a gold sign.

He's behind this door or he might not even be in. But wouldn't Lia of said something if he wasn't it?

So taking a breath I knocked on his door a little harder than I intended to and within seconds I heard his voice on the other side telling me to come in.

Gripping onto the handle did I push open the door and stepped in to see Namjoon hunched over his desk reading something with deep concentration without even looking up.

I used my foot to close the door behind me with out taking my eyes off him. I could see the bags under his eyes and the cold coffee cup that was full but not steaming the way he usually has it.

"Yes?" Namjoon

He asks still not looking my way.

"I see you finally got that promotion? Congratulations."

I smiled at him but had to restrain my laughter when he immediately shot his head up at my voice, dropping his papers, knocking over his cup of coffee and standing up to only end up stumbling over his chair. Doing that all at once it reminds me of how clumsy he really is, especially when startled.

"O-Ohh, y/n? Hi....er, what's up? I mean...hello! No, erm? Shit." Namjoon

He scratched the back of his neck with his head hung low. This time I did laugh at him, taking off my bag from my shoulders and placing it down on a seat in front of his desk and heading towards his bathroom that I noticed he had to the right of the room.

"Sorry I forgot how you get when you get surprised."

I chuckled while he watches me walk to his bathroom confused.

"What are you doing?" Namjoon

"Well we need something to clean up that coffee you spilt."

I pointed out to the desk before walking into the bathroom just to hear him curse frantically.

Taking out some paper towels I came out the bathroom again and to his desk to help him soak up the coffee and bin the towels afterwards. Namjoon was still very much embarrassed but I thought it was cute.

After that was cleaned up I picked up my bag and sat down taking it's place in front of his desk. However Namjoon doesn't sit but instead stand next to his chair looking me up and down as if he was scared to do so but when his sights rested on my stomach I decided to speak.

"So how are you Namjoon? Jin tells me you're not doing so well."

He shifted his sights to my face and randomly wiped a finger across his lips and took a seat in his chair finally.

"I'm okay, really. Just been busy." Namjoon

I nodded and bent over my lap to get my bag that was on the floor but my belly was in the way and it made it harder. I sighed frustratedly and grunted when I had to lean in to an awkward position side ways to grab my bag.

His chuckle caught my attention and I looked at him surprised.

"Did you struggle there y/n?" Namjoon

He tilts his head to the side in amusement and I roll my eyes opening my bag.

"You have no idea. It's harder to do such simple things as to bend over and put shoes on in the morning."

I glimpsed at him just to see his reaction. He smiled wide at me, showing his dimples and admiration was evident in his eyes. His whole look he was giving me caught me off guard but none of us say anything until I take out the containers and put them on his desk in front of him.

"These are for you. Jin said you haven't been eating properly and so here you go. You better eat them because I'll be checking."

I scolded him waving a finger at him and he laughs at me for it.

"Is that a promise?" Namjoon

"Yes. That's a promise. You need to take care of yourself Namjoon. Seriously, don't let what happened with Hyuna get you down."

I noticed how his face dropped at the mention of her name and I mentally curse myself out for mentioning her.

"You heard what happened?" Namjoon

"Yeah. Jimin told me and Jin filled out the details later on. I'm sorry about all that by the way but I'm my defence I knew something was up with her but I'm also very sorry for forcing her into your life also."

I felt bad because it was my fault. I told him to get involved with her and it turns out she really was lying about everything.

"Come back to me y/n." Namjoon

I gasp in surprise to his words. Looking over the containers did I see that he was staring at my stomach again before lifting his eyes to land on my face with so much determination and seriousness he expressed through his eyes, not to mention the longing was still there.

"What do you mean by that Namjoon?"

"To live with me like we did once before." Namjoon

Oh.
As in live together like friends.

I felt a little disappointed but it's better than nothing and I've not only missed him but also the apartment.

"Yeah I'll come back."

With that said he jumps up from his chair and rushes over to my side, carefully pulling me up from the chair as my bag fell to the floor and embraces me in his arms.

He engulfs next in his warmth and I hug him as tight as I can without pressing my stomach too hard into him. I was content in his arms as he held me in this long hug we shared. I missed him so much.

I felt him kiss the top of my head before whispering more unexpected words softly to me that made me melt and almost burst into tears.

"Let me take care of you both y/n." Namjoon