~NAMJOON POV~

After a few days have past after mine and y/ns blow up things have gotten back to normal with us but I can't help but be disappointed about the no sex anymore. It was so good I wasn't ready to give that up with her just yet, I miss her. Well I see her everyday but....ugh it's hard to come out and say.

My mind feels like it could explode when all I think about is her. I've always thought about her but over a month ago at that party I realised just how much I felt for her but I wanted to honestly experiment a little. Not only was I confused about my attraction to women as for the past few years I've always been attracted to just men but there was secret task to why I made a move on y/n.

I wanted to see if my feelings for her were just normal friendship love or something more. I never realised it before but when myself and Jin broke up he mentioned it to me, he always thought there was something more between myself and y/n, he never thought I'd cheat on him it's just he would always say there was something there that I've been missing and boy now do I see it.

I didn't see it during my time having sex with y/n which was everyday mostly, except that few days where y/ns time of the month came but that didn't stop her from giving me a blow job.

I see what Jin means now and I regret not acting sooner on it and it tears me apart to know she doesn't feel the same way and all she talks about is this Jimin guy who I've met once. I hate it when she talk about it and she wants me to meet him and because I care about her so much and want to see her happy I decided to meet him but only on one condition. Jin can come here too and be by my side. We're ex's but we're still really good friends and that night me and y/n fought everything came to light and Jin was there to support me and to meet Jimin I'll need all the support I can get and someone to hold me back from punching this guy in the face.

Don't get me wrong I'm sure he's a nice guy but he's with y/n. He's friends with y/n and he's straight. He's got a better chance with her than I ever did and I hate it, I hate that fact. It boils me inside and rage fills my body to the point I could explode but I don't want an argument with y/n again. I couldn't bare to lose her, it would destroy me.

As I sit and ponder about all my thoughts and feeling about how this past month and half has changed my look on life there was a knock on my bedroom door.

"Come in."

I shouted and the person opened the door and it was y/n popping her head through with an wide smile. Her beautiful smile I could gaze upon all day.

"Jins here. Do you want me to send him in?" Y/n

I nod.

"Yes please. Oh, is Jimin here yet?"

I try not to spit at the name and force a smile but I know she can see right through it. As expected she frowned and walked in to close the door behind her and sigh.

"I know you don't like him joonie, but I know you'll change your mind once you get to know him trust me. So will you perhaps try to be nice tonight?" Y/n

She battered her long lashes at me, pulling the puppy look with her huge eyes.

"Fine, I'll try to be civil."

She jumped up and down clapping her hands but I couldn't help but watch her breasts bouncing up and down. Yep, I've decided I've got to be bisexual for this to turn me on.

"Joonie?" Y/n

I hummed, licking my lips wit ugh my focus still on her breasts but she covers them up by folding her arms over her chest.

"Stop staring at my boobs. We can't do that anymore, remember?" Y/n

I sighed and brushed my hair back off my forehead to them pick up my glasses from my desk.

"Yeah yeah I remember."

I'm still not happy about it and I don't really care if she knows that I'm not but at least she knows I'm still willing to meet her friend, Jimin.

Ugh.

"Okay, well I'll tell jin he can come through." Y/n

I nod, staring down at the floor. I dread meeting Jimin officially but I need to keep my calm around him because I blow up with him it'll cause problems with me and y/n again.

"Hey Namjoon." Jin

I didn't hear him come in but I passed him a small smile and finally put on my glasses that I held in my hand.

"Jin this is going to be hard."

He came over to sit on my bed just next to the chair I'm sitting on.

"I know Namjoon but I'm here don't worry." Jin

"I know. Thank you."

I finally turned to look at him. He's still as delicious as ever and I'll always have weak spot for him but nowadays I can't help but thinks about her, about y/n probably more than I should and I can't help it.

"You know y/n was telling me something interesting in the living room." Jin

This peaked my interest.

"Oh?"

He nods and crossed his legs over one another with a grin. This has to be good.

"Yes. She told me that Jimin knows all about you and her just like I know about you and her." Jin

Oh wow. I didn't think she would tell him something like that.

"And he's okay with that?"

He shrugs.

"I don't know but she wasn't ashamed to admit it and said she wanted to be open to Jimin about you and in my opinion dealing with straight guys if there's a girl they're interested in then it will bother them deep down if they're sleeping with someone else. It's..." Jin

"Competition."

I finished for him. I knew where he was going with it and he's very true about straight guys with girls they like. She may have told him about us and maybe just maybe he acts like he hasn't got a problem with it but he will deep down. It's only natural and I can't help but think maybe this guy could see me as competition since I live with her, I've known her for years and we've had sex, many many times. Oh this is going to be good.

"Namjoon I know what you're thinking. Now don't go full on in on the guy, just give him little reminders that she's your best friend and maybe little digs now and then that you were there first, you know? But only the ones were a guy would only notice, not y/n. That won't go down well." Jin

I nod agreeing to him. That's why I need him with me, to keep me sane from acting out.

"Where is y/n now?"

"She went to the kitchen. She's going to make some drinks before we all head out for something to eat." Jin

I nodded.

The door bell went and I knew who it would be.

"I'll get it!!!" Y/n

She shouted directly at my door. It's Jimin.

"It'll all be fine Namjoon. Just be yourself but remind Jimin your her BEST friend." Jin

I couldn't agree more. Oh this is going to be so good.

Let the games begin.