~Y/N POV~

Last night was so much fun. It's just want I needed and I spent the whole night at Jimins place. We just talked nothing happened. He spoke more about his life growing up while I spoke to him about how I lost my mom a few years back but I always found myself talking about Namjoon but Jimin didn't seem to mind. He's really understanding like that and I hope we move forward to becoming more closer, hes a really great guy. But now I have to face my fears and go home.

Jimin dropped me off a few minutes ago and I can't help but stand outside my door. He might not even be in but I can't help but worry seeing him since our fight.

Taking a deep breath I put my key in the door and unlocked it, to then slowly push it open and walk in. My nerves were all over the place but so far I couldn't see him. I sighed in relief and closed the door behind me.

I didn't even bother checking the kitchen I just walked to my room to get ready myself ready for a shower. Namjoons not here so I'd be safe to wrap myself in a towel and make my way to the bathroom.

First I laid out fresh clean clothes on my bed, all ready for after I've finished showering and then walked to the bathroom to have a nice hot steaming shower. The hot water spraying on my body, relaxes my muscles on my back that have pretty much been tense since Jimin parked outside.

It was just what I needed this morning. After washing myself and wrapping myself back in the towel I left the bathroom but just as I stepped out the front door opened. I know I should of ran but I kind of froze in mid step with my back facing the front door. I didn't dare turn around since since it could only be one person, Namjoon.

I could sense his presence behind me but I could hear more than just his footsteps, there was someone else he was with. No one said anything so I took a breath and took another step but someone's voice made me stop:

"Hello y/n."

What's he doing here?
Why did Namjoon go to him?

I slowly turned around to face him. Namjoon must of gone to the kitchen or something since it was just him standing at the front door that was now closed and his hands in his pockets. I pressed a smile as did he.

"Hello Jin."

"Jin would you like something to drink?" Namjoon

He came into view behind Jin and we both awkwardly looked at him peeking around the corner.

"Yes please." Jin

Namjoon nodded but before he leaned back away from the corner our eyes locked. His eyes were saddened until he looked me up and down and scowled before biting his lip and moving away completely until he was no longer in view. I let out a breath I didn't really realise I was holding and held tighter onto my towel. Jin looked back at me and smiled before gleaming around the corner after Namjoon.

I heard them mumbling to each other but I didn't want to hear what they were saying. Maybe they're getting back together or something. I don't know.

Turning around and walking back to my room. I got dried and dressed, using my hair dryer to dry my hair. Once I was done I played some music but couldn't help but sing when one song in particular came on. Complicated by Avril Lavigne.

It was the right song for how I'm thinking about all this. Our friendship truly is complicated now. Even though the song is pretty much about relationships but our friendship is now gonna be a little weird.

I sighed to myself think about it, lying on my bed. There was a knock at the door but I don't bother to get up.

"Yes?"

There was a pause and I turned off my music.

"Erm, it's me Namjoon. Can I come in?" Namjoon

I thought about it for a moment. I know he'll want to talk about last night and I don't know if I want to right now, but we'll have to talk about it sooner or later or we'll never get back to the way things use to be.

"Yeah come in."

The door opened slowly and he came tumbling in, tripping over his own feet. He scowled outside the door to only then come in and close the door behind him. He stood awkwardly, patting his sides nervously while I sat up on my bed and patted the spot next to me. He was probably just as nervous as I was.

"Come sit here."

He nodded and came closer to sit next to me with his hands on his lap. He kept a distance though and I didn't really like that, we've never been the ones to care about each other's personal space. So I moved closer to him and thankfully he didn't move away.

"We can still sit close you know."

I chuckled trying to lighten the mood but he only nodded.

"Look y/n about last night I'm sorry.." Namjoon

I cut him off.

"No. I'm sorry. I should of told you before time. I kind of just sprung it on you like that."

He shakes his head.

"No I should still apologise. I shouldn't of Sao what I said and I shouldn't of overacted." Namjoon

I took his hands in mine and he tensed.

"I think we're both at faults here and we can move on from this. Can't we?"

I looked at him with hopeful eyes and this time he smiles to which I sighed in relief. Thank goodness we're still friends.

"Can I ask you something though?" Namjoon

I nodded and squeezed his hands gently.

"Of course."

"Are you and Jimin together now or still friends?" Namjoon

I guess I should of expected an question like that after I told him I like Jimin in that way.

"No we're not together but just friends. But I meant what I said last night though joon. I really like him and it might turn into something else."

He nods and closed his eyes briefly sighing to himself.

"Okay. So all this sex stuff between us will come to a stop?" Namjoon

I nodded sadly. It was really fun but after his words last night really stung and I didn't want him to actually start thinking I would go around fucking just anyone.

"Yes Namjoon. I'm sorry."

"It's fine I guess. It was fun while it lasted." Namjoon

He forced a chuckle with a smile, finally looking me in the eyes. I could read him like a book and right now he didn't like the idea since his eyes screamed sadness and his eyebrow would twitch out of slight anger but he's not showing me that at all.

"It was. One of the best times I've ever had but I don't want that to ruin our friendship Namjoon."

"I don't either." Namjoon

"Can I ask you a question?"

He nods silently staring down at my lap.

"Sure." Namjoon

"Are you and Jin back together?"

He lets out a light laugh and shakes his head finally breaking into a smile that show his dimples a little.

"No, no. Just, last night I didn't want to stay home and I was upset so I went to him to talk. I told you we're still friends." Namjoon

I laughed at him.

"You sure did."

He laughed too and the bedroom door opened with a light knock.

"Are you two cool now?" Jin

I nodded and looked at him then back to Namjoon who was also looking at him standing at the door.

"Yeah we're cool. Right?" Namjoon

I nodded at him when he looked back at me.

"Yeah we are. Hey how about I invite Jimin over later and you two can meet each other properly?"

Namjoon dropped his smile and frowned at me.

"Don't push it. I'm not ready for that shit yet." Namjoon

I laughed at his reaction. I was only joking I knew he would say that but at some point I would like Namjoon to get to know him.

"Okay okay not so soon. But I'd like you to actually meeting sober this time at some point."

He glanced over at Jin and then back at me nodding and standing up from my bed pulling me up with him by the hand.

"Fine but not today. Let's all go out for lunch!" Namjoon

"Fine but your buying!" Jin

He turned on his heels and left the two of in the bedroom. I love jins attitude sometimes he's very sassy. We glanced at each other and burst out laughing while walking hand in hand out the bedroom.

It was kind of like we never had a fight and things went quickly back to the way things were as if nothing happened. I'm so over the moon none of this ended our friendship, I don't know what I would do without him.