Chapter forty-one🌈
~NAMJOON POV~
Lucky for me Jimin agreed to come out for drinks with me.
I think Jimin and I needed to spend some alone time together anyway since we didn't really get to know each other the right way all because of my jealousy, so it's my fault. So I want to get to know him more and apologise for my behaviour towards him. I've heard nothing but good things from everyone and from what I've seen he is a good guy.
Not only do I want to go out for drinks to get to know him and apologise but also for another motive but I wont be asking questions just yet. There's other things we need to talk about first.
To tell Y/n that Jimin and I were going out for drinks and to see her reaction to that was quite funny since she probably never expected that we would do such a thing but it's needed. Y/n drove home after the surprise baby shower that none of us knew about in the first place but it was good to see she was enjoying herself and my mom was all over her which was also cute too.
Jimin didn't take his car since we were going for drinks so that wouldn't be wise and instead left is car outside Jin's house and we took a taxi to the nearest bar for drinks.
I took first order of drinks first because it was my idea in the first place but one drink led to another and then another and the next thing you know we were both tipsy at the bar talking about nonsense and to be honest just having a little laugh even if I haven't apologised yet but I'm getting there. I'm just getting use to seeing this funny, giggling Jimin that I haven't seen before.
Usually when I've seen Jimin he's quiet and laid back, but now I've come to realise he only acted that way because of me. He didn't tell me that but I already could figure that out and really I find him quite fun to have drinks with especially when music started to play and he thought it would be a good idea to go have a dance while I watched him laughing.
I do remember he teaches dance but from what I can see him doing on the dancefloor is clearly not what he teaches his students. He's waving his hands in the air and circling his hips as he's almost jumping in the air as he does and what makes this even more funny is that fact that there's only two other people in the dance floor with him, so everyone can see him dancing all goofy but at least he's having fun.
After two songs played he ran back over to the bar and I ordered another round of shots and another pint of beer for the two of us also.
"It looked like you were having fun there?"
I chuckled to finish off the last of my beer before the bartender finishes making our new drinks that I just ordered.
"Oh I was, but now I'm beat." Jimin
He sat down on the stool beside me and tapped the counter with both hands to watch the bartender making the drinks with a large grin on his face.
"I have to admit I didn't know what to expect when you asked me out for drinks but it's not been as bad as I thought." Jimin
He speaks as he slowly turns his head to me still grinning away, the look in his eyes were probably the same as mine, unfocused and on verge of getting drunk.
"Well I did ask you our for drinks because I wanted to apologise."
Jimins eyes lit up in surprise and opened his mouth to speak but was interrupted when our drinks were placed in front of us. I took my shot of tequila, swallowing it whole to feel the burn down my throat. Jimin too took his shot also and scrunched up his face most likely feeling what I felt also and slammed his shot glass back down on the counter top.
"Apologies? For what?" Jimin
I could see the confusion on his face.
"For being an asshole towards you because I was jealous of you and Y/n's relationship. Even when you were just friends and not boyfriend or girlfriend I was still jealous and treated to like a dick so I'm sorry about that."
He plants a small smile on his face and nods but puts one hand on my shoulder as he does making me slightly confused.
"It's okay. I got use to it but you weren't that bad. I think you're a pretty decent guy and Y/n is lucky to have you." Jimin
"I'm sorry?"
He removed his hand from my shoulder and picked up his beer to chuck it down, only to leave about half a pint left while I stare at him in shock. After he wiped his mouth and turned in his stool to face me.
"I always knew that Y/n's heart belonged to you. I seen the way she would look at you, the way she would talk about you too. Y/n always worried about you and I knew you were always on her mind. I know I was too but I've come to realise that the two of you have this connection with one another. So don't worry I didn't fall too hard for her. I didn't allow myself to do that." Jimin
"Wait! You're in love with her?"
Jimin only chuckles and picks up beer to hold in his hand.
"No, I'm not in love with her. I just simply love her, there's a difference, though I think if Y/n and I stayed together any longer I defiantly would of fallen for her." Jimin
"Well shit I'm sorry Jimin but why did you two break up? She never told me."
It's true she never told me why they broke up. I thought those two were doing very well together and happy because it use to make me feel like shit to see her with someone that made her happy and that person wasn't me.
Jimin finishes his beer chucking down the rest and then orders another for himself since I'm still drinking the one I've been sipping on since the beginning of the this conversation.
"Because of you. But don't worry about it, it was mutual and it wasn't meant to be with the two of us. I'm just happy we're still friends. I'd rather have her in my life as a friend than not at all. She's very special, you're a lucky man Namjoon." Jimin
He pats my back while I sip on my beer again feeling like total shit about it.
"Hey man it's all cool. We're cool, Y/n and I are cool, everyone is cool. What's crazy is that soon she with me a mom and you will be a dad." Jimin
I almost choke on my drink as I was mid way of drinking my beer. The bartender handed Jimin his new ordered beer and I set my down, coughing. I mean it's not new, news to me but to hear this coming from Jimin, the person I thought to begin with as the father of Y/n's baby was a whole different feel about it.
"I'm sorry but what did you say?"
Jimin taps his fingers on the counter next to his new beer and again smiles at me widely.
"I said You're going to be a dad. Y/n baby is not mine and it never was. You just jumped to conclusions when the doctor told her in front of the two of us. I already knew this conversation between the two of us was going to happen. Y/n's dad warned me just in case." Jimin
I don't know what to say at this point. Yes, I was already told this before but like I said before hearing Jimin explain some more things made it more real.
"I'm such an asshole!"
I exclaim and slump down against the counter to rest my forehead on it. Jimin laughs at my reaction and again pats my back.
"Hey it's okay. We all get things wrong sometimes, but you and Y/n will need to talk about this because I assume you both haven't when it clearly needs to be spoke about." Jimin
I sat back up again, wiping my forehead with the back of my hand to look at Jimin.
"Well I'll defiantly be talking to her when I get home."
"That's my boy!! Now let's get drunk!" Jimin
I laughed at him and shook my head as Jimin ordered four shots each for the both of us and we began to drink more and just have fun for the night because I know when I get home Y/n and I will be having that conversation we should of already had.
It's needs to be discussed.
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