~Y/N POV~

Dinner was amazing, the food was great the atmosphere between Namjoon and I was just fantastic. Not that never is it's just now that hanuel is here we barely spend time together alone without our son being there all the time. I guess it's because I've grown use to having a baby with me constantly that this dinner out with my boyfriend was just everything to me.

He took me to this nice hotel/restaurant I've never been to before. It's just on the outskirts of the city at the beach. We took a walk on the beach too, watching the sun set together. It was really beautiful.

I hadn't seen our hotel room yet but I didn't even know we had a hotel room to go to since hanuel is at Namjoons parents house for the night so the apartment would be baby free for one night. I'm a little anxious about it because it's my first night away from hanuel but so far I've been dealing with it and just before coming to the hotel room I called Mrs Kim to ask how my baby was doing and he was sleeping so that was a relief to me.

Coming to the hotel room I noticed Namjoon acting a little weird. He became unusually more quiet than usual and kept exhaling in breaths and such. I even noticed his hand shaking when he swiped the key card on the door and pushed it open.

He allowed me to walk in first and I was just taken back by what I found. Stepping into the room it was lit up with little tea light candles and rose petals on the floor to the door all the way across the room. I couldn't believe this. Namjoon closed the door behind him and I was just god smacked to see such a beautiful room. I didn't know what to do but when he wrapped his arms around my waist and lightly pushed forward to walk further into the room did I notice the wine bottle and two glasses on the bed side table with a little card. However he didn't allow me to pick up the card when we passed it and instead he guided me to the patio doors that he opened with one hand.

The sky was now black with stars and you could see the view of the beach from here and even hear the waves coming to shore. Namjoons hands were still around my waist and together we stood by the glass rails on the balcony and looked upon the view a head of us. I felt his chin rest in my shoulder still pressed up against my back.

"You know I love you right?" Namjoon

I chuckled and turned around to face him in his arms just to cup his cheeks, looking into his eyes that also bore into mine.

"Of course I do. I love you too."

I lightly kissed his lips and he bent forward to press his forehead against mine.

"I love you so that it hurts y/n. You're beautiful inside and out and you're an amazing mother to Hanuel. I couldn't ask for a better girlfriend or mother of my child." Namjoon

His words are touching, like truly. He's not the type to be all lovey dovey with his words but I'm taking them tonight. I won't forget it.

"Aw Joonie I...."

I didn't get to finish since he decided to kiss me again, very gently and his hands rested on my hips until I felt him slowly turn me around to face the rails again and eventually stop the kiss. His hands were removed from my hips and I heard him distance himself when he spoke again.

"Do you want some wine?" Namjoon

Usually I shouldn't since I'm still breast feeding but I did pump enough milk to last Hanuel a little while so it should be okay.

"Yes please."

I called back not looking at him but at the scene of the beach that was dark and only the reflection of the moon light up the waves coming to shore peacefully. To listen to the waves was calming enough and yet I was in peace with my life right now. Everything was perfect and drama free. I'm with the most amazing guy ever, my son is to die for and an angel and then I have such a great and loving family and friends. How could anything be better than what I have?

There was people walking along the beach, some walking dogs or some in couples just like Namjoon and I did just about twenty minutes ago.

In the far distance I saw some one running but they stopped and I saw this spark and something caught fire. I was panicking that some lit that big of a fire on the beach but when I finally noticed what it was, I gasped and covered my mouth in disbelief and tears of Joy to what I seen.

It's for me right or am I totally reading this whole thing wrong?

"Y/n?" Namjoon

I turned around dropped to my knees to see Namjoon on one knee with a small black box in hand that held a diamond ring inside. I was so stunned that I covered my face in shock and balled like a baby.

I'm just speechless and so shocked.

One of my hands were peeled away from my face and he slid closer to me just to pull me into his chest for a warm embrace. I couldn't stop, this is stupid real, it's a dream.

"Y/n are you okay?" Namjoon

I nodded and wiped my eyes that I'm sure I've smudged my make up everywhere on my face so I bet I look a mess now. Looking up at Namjoon he smiled at me almost nervously.

"Y-yeah I'm okay. I'm Sorry."

I wiped my eyes again and he handed me a handkerchief from his pocket. Maybe he was expecting this or something I don't know.

"Are you sure? Was the sign on the beach too much?" Namjoon

I laughed and shook my head.

"Oh no I'm just shocked."

He laughed also and pulled the little box with the ring inside more into view in front of me remaining on his one knee but took my one hand in his which made me look up at him.

"Choi Y/n would you do me the honours in becoming my wife?" Namjoon

I grinned from ear to ear, sniffing back the tears and nodded eagerly.

"Yes! Yes I'll marry you!"

Before he could say anything I was quick to smash my lips to his and throw my arms around his neck to keep him close. He fell backwards, resulting in him now sitting on the cold floor of the balcony but he didn't say anything but kiss me back.

Now I have a fiancé, my best friend turned boyfriend is now my fiancé and I would gladly spend the rest of my life with him. No questions asked.