~Y/N POV~

I tried my hardest to not give in to my tears. What Namjoon said to me crushed me in more ways that i wanted. I knew this whole arrangement was going to be a bad idea but yet I ignored that fact and gave into my urges. Did he really think I was that easy or something?!

I don't want to go back him tonight and my friendship date with Jimin was actually a very good distraction from the blow up Namjoon. I didn't expect him to act that way at all.

We went out for something to eat and then a walk at the beach. It was a lovely night, it wasn't cold at all and we took off our shoes so we could walk along the sand better.

It was relaxing time with someone I got on with so well.

"Y/n are you okay? You seem to be in another world at times tonight." Jimin

We've met up a few times over the weeks just general hang out somewhere. I never told Namjoon as I was scared to tell him in case he reacted badly and he did but just more than I thought he would.

I sighed and pressed my lips together, looking down at the sand in between my feet.

"I fell out with Namjoon."

"Oh, why? It wasn't because of tonight was it?" Jimin

I nodded.

"Yeah. He blew up big time. I don't see what the big deal is. We're just friends but he seemed to have a big problem with it."

He grabbed my hand and I forced myself to look up at him.

"Do you think it's because of the arrangement you two had together?" Jimin

Yes I told Jimin about myself and Namjoon having sex. If anything was to become of us I wanted to be straight forward with him and tell him.

"I don't know maybe. I hope not because they things he said we not nice and I wished we never did anything like that."

He tugged on my hand and we started walking along the sand with the water coming close every now and then, brushing past our feet.

"Do you think he's decided if he's truly gay or bisexual yet? It can't be that hard to decide." Jimin

I shrugged and we swinging our hands side to side as we strolled along.

"I think he knows deep down but is afraid to admit it because once he does he has to go through telling his family again and his father is still not over the gay news yet."

"Well that sucks." Jimin

I nodded agreeing with him. I was there for Namjoon when he would cry about how sad he was that he felt like he disappointed his father.

"It does but I'm sure he'll figure it out to a point where he can't be in denial about himself any longer. But he'll be doing it on his own from now on. I can't." Jimin

His eyes lit up with the he reflection of the moonlight in his eyes just as a smile spread across his face.

"Your going to stop sleeping with him then?" Jimin

I nodded and smiled back at him.

"It's the best thing to do to save our friendship. I don't want to lose him as a best friend."

"I'm sure you won't. From all the stories you've told me about you and him I'm sure this can't pull you two apart." Jimin

I sighed and brushed my hair back.

"I hope so."

He let go of my hand to grab my arms on either side and stop us to stay on one spot.

"Now that being said I have to do something." Jimin

I frowned at him, confused to what he meant.

"Wha-"

He then picked me up over his shoulder and I screamed while laughing at the sudden surprise of his action. He spun in circles, making me dizzy holding me tight on the waist.

"Jimin stop! I'm getting dizzy!"

He stops but doesn't put me down yet.

"Okay fine." Jimin

He then runs into the water and drops me in, soaking me head to toe in the freezing sea. He too was equally soaked but laughing his head off at my misery but it was kind of funny too.

"Jimin! What the hell!"

He shrugged his shoulders looking all innocent with a grin on his face.

"What? I thought you needed picked up and cooled off." Jimin

Oh that boy!

I pouted but then splashed him in the face, with smacking the sea surface in his direction. He stood shocked with his mouth shaped like an O.

"Oh you have no idea what you've done." Jimin

Next thing I knew I was splashed in the face back, I quickly wiped my eyes from the water and splashed back. We continued like that back and forth until I moved close enough to him to jump on his back laughing our heads off.

After a while of laughing and playing he gave me a piggy back out the water and placed me back down again to where we both dropped our shoes.

"Oh god it's freezing now."

I chattered and shivered. He too was shivering.

"I'm sorry y/n I didn't really think this through. I would give you mine but it's soaked." Jimin

He pulled at the bottom of his own jacket he was currently wearing.

"Do you have to be back home tonight or would you like to come back home with me?" Jimin

"I'm not ready to face Namjoon yet so if it's okay with you?"

I looked at him with hopeful eyes and he smiled widely at me.

"Of course it's okay with me. Come one let's go before we freeze to death." Jimin

He took my hand as we both picked up our shoes and ran along the sand back the way we came and hoped into Jimins car.

"Your seats will get soaked."

He shrugged and opened my door to step into his car.

"It's okay I planned on getting the car washed on the inside anyway. So it's fine." Jimin

I nodded and stepped into his car while he ran around the car and got into the drivers seat. We both buckled in and he set off driving us both to his place.

Tonight has been fun despite my arguement with Namjoon. Hopefully tomorrow things will be better.

(Sorry I know it's a short chapter.)