NEW CHAPTER!!! :P Lol I know I'mnot updating as fast as I used to but give me a break its nearing the end of school and things are hectic plus i'm writing on the PC not laptop since its charger is ruined.

Anw this chapter is dedicated to thenamesbob for makingme amazing covers, I'm still not sure whih one I'll choose though there are some great ones.

P.S: Not edited :P

P.P.S: WARNING!! Theres a bit of 'intimate' stuff in the end it's not much or I would have put it in the restricted chapters but I thought I'd tell you/

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Kenzie's P.O.V.

"Uum Kenzie" Patrick said hesitantly as I continued t scrub the windows in his apartment "This is the third time you have cleaned my apartment in a week you really don't need to do this":

"I know" I said without looking at him "but I want to. plus you're apartment is a mess"

"I swear Kenz, i haven't seen you sit down and relax once since you got here"

"you're exaggerating Pat" I said with an exasperated sigh. I really didn't know what was his problem "is it not normal to want to clean?"

"No, but it isn't normal to never stop working whether it's cleaning the apartments, cooking, going to your job, ir moving things around every five minutes"

"Seriously Pat it's..." i stopped talking when Pat's door knocked. He opened the door and I saw him lean on the doorframe 

"How can I help you?" He said in the voice I recognised as his flirty voice.

"Move so I can get to Kenzie" A voice I recognised said and I looked over Patick's shoulder to see lux and I ran to the door, the image of the guy she beat up at the grocery store coming to mind I really didn't want Patrick hurt

"hey" I said moving over to stand beside Patrick "What are you doing here?It's my day off" which I was thankful for, after the confrontation with Chase the day before I really didn't want another one.

"I desperately need your help" 

"What's wrong"

"You need to come with me to look for a wedding dress" she said and I raised an eyebrow, she seemed panicked for that?

"Oh crap you're engaged?...Um sorry I didn't know or I wouldn't have-" patrick said nervously but I cut him off

"I'm sure you have friends who are more...good with the fashion stuff. I suck at it to be honest"

"No I don't want your help choosing a dress" she said "I need your help with Ren and Melissa"

"The girls you introduced me to a week ago?" I asked confused, why would she need my help with them?

"Yes!" she said "You don't know how these girls get when its about clothes and especially the wedding, please don't let me go alone with them"

"uuh I'm guessing i should go inside and.." Patrick said taking a few steps back "yeah" 

"I don't know" I said still feeling a bit skeptical. What was I supposed to say? I didn't have any experience with having friends so i didn't know a thing. What if I say something wrong and they decide I'm an idiot after all? But then again I wouldn't lose anything but this was the one chance I had to maybe get a few friends "Okay"

"Yaay" she said as she grabbed my arm and dragged me "Ren and Mel are waiting in the car" How the hell was she so fast? she almost literally flew down the stairs. But the thought left my mind when we got out of the building and reached the car

"Finally Lux you know these stores don't stay open forever" Ren said as she looked out the window "Oh hi Kenzie!"

"Believe me Ren, if I know you, you would definitely find a way to keep them open as much as you like"

"true" melissa said and I laughed with them and got in the back with Lux. Ren immediately drove to the closest bridal shop and as soon as we were in the store she started throwing dresses at Lux for her to try.

"The perfect wedding dress is essential Lux" Ren sid as she looked at a couple of dresses as Lux was changing into her fifth or sixth dress "it's the most important thing in the whole wedding"

"Oh i don't know, I think the bride and groom being present is a bit more important" Lux said sarcastically from the changing room and Mel chuckled

"Nops" Mel said "Not even close"

"I seriously don't get all this wedding dress shit" Lux said in a frustrated voice "I mean you try on dress after dress to find the perfect one and then you only wear it once, what's the point?"

"Don't make me shoot you" Ren said "You're just lucky you decided to get married after graduation or I wouldn't have had time to plan your wedding like I planned mine"

"Oh I'm sure you would have figured something out" Lux said with a sigh "Okay I'm coming out" We all looked at the changing room when she came out she looked at herself in the mirror "I feel like a giant marshmallow"

"it's nice" Melissa said as she waled around Lux assesing her "but nor perfect"

"No it's not the one" Ren added "What do you think kenzie?"

"it's very pretty" I said lamely. I honestly didn't know what all the fuss was about, it's not like Lux would look anything but gorgeous in any of those dresses.

"No Lux, this isn't the one"

"I swear you're worse than the twins" Lux grumbled  and I looked at her weirdly

"the twins take you shopping?" I asked thinking of the two huge guys I met, well all the guys in that house were huge, but would they really take her shopping

"Yup" Lux said with a grin and a shake of her head "Anytime there's a party or just because they think I might need new clothes"

"I swear they're probably the only guys to like shopping" Mel said with a shake of her head and Lux rolled her eyes

"They don't" she said and we all looked at her weirdly so she explained "No guy likes shopping. They just like taking me to shop because they know I wouldn't otherwise, cause I really don't care for that stuff" she laughed "I think they were thankful when I found some girl friends, no because they wanted to get rid of me, but because they couldn't deal with another shopping trip" She looked at a wedding dress melissa had laid out for her "I think I'll try this one on"

As Lux changed and ren and melissa searched for other dresses I couldn't help but think about what lux said, it must be amazing having someone love you so much they'd be willing to do what the twins did.

"Pssst Kenzie" I heard lux whisper from the changing room and saw looked at where she had stuck out her head "Come here?"

I walked towards the changing room and she grabbed me and pulled me inside "what are you doing?" I asked and she shrugged. I looked at the dress she was wearing and stared in shock. "Oh my god you look amazing"

"Yeah I'm gonna definitely buy this one" she said hurriedly "but I wanted to talk to you"

"About what?"

"Chase" she said "Why won't you give him a chance kenzie? he really cares about you, he won't hurt you"

"Lux I-" I said wanting to change the subject but I knew lux wouldn't let me "I can't. I just can't Lux you have to understand that

"Why?" she asked getting frustrated "Damn it you'll both go crazy without each other believe me I know you won't be able to resist getting closer to each other so just take the shortcut and kiss him senseless"

"No" I said "I won't Lux I can't so please change the subject" I turned to leave but she grabbed my wrist to stop me and I turned around expecting her to talk but froze when i saw her staring at my wrist. Oh god.

"What are these?" She asked as she looked higher on my arm, the scars were barely noticeable unless you looked really hard and I cursed my luck that she saw them "Kenzie what are these"

"Let me go Lux" I said as I tried tugging my wrist free but she held tight. Damn she was strong 

"Who did this because I know you wouldn't cut yourself kenzie"

"Of course not" I said in outrage "it wasn't me it was..." I stopped realising I was going to say what really brought these scars

"it was a guy" Lux said as she looked at me "A guy did this to you?"

"No he didn't cut me" 

"Then he caused it" she said "Who the fuck was he kenzie?" My eyes widened as I saw her blue eyes darken to almost black, what the hell?

Lux closed her eyes and breathed in and out. She let go of my wrist "I'm sorry" she said"I just hate the idea of a guy being so much of a coward he would hurt a girl and it just doubled my anger because you're chase's ma-friend"

"Lux you can't tell anyone please, especially chase"

"tell me something first kenzie, is that bastard still in your life? is he still hurting you?"

"No" I said and she looked at me for a while before nodding

"Good" she said "I won't tell Chase, it would be better if he heard it from you so you should tell him kenzie because sooner or later he will see the scars and its better if you tell him before all hell breaks loose"

"I might" I said knowing that I wouldn't "And thanks Lux"

"Oh I'm not done yet" she said "When you have work at the house come an hour earlier"

"Why?"

"Because me and you are going to spend some time in the gym and I'm going to teach you ways to defend yourself, just in case" she said with determination in her eyes "No guy is gonna fuck with the people I care about"

I nodded a bit hesitantly before Ren and Melissa came in the changing room and gushed over Lux who acted as if nothing happened. We ended up choosing the dress she tried on last and then they drove back me back home"

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Damon's P.O.V.

I watched as Ren's car pulled up in front of the pack house and the kept my eye on Lux as she got out. Damn she was beautiful, i still thank the moon goddess I was given another chance. 

"hey baby" I said as soon as she was in arms reach and pulled her into my arms bringing my lips crashing on hers "I missed you"

"I was only gone half the day" she said teasingly

"too long" i breathed and she looked at me, her eyes sparkling with adoration I felt the same emotion course through me, damn I loved her "did you find a dress"

"yes we did" Ren answered "and you sure as hell are not going to see it"

I shrugged "She'll look amazing no matter what she wears" 

"Alpha Lux, Alpha Lux" Claire cried running down the stairs "Did you get kenzie?"

"Kenzie's coming tomorrow honey" Lux said carrying her "Like usual"

"Okay" she said rubbing her eyes just the way lux still does, though she hates it when people tease her about it "I'm sleepy"

"Come on" Shane said standing up and taking her from lux "I'll tell you a story okay?"

"Okay" Claire said and they walked away

"She's cute" Lux said with a smile. "now what did you do today?"

"Paperwork" I said "sometimes it sucks being alpha"

"aww poor baby" she teased "Can I help you fell better?"

"Oh yeah" i said grinning as I gently kissed her mark I could never get tired of seeing on her neck "Miranda dropped by and dropped by a pack of birth control pills"

"What?" Lux said pulling away from my embrace "I didn't tell her my old one finished"

"I did" I said and though I didn't want her to even use the pill but I didn't want to pressure her, though I desperately wanted us to have a baby. A boy or a girl that would look exactly like her and nothing like me. "I noticed yours was empty"

"Thanks" she said dryly and pushed me away and walked upstaris

I looked around confused, and saw Taylor from the doorway rolling his eyes at me "Just go after her man"

I ran up the stairs and to out room and thee top floor. i knocked on the door before going in and my heard tore at the sight i saw. Lux was curled on the bed hugging a pillow to her chest looking miserable

"Lux? Baby? I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you with whatever I said"

"you don't even know" she said with such sadness I wanted to punch myself for upsetting her. I crawled behind her on the bed and wrapped my arms around her and pulled her to me so that her back was against my chest. She sighed and turned in my arms so she would face me. 

"tell me baby" I said softly, wanting to know why i upset her "What did I do?"

"I can't Damon" she said and rolled away from me standing up room the bed "I don't know how"

"You can tell me anything Lux, don't you trust me?"

"it's not about that don't try to turn this on me" she said angrily "it's your fault anyway"

"What did I do?"

"God damn it think about it Damon. Haven't you noticed anything different these past few days"

"You're wearing perfume" I said and chose not to tell her about the mood swings she's been having "And you're eating more"

"and I've been puking my guts out constantly but you don't know that." she said "What do these things tell you"

I froze as realization dawned on me, my face paled and I stared wide eyed from Lux's stomach and then to her face. 

:"are yuou telling me" I chocked out "You're...You're"

As if to confirm it she laid a hand on her stomach and nodded "I'm pregnant Damon"

I walked slowly to her and as soon as I was close I hesitantly put my hand on her stomach "Are you telling me I put a baby in there"

"Yeah" 

"We're going to have a baby" I said more to myself "I'm going to be a dad" I pulled her to me and hugged her tightly "God I love you"

"you're not mad?" she asked 

"Why would I be?" 

"You replaced the birth control pills, you didn't want a baby" she said sadness lacing her words and I almost laughed

"Oh baby I hopedwe'd have a baby but I didn't dare tell you. I was going to wait till a few weeks before the wedding to tell you to go off the birth control pills so that we'd have a baby as soon as we're married." I cupped her face and kissed her hungrily till we both had to pull away for air

"Do you havfe anything else to do today?"

"No, you?"

"Not anymore" I said carrying her and throwing her gently on the bed. I hovered above her aching to take her "Would it hurt the baby?" I asked afraid for my unborn child's safely but hoping the answer would be no

"No it wouldn't" she said pulling me down and kissing me and I didn't need her to tell me twice. I made love to her gently, showing her how much I loved her and after that we lay in bed with her head on my chest and my arm around her while my hand caressed her stomach.

"How long have you known?"

"A while ago I doubted it so I decided to put on the perfume before my scent changed but I wanted to be sure first since I was on birth control" she looked up at me with a grin "Told you it's your fault"

"How so?" I asked with a matching grin

"Your sperm are determined little buggers" she said and I burst laughing and she chuckled "I'm serious"

I shook my head and kissed her gently which immediately turned heated and I felt myself getting turned on again.

Lux gasped "Again? Damon you couldn't possibly"

"Oh but I can"" I said and thrust into her "I love you lux, you and our baby"

"I love you...too...god damon" I kissed her deeply my heart soaring as I pictured her round with my child. The image of her carrying my baby made my wolf purr and I couldn't wait till it started to show.