I face timed my friend. The phone rang a few times before she answered. "Its so good to see your face again." I say.

"What are you talking about?" My friend asks confused.

"I just had the greatest, weirdest, worst dream ever."

"What was it about."

"I woke up and Sam Dean and Cas were all there and I was in the supernatural dimension and I became an angel then sould my soul so I could stay then I got tourcherd and Cas showed me why I needed to go back to this dimenshion. Because you were dead and the I was like Shit and tried to go back but couldn't then my soul shattered but then it fixed its self and you were erased from my memory. But when I saw certain things I would lose all emotion and also my soul had a dark spot that grew every time and I was going to turn in to a demon and so I sold my soul again. And I got killed by hell hounds and woke up."

"You had another dream about that fan fiction you wrote."

"What fan fiction?"

"Don't you remember writing a fan fiction then emailing it to misha then they turned it in to an episode and you got to go do the acting for it?"

"I don't. Hold on a second what year is it?"

"Its 2020."

"2020?!"

"Yes 2020."

"Oh my chuck!"

"What?"

"None of my memories from 2019 are in this dimension."

"What?"

"I'm saying that I'm pretty sure i really did spend the entire year in the supernatural dimension."

"Really?"

"Yeah." I say getting my computer and opening up all my social media and my calender. On my calender two days from now I have an spn convention to go to. I look at the details of the event and it says I'm part of the panels. I check my Instagram and see that I have multiple pictures up with me and the rest of the cast from spn. I check my email and I have emails for people who want to hire me for their films. I go to my Twitter and my pinned tweet is me and my friend posing for a picture together. "We met."

"Yeah don't you remember."

"I don't." I say tearing up a little. "So the most important moment of my life happened and I don't even remember it."

"Hey its ok. Were going to see each other tomorrow any way."

"Really?!"

"Yeah you fly out today then were going to hang out all day tomorrow."

"R-really?!" I say a smile on my face .

"Yes."

"Oh my chuck I need to start packing I have a plane to catch see you tomorrow." I say looking at my calender and seeing that my plane takes off in three hours. "Love you." I say hanging up the phone. I get up and start packing then after I'm done packing I go to the air port. Once the plane lands I go to my hotel. The next morning I go to the park where we are going to meet.

I stand there nervously fiddling with my shell bracelet. When I see her at the other end of the park. I run full speed towards her. Every time my feet hit the ground they push me foward. I weave through groups of people. The only thing I can foucos on is getting to her. Then I crash in to her with a hug and we fall to the ground. I hug her tears in my eyes. After a while we stand up and brush are selfes off. "I can't belive it your actually standing right here in front of me and there's no screen."

"I know right!" She says.

We spend the rest of the day together then the next day I go to the convention.

Two security guards guide me to the green room. I open the door and jared, Jensen, misha, mark, and a few other cast members are sitting at this round table chatting. Misha looks at me a smile on his face. "Hey Ash." He says. I force my self to act normal and not freak out. I smile and walk over to the table.

"Hey misha." I say casually. As I sit down in an empty chair. "So how is every one?"

"Good." They all replie.

"How are you?" Jared asks.

"I'm great a little nervous for the panel."

"You'll be fine." Jensen says. The door opens and a security guard leans in to the room.

"Panels about to start." She says before leaving the room. Every one gets up and leaves the room I do the same. We all walk down to the panel room. Jared, jensen, and misha go on stage first. One by one every one eles gets called on to the stage. I'm the only one left behind stage.

"We have one last person who will be joining us for the panel. Please welcome Ash." i nervously walk up the steps on to the stage. The people in the crowd cheer I see my best friend sitting in the front row. All my nervous Ness disappears and I wave at the crowd a smile on my face. I sit down in my chair next to misha. I lean towards the mic on the table.

"Hello." I say. The audience cheers. I sit back in my chair and misha says that questions are now open. There is a girl who is cosplaying as me, at one of the mics.

"Hello." She says looking at me. "This is a question for you Ash. What inspired you to write and send in your episodes idea?" She asks.

"I thought it would make a really cool episode that's why I sent it in, and my inspartion for if was the episodes the French mistake and, fan fiction." I say. I answer a few more questions here and there. When I start to get nervous again. I tap misha's arm. He turns to me. I whisper to him. "Hey I need to go take a small break my anxity is kicking back in." He nods his head and says.

"Go ahead." He answers.

I get up and go back stage. I walk out in to the hallway. I start walking towards the bath room. When I hear. "Hello darling, did you miss me." I turn around to see mark standing behind me but in stead of the hoodie he was wearing earlier he now has on Crowley out fit.

"Ha ha Very funny. But shouldn't you be on the panel mark." I say.

"I'm not mark I'm Crowley."

"Mark you can stop now I know your not really Crowley."

"I told you I'm Crowley." He says anger on his face. He squeezes his hand in to a fist. I feel a horrible pain and fall to the ground coughing up blood. He stops making his hand a fist and the pain dissapers. I take a minute to stand up. But get flung on to the wall. "Now do you know who I am?"

"P-please don't hurt me." I say tears in my eyes. With all the strength I have I teleport my self to the supernatural dimension and in to the bunker. I appear in the library Sam is sitting at the table studying and Dean was grabbing a beer from the fridge. When I teleported in Sam looked up at me.

"Hey Ca-" Dean said as he turned around. he dropped his beer a look of shock and confusion on his face. I smiled weakly at him before passing out. I wake up in one of the guest bed rooms. I look around and no one else is in the room. I sit at the edge of the bed. I put my feet on the ground and grab the bed frame to help me stand up. I lean up against the wall for support as I walk to the door. I get out of the room and keep using the wall for support and I go to the library. Sam and Dean are sitting at one of the tables talking. "How do you think they got back?" Dean asks Sam.

"I-I can tell you." I say as I start struggling to walk over to a chair. Dean turns around and gets up. He helps me walk over to the chair. "Thanks." I say sitting down Dean does the same thing.

"You ok?" Dean asks.

"I'm just tired from teleporting from dimenshion to dimenshion." "So when I was getting ripped apart by hell hounds I saw a shell bracelet and I picked it up and remembered every thing just as I died. I woke up in my bed in my dimenshion. I thought all this was just a dream. I found out in my dimenshion they made this in to an episode after I sent it in as a fan fic. I was at a supernatural convention and needed to step away from all the people for a minute. So I went back stage and started walking down the hall. That's when Crowley showed up and I thought he was just the actor that plays him messing around but it was him. I teleported my self back here." I explain. Suddenly Castiel shows up panting his face bloodie and bruised.

"Crowleys going after-! ash? How are you here?" He says seeing me.

"I teleported back here. the rest is a long story."

"So you know about Crowley?"

"I know that he is in my dimenshion. Wait is my friend alive?"

"Crowley killed every one at that convention. The actors and your freinds were the only survivers."

"Why did Crowley do that?" I say tearing up remembering the girl that was cosplaying as me.

"I don't know." I stand up quickly only to fall to the ground. Dean got up and helped me up.

"What are you doing?" Dean asks.

"I have to stop him!" I scream my voice tight. As I lean against dean for support.

"You need to rest and get stronger your to weak right now." Castiel says.

I get a vision of Crowley at my school. he's standing in the cafeteria on one of the tables. There is chaos every one is running for the doors but all the escapes are locked. The police officers are on the floor by the table. They are laying dead in pools of there own blood. "LISTEN UP I WANT EVERY ONE TO TAKE OUT THERE PHONES AND LIVE STREAM, OR RECORD THIS!" Crowley voice cuts through all the screaming. Every one stops and turns toward him. With shakey hands people take out there phones and do what he asks. "NOW THAT THE WORLD IS LISTENING. I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE. I CROWLEY AM YOUR NEW KING!" and right after he says this demons posses all the people in my school.

Then the vision dissapers and I'm sitting leaned up against a wall. Dean Sam and Cas are all standing around me. I just sit there wide eyed shakeing tears streaming down my face. "Ash can you hear me?!" I hear dean say. But I can't answer. I'm just sitting there shaking crying wide eyed. "Ash you have got to talk to me what's going on?"

"I saw Crowley at mY school." "H-hE hAd THem poSsES EveRY OnE!" I say my voice trembling. I start sobbing. sam goes to hugs me but I push him away and I stand up. i teleport my self out side. I grab a branch off the ground and use it to support me as I walk through the woods. A few minutes later Cas shows up next too me. I ignore him and keep walking.

"Ash!" He calls just standing there. I stop and turn around to look at him.

"What do you want?" I griped.

"Your half demon now." He says.

"I know that i don't need you to point it out to me!" i snap. My right eye turning black for a few seconds before returning to its normal hazel color. Cas gets thrown back and hits a tree. "I'm sorry." I apologize droping the stick I'm holding.

"Your unstable." He says getting up. "You need rest." I turn to run but dean is standing behind me. I run in to him and I fall to the ground. Dean pins me down and Cas puts his fingers on my fore head making me pass out.

(Third person point of view)

Once Ash is asleep Dean picks them up and carries them back to the bunker. He carries them down stairs in to the dungeon. Dean lays Ash down on a bed in the middle of a devil's trap. He chains them to the bed. Then sits down on a chair in the corner of the room. He takes out his dads journal and starts reading it. After two hours go by Sam walks in to the room. Dean gets up and leaves. Sam sits down in the chair and takes out his computer. Two hours later Cas walks in too the room and Sam leaves. About half an hour had gone by.

"DON'T HURT THEM!" Ash screamed in their sleep. Cas stood up and walked over to Ash. "Oh I am and I will kill you." Ash screamed their eyes flew open. Tears were streaming down their face. "Cas where am i?" Ash asks they realize their tied up. "W-why am I tied up?" Cas doesn't answer he. turns and leaves the room. "CAS I ASKED YOU A QUESTION!" Ash screams at him.

Cas returns with Sam and Dan a few minutes later. Dean walks over to ash they remember dean pining them down. "You-you did this!?" Ash said their eye turning black. Ash balled their hand in to a fist and Dean falls to the floor coughing up blood. Cas ran over to Ash and Sam ran over to Dean. Suddenly Ash's eye turned back to normal and Dean stoped coughing up blood. "Dean

I'm so sorry I didn't mean to." Ash said realizing what happend.

"Its ok its not your fault." Dean responds.

"But it is. I knew I would turn in to this if I came back."

"You had no choice."

"Yeah I did I could of just let Crowley win."

"We can't get rid of the demon side of you but you can learn to control it." Castiel says.

"And if I lose control?" Ash says.

"Then you become a nearly unstoppable force of evil. You will become the god of despair and sadness and death. you will be the end." Cas says.

"And what if I learn to control it?"

"You will become the god of hero's and victory."

"How do i learn to control it?"

"First you need to get rest and then you have to train to use your powers."

"But I'm not tired."

"That's ok" Cas says putting his fingers on Ash's fore head making them fall asleep.

"Cas have you found the dark light blade yet?" Sam asks.

"Yeah. But its going to be hard to get. I might be gone for a day or two." Cas says.

"Ok I will pack up my stuff." Dean says.

"No you need to stay here with Sam and Gabriel. I need you to help them with Ash in case any thing happens." "Speaking of Gabriel I should probably go find him." Cas says. Gabriel appears in the room.

"No need little bro. What can help with?" Gabriel says with a smile.

"I need you to stay with Sam and Dean. They will tell you the rest. I have to go." Cas says before dissapering. Gabriel turns toward Sam and Dean and is about to ask Somthing when he is interupted by a scream. He looks toward the dungeon. Before he can say anything Sam and Dean start running down there.

"GET AWAY FROM ME CROWLEY!" Ash screams. they see Crowley walking toward them. Sam Dean and Gabriel burst in to the room. Ash is struggling and screaming at a wall. Tears streaming down their face.

"Ash, ASH, ASH IT'S ME SAM. YOUR SAFE." He says running over to them. At first ash couldn't hear any thing they could only see Crowley. Then finally they heard Sam and they were suddenly able to see him and Dean and Gabriel and Crowley was gone. "Ash can you hear me?"

"Sam!" Ash said shakily.

"What happened?" Sam asks

"I saw Crowley and he was walking towards me and then I heard you and he dissapered."

"What's going on who is that?" Gabriel asks. Ash looks over at Gabriel.

"Gabriel?" They question.

"And how do they know my name?"

"Its a long story. I need you to do your angle thing and make them fall asleep." Dean says.

"Wait no. please don't." Ash says but Gabriel snaps his fingers and they fall asleep.

"Now tell me what's going on" he demands.

"That's ash their from another dimension there part human part angle part demon and we are trying to make sure they don't turn in to Somthing that will destroy the world." Dean explains. Gabriel's eyes widen in fear and he backs away from ash.

"We have to leave!" He says grabbing Sam and Dean's arms and pulling them away from ash. Dean yanks his arm free and looks at Gabriel confused.

"Why."

"If Somthing goes wrong if they lose we all die." Gabriel says.

"Were going to stop that from happening." Sam says. "But we need your help." Gabriel stands there for a minute thinking. Sam gets loose from his grip.

"Fine, I will help. but if any thing happens I'm leaving." He says.

(Ash p.o.v)

I woke up and Crowley was standing right next to me again. "I'm going to kill you, you son of a bitch." I yelled at him. Crowley starts pacing around me.

"Well what are you waiting for kill me. Oh yeah that's right you can't." He said with a small smirk. I struggle trying to break the cuffs. But I quickly give up. "You know that no matter what you do you can't win, you can't save them your too weak."

I growl at him my eye turning black as I clench my fist. I break the cuffs and go to jump at crowley. but Somthing grabs me and shoves me back on to the bed. I struggle but I can't get it off of me. "What the hell are you doing to me?!" I yell at Crowley.

"That's not me." He says.

(3rd person p.o.v)

Right after Gabriel agreed to stay ash's eyes flew open and they screamed at Gabriel. "I'm going to kill you, you son of a bitch!" Gabriel backs up but stops when he sees ash moving there head as if they were watching some on walk around them. Sam and dean looked at them confused. Ash started struggleing like they were trying to break the chains. They quickly stoped. then a minute later they growled and their eye turned black they clenched their fist and broke the chain as this was happening Dean yelled at Gabriel.

"Stop them!" Gabreil jumped on to ash and pinned them back on to the bed.

"What the hell are you doing to me?!" Ash yells as they struggle.

"Gabriel get them to go back to sleep." Sam says.

"Its not working!"

"Ash come on snap out of it!" Dean yells at ash. Ash stops struggling and looks up at Gabriel their eye turns back to normal. they just stare at Gabriel.

"Gabriel why are you here?" They ask surprised.

"I'm here to help sam, and Dean With a case." He replies.

"What's the case?" Ash asks.

"Its you." Dean answers.

"Oh" ash says disappointed. "Um Gabriel can you please get off me?" Ash asked awkwardly. Gabriel looked over at Dean and he noded. Gabriel then got off of ash. Ash stood up and stretched. "Finally I can actually walk around." They said rubbing their wrist.

Sam grabed deans shoulder and led him to a corner of the room. They faced the wall and talked quietly so ash couldn't hear them. "Dean maybe we shouldn't let ash just walk around." Sam said.

"It will be fine we have Gabriel and we will keep a close eye on them." Dean replied.

"But what if Something happens?"

"We will handle it."

As the brothers were talking ash was talking to Gabriel. "Ya know I thought I would be freaking out more." Ash said looking at Gabriel. He looked confused at them confused and a bit nervous.

"What do you mean by that?" He asks.

"Well I'm a huge fan of you." Ash says then pauses and realize they can hear Sam and dean talking. "I can hear you, ya know." Ash says to the brothers. they turn around.

"Eavs dropping isn't very polite you know." Dean says.

"Sorry I didn't mean to. And what do you mean by handle it? Also where the hell is Cas"

"Its ok, and by handle it we mean were not going to let you lose." Dean answers.

"Ok but you still did not anse-" ash was saying but then they paused and just stood there awkwardly a look of Oh shit that's not good on their face.

"You ok ash?" Sam asked after a moment of silence.

"Uh-uh Da do do you uh guys have any uh Da uh-" ash starts saying awkwardly when dean cuts them off.

"Have any what?" He asks. Ash just stands there for a minute.

"PADS! do you have any pads?" Ash says there face turning red. Every one was silent and just stood there awkwardly.

"I got ya!" Gabriel says causing ash to turn around to look at him. He hands them a pad and they run off toward the bath room. Sam and dean just stand there confused. Gabriel sighs. "Look ash got their period and that pad is a hygiene products women use on thier periods. I would suggest putting chocolate and pads on the grocery list as well as Advil." Gabriel explained.

(Ash point of view)

I was standing at the sink in the bath room. My breast hurt a lot so I took my shirt off and took off one of the sports bras I was using as a chest binder. I sighed as I put my shirt back on. I looked back up at the mirror and my eyes widened when I saw some one standing behind me. I turned around. "WHO ARE YOU WHAT DO YOU WANT?!" I shouted at them as i clutched the sink behind me. They raised there hands up in the air showing that they weren't a threat.

(Third person point of view)

"Ashlin I-" the person says but is cut off by ash.

"How do you know my real name?!" Ash said pushing the person who was a bit taller then them up against a wall making a loud thud sound as they hit it. They pind the person up against the wall a knife appears in ad's hand and they hold it up against the persons neck. They take their other hand and flip off the hood covering the persons face. revealing a slightly older ash. Ash dropped the knife to the floor and backed up letting them selves go. Ash's mouth was wide open in shock.

"That's what I was trying to explain. I'm you from the future." They said.

"Why are you here?" Ash asked.

"Well I'm the bad version of you." Current ash dropped the floor tears in their eyes.

"That means I lost?"

"Yeah but you can change that."

"How?"

"What I'm going to tell you is very important the fate of the world depends on it. I need you to promise me that you won't go to California on that hunt on the 21st of September."

"What why?"

"I begged to go on that hunt and Sam and dean finally caved and let me go with I met the love of my life on that hunt it was are wedding day and Crowley showed up and killed her as she was walking down the aisle. my eyes went black and I killed Crowley right then and there. From that day on I killed billions of people I killed every one on earth and every one in hell and in heaven all that was left was Sam, dean, and Castiel. I was in the bunker Sam, dean, and Castiel were in their rooms laying in bed their hearts broken. I killed Sam first then Cas then lastly dean and that was it every on in that universe was dead. I wandered for years all alone then one day the darkness it was gone I came here as quickly as I could to tell you to warn you to not go on that hunt."

"Do you know What happens if I don't go on that hunt?"

"You win. I could explain every thing but I wouldn't want to spoil the story" And with that they dissapered.

"Wait!" Ash yelled out but it didn't work they were all ready gone. Ash stood there for a minute prosecing what just happened.

"Ash!?" Sam yelled worriedly from out side the bath room. Ash jumped and turned towards the door surprised.

"Yeah?" They answered.

"You ok?" Sam asks. Ash unlocks the door and opens it.

"Y-yeah I'm fine." They said walking out of the bath room and past Sam dean and gabe. They walked down the hall too the library. The guys followed them. Ash grabed a random book that was on the table and sat down and started reading it. Ash didn't want the guys to know about the whole future them thing. Dean sat down across from ash at the table. Sam sat next to Dean and Gabriel sat next to Ash.

"Are you sure your ok?" Sam asked. For a minute ash just ignored him and kept reading. "Ash?" Sam asked again.

"Can't you see I'm doing research." Ash said pretending to be annoyed. The boys didn't ask any more questions Sam got on his computer and dean got out a book to read. Gabriel sat there sucking on a candy cane. A few minutes later ash dropped the book fighting back tears and ran, they ran off to the bed room they stayed in the last time they were there. Gabriel had started chasing after them but they shut and locked the door before he could reach them. Sam and dean were close behind. Ash floped on to the bed and buried their face in their pillow as they cried.

"Hey Ash are you ok?" Sam asked.

"G-go away." Ash said in between tears.

"Ash can you tell me what's wrong?" Sam asked. There was no answer just ash crying. Dean got out his lock pic and started trying too unlock the door. "Ash?" Sam asked. Ash grabbed a knife off the bed side table and they put the tip of it on their chest where their heart was. The door swung open and Sam saw ash sitting on the bed a blade to their heart. He slowly walked towards them his arms out slightly. "Ash put the knife down and look at me. Its going to be ok. This is not the answer." He said soothingly. Dean and Gabriel were also doing the same as Sam.

"Look at me ash this this is not going to fix any thing or prevent any thing." Dean says.

"I'm sorry." Ash wispers between sobs as they stab the blade in to their heart. Sam jumps toward them screaming no. But nothing happens ash pulls the blade out surprised they weren't dead.

Dean who had also run over to ash, yanked the blade out of their hand. "N-no" Ash said before dissapering.

Dean looked at Sam. "Son of a bitch" He said. "Who knows where they went." Sam looked at the spot on the bed that ash was sitting on and saw their phone was there.

"Welp we can't track their phone." Sam says.

"Maybe they are some where else in the bunker." Dean says

"Their not." Gabriel says. The boys leave ash's room and go to the library. They sit down and start brain storming ways to find ash.

Ash is suddenly in the yard of a house in Florida. This house is where they were born in. It was late at night everyone in the house was asleep. Ash teleported in to their bedroom. Where younger them was asleep. Ash smiled tears rolling down their face. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm not a princess or a zoo keeper like i, you wanted to be. But I promise I'm going to be a hero. I've saved a lot of people already and if I do this right I will save a lot more. But if I mess this up we turn in to something horibble. But I won't let that happen." Ash whisper before teleporting back to the present.

in stead of going back to the bunker they teleport to the middle of the woods in Georgia. They make a fire and sit down by it and smile at the fire. "It's funny how this fire can bring warmth heat and can save lives but at the same time it can be destructive and it can end lives if not done propley." Ash says.

"Just like you." Crowley says standing next to ash. Ash looks at him and jumps up. They back up but Crowley grabs their arms and they pass out.

Back at the bunker the guys have alerted every hunter to keep an eye out for ash. Cas walks in to the bunker. "I got the blade." He say's holding it so they can see it. He walks over to the table and sits down.

"So how is ash doing" Cas asks. There's an awkward silence and every one just looks at each other.

"Ash uh ash is missing" Sam finally says.

"What do you mean cas is missing how did they escape?" Cas asks

"Well they couldn't sleep they kept getting night mares/ visions and so we let them get up and stretch their legs. They went to the bathroom and were in there for a long time and when they finally came out they were acting really weird they went straight to the library and started reading. Then they slammed down their book and ran off to their room and licked the door. When we finally got to them they stabed them self's in the heart but didn't die then they Dissapered." Dean explains.