I was lost, cold, and abandoned. In my head, it was just the constant repeating over and over of the tears and the screaming from that night. That was the night shit got worse for the world. I had nowhere to go except to the place I left behind and the people I have shunned out. All this time out here in the middle of nowhere really makes you think, doesn't it? A light chuckle comes escapes my lips, the tears starting to drift down my face, as I slowly lie on the cold, black, hard,  unforgiving road I have been forced to walk on. It not ever fun being the different one from your family, it's not fun being the only one alive either........