i just want it all to stop

I can't keep doing this

the same things over and over again

crying and being scared and thinking I'm not gonna make it past 30 cause the earth is dying

and going to  school everyday knowing that I'm gonna cry at some point or another

and I just want to stay home

and watch tv and do things that make me happy instead of sitting behind a desk and feeling like a horrible person

and I just want it all to go away

And I don't want to die, it's not fair that I have to worry that my species might go extinct, or that war will break out

I just want to live

I want to get married, I want to have a job, I want to go to college

And I want to feel ok

but nothing is ever ok

I'm sorry