Note: The video is Zac singing the song.. do listen he has an amazing voice.

I'll be home for Christmas
You can plan on me
Please have snow and mistletoe
And presents under the tree
Christmas Eve will find me
Where the lovelight gleams
I'll be home for Christmas
If only in my dreams

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December 2017

"Are you sure you don't want to stay with Shekinah over the holidays ?" I ask softly, running my hand down over Mia's small body. The moonlight through the window illuminates her skin and makes her look almost sparkling.
She sends me a small smile and shake her head. "No I don't want to be a bother, and I have already been that enough with your family this year. And I don't want to fly out to LA for a couple of days".
"What about Jared then ? I am pretty sure him and the family is staying here for the holidays. They would welcome you with open arms". I hate the idea of having to leave her on our first christmas.
She leans up to kiss me. "You are the sweetest man ever Zac. I know you are just wanting me to be happy. But I am okay with being alone. I don't want to be forced upon anyone".
"I am so sorry I have to leave pinkie. I much rather stay here with you". I have to be in Canada for costume fittings and other stuff until quite late on the 24th and they want me back for read throughs on the 26th, so we decided it was easier if I just stayed there, as I could be home for less than 24 hours.
She snuggles into me, reaching to ruffle my hair. "It's okay fluffy bear. I know how important this movie is to you. Of course I wish you could be here. But it's okay that you have to work".
"Thank you for being so understanding darling. Especially after all you gone through this year". I say kissing her softly. Not many would have believed us to pull through and still be together.
She smiles, her eyes growing heavy. "Without you I am not even sure I would have been here to see another christmas. Thank you Zac, you are my rock and my hero".
"You fought through it yourself. And now sleep. I love you Pinkie". I kiss her softly and she smiles lovingly at me.
"You know the only other thing than you I will miss is snow". She says with a small sigh. "Goodnight Fluffy and I love you too".
  I just lay there, brushing my fingers through her hair, as her breathing grows deeper and soon she is sound asleep. I can't help watching her. I still think she is the most beautiful woman I ever saw and I know for sure that she is the other half of me. We have been through a lot this past year, and it hasn't always been easy. But it has only made us stronger and deepened our love.
First the shock of finding out that she were addicted to painkillers and drinking way more than is healthy, to soothe the physical and psychological pain after her accident and the loss of her parents. The first time I was away on a job it spiralled out of control.
She had thought I would leave her, and maybe the wise thing would have been to do so, but I couldn't I had already invested my heart and leaving would mean me loosing it. I realised she wasn't triving in LA and I roothed up my life. Sold my house, my car and my motorbikes. Buying a piece of land in Texas and building us a house there.
And actually it not only helped her triving, it helped me too, made me shed some of my own old demons. But just as I thought everything was on the up, she threw me a new curve ball. She probably can't have children due to the scar tissue from her accident. It was a hard blow, spiralling me into a very dark place. I always wanted a family. But I realised she meant more to me.
And now we are happy, all the old demons is sheed and I am about to take on my biggest role so far, hopefully taking a new step in my career. I just wished I could be with her for christmas, especially since I know it means a lot to her.

Two days before christmas sitting alone in a hotel in Canada, missing Mia more than I can even describe, I make a decision. I take my phone and record a christmas song for her, seending it and waiting. Less than ten minutes later she calls.
"Hi Pinkie, I was just missing you so badly and thought you maybe could do with a little cheering up". I say softly. She always says that she loves hearing me singing, but right now she is sobbing. "Darling are you okay ?"
"I'm okay Zac". She sniffles softly. "I am just missing you and that was so beautiful, you have the most amazing voice".
I chuckle. "I am happy you liked it. But it wasn't meant to make you cry. I wish I could truly be with you and not only in my dreams. I love you Pinkie".
"I love you too Fluffy". She says choking down a new sob. "And you are in my dreams too. So now just hurry up so you can be in my arms instead".
"I promise darling, as fast as possible". I say. This might not be perfect. But we are strong and our love will get us through it.