I don't remember much of what happened after, I was told Amara disappeared and I was unconscious for a couple of days.

"I caught you before you hit the ground." Tony defended, "I didn't want any worse conditions then what there already was."

"Are you still controlled by Amara?" Nat asks gently brushing her hand against mine.

"No I'm back." I reply hoarsely, my eyes don't see red anymore.

"Back and badass." Tony adds, "You were hiding some serious powers in that petite body."

"I didn't know I had any." I murmur awkwardly. I'm still sitting in my hospital gown, I only woke up earlier this morning.

"We didn't either." Wanda replies, "Hydra was very cocky. But when it came to containing you and Bucky they were very protective of their weapons."

"I assume they had you in both the power implantation programs as well as the mind control ones." Nat explains.

"No they only mind controlled me." I mutter gaining glances from everyone. I continue through the awkward pause, "My parents weren't agents they were hero's. Father with water and ice. Mother with wind and flight."

"They killed them and then combined those biological powers with the abilities of the Winter Solider?" Wanda questions.

"Yes. They wanted all the abilities I had and more." I sigh slightly at my memory returning. My mind was finally back, but was I happy?

-

I remember their deaths clearly. It was a mission, that was the truth. I hadn't known about my abilities but my parents having them. I joined the mission and it was mere luck that they were killed before me. Bucky had indeed murdered them as we saw in the footage but what wasn't caught on film was me running toward them at the end. They couldn't even fight it. That's when Hydra entered the scene, knowing all S.H.I.E.L.D agents were killed. When they saw me they immediately kidnapped me. The time I spent there was years. But they kept freezing me as they did Bucky in order to preserve their weaponry. I lost part of my life. The missions I took though were clear to me now. I fought and killed like Bucky, on the sidelines of battle. But to my advantage my parents powers streamed through my veins. They saved me. Froze my brain from the mind control, shut out all Hydra manipulations. When they realized it was too late, the person who was continuously controlling me was in sight. I didn't want to risk my shield of ice breaking so I defended myself from her. I accidentally killed her in the process. I escaped, leaving Wanda and Pietro, leaving Bucky, and freezing the traumas within my body. Causing my own demons to resurface later, Loki's mind control sparking the past up again.

"After I escaped Hydra my memory tainted with false experiences. My parents did die but I made it happen differently where Bucky wasn't involved. The years at hydra were me living in my apartment like a regular citizen. Fury and them did ignore me but the timeline was switched. I returned immediately after the death of my parents but in reality I returned years later and they simply didn't understand." I finalize all that I recall. It's a lot of information to gather.

"Damn I'm so sorry kid." Clint rests his palm on my shoulder. We're now all together in our living room area, the avengers team all sitting and listening to my findings.

"No I should apologize... I could've killed you all." I wince at the thought.

Tony laughs, "Again, you're too cocky for your own good. No way in hell could you kill us."

"Hey!" I glare.

"You just recovered your abilities, so you're not used to them." Wanda reminds, "Though it was impressive."

"I'm just glad everything's back to normal." I sigh from exhaustion.

"We still need to find Amara." Steve reminds with a serious tone. The group returns serious and quiet from this.

"She must have moved bases, since I know everywhere she would be." I admit.

"Is there a place she would want us to find her?" Rhodey asks.

"There's places I can picture but would she even want to be found? Her plan failed!" I tell.

Steve shakes his head, "Maybe it did. But there's always a backup plan."