I love you
Emma's POV
I cuddled into Harry's chest as I listened to his soothing voice. I felt so calm, so safe, so at peace with myself. I love when I feel this way, he just makes my life, better with the little things he does. Like keeping me company when I'm studying, or watching a movie with me while holding me on the couch on the weekends, or just this. Reading my favorite book to me because he knows it makes me happy. Peter Pan was my favorite book and Disney movie. I could relate to those boys. Harry and I both can, and I'm that moment, we were kids again. Laying on the couch while Harry read to me. I love that feeling. The feeling of innocence; childhood. I never wanna grow up but with Harry, I feel like I never will. He really is my Peter Pan and I'm his Wendy Darling. Two souls brought together by the hardships of this world. Surviving together, loving each other, protecting each other. It's very comforting to have someone who knows everything about me and who cares very deeply about me. I smiled as I laid on his chest caressing his arm that was protectively around my waist. I listened quietly while he finished the book. "When Margret grows up, she will have a daughter who is to be Peter's mother in turn; and thus it will go on so long as children are gay and innocent and heartless. Good night Wendy. There could not have been a lovelier sight; but there was none to see it except a little boy who was starting in at the window. He had ecstasies innumerable that other children would not know; but he was looking through the window at the one joy from which he must be for ever barred. Of course Wendy let them fly away together. Our last glimpse of her shows her at the window watching them receding into the sky until they were as small as stars" He closed the book and sighed. "Thus ends James Barrie for today" "that story never gets old" I smiled. He looked down at me. "You tired?" "No not really" "Me either, wanna order some food" "sure" I smiled. I grabbed the menu and we started looking at it together. After we decided on what we were having, we called it in. Then, we started reminiscing about the past. "Remember the time we went to Mystic Mountain and I begged you to go on the death drop ride with me" I rolled my eyes and shook my head. "You didn't beg me Harry. You asked me once if I would go with you and when I said no, you bribed me with ice cream and a prize from the ring toss booth" he laughed. "Yes but we went on and we had a great time didn't we" I shook my head and smiled. "Ok it was kinda fun" "kinda? You wanted to ride it again, we went on it like four times" I blushed. "I admit to nothing" he rolled his eyes at me. "What I remember was when we were 15 and we went camping and you made me go skinny dipping with you in the middle of the night" he started laughing. "Oh come on you had a blast and you know it, even if I had to beg you" "here we go again with the begging. You did not beg Harry, you gave me twenty bucks and bought me a big cookie from the vending machine when we got home" "Emma Perribow you had a blast" I nodded. "I did but I was freezing" "yeah but I slept with you so you wouldn't be cold" "I was still pretty cold Harry" "you slept like a bunny" he laughed. "Yeah, because I was exhausted. I'm surprised that our parents didn't find out" "oh I know we would've been so dead" I laughed. He looked me in the eyes and grabbed my hands. "Emmy I was thinking a lot about us" I looked at him confused. "What about us" "well you know how you said that everything happens for a reason and there are no such thing as coincidences, like fate" "yeah, why?" "Well
What if we were in each others lives for a reason, and we came back into each others lives for a reason" "what do you mean" " I'm sorry I'm not making any sense" he said looking down. "Harry" I caressed his cheek and he looked up at me. "What's wrong" "Emma I-" he was interrupted by a knock on the door. He sighed and answered it. "Yay food" I said excitedly. Harry smiled "Yay" Harry tipped the man and closed the door. He brought me my plate with my favorite Mac and cheese and bacon. I smiled. "Thank you" he nodded. "Wanna watch a movie and eat" "not until you finish what you were gonna tell me" he sighed. "After dinner" I nodded. "Ok" we ate in silence and I took this time to think. Harry seems really nervous, I wonder why. He's never nervous with me about anything. I hope he's alright. After we finished he took my tray and put it back on the table and sat in the bed with me. "Ok I've eaten, you've eaten, tell me what's on your mind" he sighed but nodded and took my hands again. "Now that we're back in each others lives and we're friends again, I'm really happy" I smiled. "Me too" he smiled and licked his lips. "Now that we're friends again and picking up where we left off, I have this picture of us" I nodded for him to continue. "As a couple" I looked into his eyes and saw hope which made my stomach jump. "Oh um" I said looking down. "Is that so hard to imagine?" My heart was pounding. "Harry, I can't" "I know that you just broke up with Blake but, I couldnt just keep this in when I might not get another chance to tell you. I-I love you" I looked up at him surprised. "W-what" "I love you, I've always loved you" "wait since when" he looked down. "Since we were eight and you went after me when I ran to the bathroom at my birthday party sobbing about my parents splitting up" "yeah but Harry I was just being supportive" "but you were the only one who came after me Em, not even my mum came after me. That's when I knew I could always count on you" "Harry" I smiled and closed my eyes as a tear slipped from my eyes. Harry quickly wiped my tears and caressed my cheek. "Don't cry baby, I just wanna make you happy" "Harry I can't it's too early too soon" I rushed out looking down. "Em you're lying" "what no I'm not" "yes you are Em you're not looking at me" "stop that doesn't mean anything" "Em tell me the truth" "I'm sorry" I shook my head. "I can't" he sighed and nodded. "I understand" he got off the bed and walked towards the door. "Where are you going" "I'm going for a walk" and with that he walked out and closed the door. I started to cry. "What's wrong with me?!" I sobbed. Ive wanted this for so long and now it's just gone. He gone.
Authors note: Hi my lovelies!!! Thanks for reading, I really appreciate it. What do y'all thinks gonna happen? Harry's gone, Emma just rejected the boy she's loved more than anything!!! What is going onnn?! Stay tuned to find out!! Vote and comment I love hearing your feed back. See ya in the next chapter!!
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