Jungkook POV

No one would ever understand how hard it is to hear all this from her. I know it's my fault too...and that I shouldn't have done that...but did she really give up all our memories for a guy. I get it...loosing someone is hard...but you can't just lock yourself up...

"Kook, you okay?" Jin hyung asked. "No..." I replied. "What is happening?! I'm just so...confused! Hoseok hyung said. "Hoseok...I don't think now is the time..." Yoongi hyung said eyeing Jaehyun which totally went unnoticed by him.

"We'll explain everything to you later...starting from when you moved to London...and  some of it might be surprising to you...but don't worry...it was to us too..." Namjoon hyung said as Hoseok hyung nodded.

"I'm bringing the old Y/N back..." I said catching everyone off guard. "That's basically impossible" Jimin said with a scoff. "Hard...but not impossible..." I said. "But she really changed..." Taehyung said. "A bad change...no offense" Yoongi hyung said before getting back to his food. "I miss her..." I said. "We all do, kook...we all do..." Namjoon said.

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"Pleaseeeeee" Saerom begged. "No! I am not coming...end of discussion" I said. "Y/N please!!" Baekhyun gave his puppy eyes. "Why don't you understand?! No means no!" I slightly yelled, annoyed by them. "It will be fun! Plus, you probably don't even remember your last party!" Saerom said. "What's so fun about seeing random girls fucking totally random guys?" I asked. "There's so much more to it! Parties have games!!" Baekhyun said. "Like 7 minutes in heaven, or spin the bottle, or truth or dare but VERY mature truths and dares?" I said making Baekhyun pout.

"Guys...look, please try to understand...I am unable to move on...I am so deeply in love with him...it's hard..." They both widened their eyes. This was one of the rarest times I talked to them softly. "We won't force you anymore...sorry..." Baekhyun said after a pause. "But...you could always change your mind...you know?" Saerom said, still trying to convince me. I sighed. They've done a lot for me...a little birthday party won't hurt...

Even tho I don't celebrate my own birthday...I can celebrate a random girl's birthday for my friends right? I sighed. "Only for the both of you...I will go with you guys" I said calmly, still maintaining my blank face. They suddenly stood up and started celebrating. "Thank you, thank you, thank you soooo much!" Saerom said hugging me while I just sat there with a blank face.

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Word spread fast, and now I don't know how...but the whole school knew about me going to Jihyo's party. "Y/N! Is it true that you're coming to Jihyo's party tonight?!" A random girl asked. "Umm yes...?" I said making a weird face. "Glad to know you're  moving on!" She said making me frown. "Ok what the hell? Just because I'm attending some stupid party...because it was forced by my friends...doesn't mean I'm moving o- actually never mind...just...forget it" I said with a sigh as she got the hint that I am frustrated with her...and thank god, she left.

"Y/N! Umm...hey...I just w-wanted to ask I-if-" Lucas was about to ask but I cut him off. "Yes! I am! Yes I'm going to the fucking party...isn't that what you wanted to ask?!" I slightly yelled.

..."N-no...I was going to ask if you could drop in your essay at the English class? Umm...Mrs. Lee sent me to look for you...she was grading the essays and she needed yours as well" Lucas said making me slightly embarrassed. "Whatever. I'll do that" I said with an eye roll as Lucas nodded and left.

I was walking down to the classroom when I felt a back hug. I quickly pulled away knowing that it can't be Saerom or Baekhyun as I just saw them in the ground from the window. I turned around to see Jeon Jungkook. "What the fuck?!" I yelled. "Hello! My beautiful Noona! How are you?" He asked. "Bad, why'd you ask?" I said with a glare. "I missed you..." He said looking down. "I didn't...fuck off" I said. I was about to leave when he held my wrist and turned me around. "Can you just listen to me for once!? Hear me out Y/N! I really need to talk to you!" He yelled. "Don't you dare raise your voice at me! And I don't want to ruin my day by talking to you...just get lost" I said before storming off.

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𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦, 𝘪𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴

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To Be Continued~~