Author POV

"This is your chance" Saerom told you. "Sae...not in the mood for all your bullshit right now. Please." You said as you sighed. "Y/N...literally everyone is talking about the new guy...they're saying it's really handsome and a happy-go-lucky" She said. "I don't care how cute or handsome he is" You replied, rolling your eyes. "Are you telling me that you will never move on...?" She asked worried.

"I never said that..." You said even tho deep down there, you knew you were never going to move on...or that's what you always wanted to believe. "Y/N...building those invisible walls around you is not going to decrease your pain..." She said. "I know...but at least it prevents me from going through more pain" You shrugged.

She sighed. "Do you think Joohyun is happy seeing you like this?" She asked. "No he isn't" You said in a plain tone. "Then why...?" She asked you. "I don't know" You answered in a bored tone. "I don't know...really? I don't know has become an answer to everything I ask now!" She groaned. "No it hasn't...I replied with 'No he isn't' when you asked me if I think Joohyun is happy to see me like this" You replied in a bored tone, as you continued scribbling in your book.

"You know exactly what I mean!" She screamed getting annoyed glances from the students. You didn't care while she just gave apologetic looks. "Bu-" She was cut off by the teacher telling everyone to get back in place. "Teaches...eh? Always save me from yours and Baekhyun's lecture. I guess they're not that useless after all" You mumbled earning a glare from Saerom.

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"I'm so tired today!" Baekhyun whined. "Our first class just ended. There's still a long day to go" You said staring at the ground. "Baekhyun...what's with the new guy? Don't tell me he bunked school on his first day!" Saerom said giggling while you took no interest. "Well, he got the wrong schedule...so he just wasted his first class in Mr. Hyun's room" Baekhyun said and laughed. "Aish...I really wanted him and Y/N to meet" Saerom said with a pout. "Glad he's stuck in the room then" You said coldly as you chewed on your gum.

"Saerom Noona...Y/N...I have to go somewhere right now...I'll catch up with y'all later" Baekhyun said as he left, leaving you and Saerom. "Well, I have to go too...Jiseok wants to meet up" She said as she ran away to her boyfriend, leaving you alone. You were going to your locker to get your books when...

"Students of grade 10, 11 and 12, the teachers are not available till the 4th class as there is a meeting. I repeat...the teachers are not available till the 4th class as there is a meeting" The loud speaker spoke, making you groan. Baekhyun would be with his other friends while Saerom would be behind the school, probably making out. You were all on your own.

You went to the ground and saw a few boys playing football

The playground started filling with other students as they didn't have classes. You ignored their presence and connected your AirPods with your phone and played "Love is not over." Another sad song...

You do listen to happy songs...but don't dance the way you used to...you don't sing the lyrics like you used to...you sit with a blank face while that happy music plays in your ears...having basically 0 meaning

   "𝚆𝚑𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢
𝚜𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞?
𝚃𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚢, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢, 𝚠𝚑𝚢?
𝙲𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎?"

                                            
Listening to it was sad enough...but feeling the pain was worse. Every lyric of that song reminded you of him. "Whoever wrote the song is a legend"...you thought...it felt like he knew what you were going though...and he wrote it.

Your peaceful moment was interrupted when someone tapped your shoulder. You groaned  in annoyance as you took out the earphones out of your ears and placed them back into the case.

"What!?" You spoke rudely. "Umm...hi...? A-Are you J-Jeon Y/N...?" He asked stuttering. "Why? Do I look like Kim Hyunjoo to you?" You asked rolling your eyes. "Uhh...no sorry...ummm...I am Jung Hoseok..." He extended his hand as you scoff. "I don't shake hands" You said. "Oh...sorry...umm...so you're supposed to show me around school..." He said which reminded you that you had to give a tour to him.

"Y/N" You said plainly. "Nice to meet you" He said giving a very bright smile.

"Hmm" You just hummed in response. "So how did you find me when we never met?" You asked in a cold tone. "My parents gave me a picture of  you" He said as his hands reached his pocket and he fished out his phone. He did some tapping and showed you a pic of a smiling girl. Her smile was enough to make any guy's heart flutter. But now...the word "smile" is not even in your dictionary.

"You look different from the pictures..." He said honestly. "Good differences obviously..." He added. "You are even more  beautiful in real life..." He said looking at you. "Tsk...playboys these days" You clicked your tongue and rolled your eyes.

"So...Umm...Can we start with the music room?!" He said to divert the topic. You just rolled your eyes and nodded.

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"Thanks for today" He said, tired of all the walking. "You're not welcome...I'm not doing this shit again" You answered while sipping on your water, as he sipped on his. "Oh...you remind me of my best friend" He said as he closed the lid of the bottle. "Like I care" You said scoffing.

"So...do you want me to drop you home?" He asked. "I don't look like a 5 year old so no" You replied coldly. "Oh...ok..." You could hear a tint of sadness in his voice. "Bye anyway!" He said replacing his little pout with a smile. "Bye." You said monotonously as you both parted ways.
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To Be Continued~~