Chapter 30
Taehyung's pov
Finally, I have set foot in the place I am going to spend my life. A place where I can be myself, where I don't want to prove myself to anyone, somewhere I don't want to shut down my interests and dreams. And the best part, I get to be with my brother.
Since I was alone and had nothing better to do I decided to stroll around the city and do some sight seeing. My brother won't return any time soon, at least I think so and my intuitions were never wrong.
I googled places where I can go that are near me and are entertaining.
First let me get some brunch for myself, I thought. There was a cafe near the house within walking distance. I grabbed a jacket and threw it over my sweatshirt, I hope this is warm enough.
With that I walked over to the cafe and reached within fifteen minutes. The moment I entered, the aroma of freshly cooked food hit my nose, making me all the more hungry.
I ordered smoked hotdog hand-beat pork schnitzel, eggs, toast and a cut of lemon. Just like it looked it tasted awesome. I must come here again.
Before leaving the place I bought some berry scones to go. It looked tasty and I think they will like it too.
With that I walked to another spot which is a lake. It was beautiful and calming. The silence was comfortable and the chilly climate did not really bother me in this soothing atmosphere.
I went back home when I got a call from Jin hyung saying he will be there in few minutes. By the time I reached he was already there.
I was so happy that he is here. I also wish Namjoon hyung to be here too. He would have loved it in here.
Jin hyung took me to some wonderful scenic spots and we spent our day time together. We talked about our life in here, our home back in Korea, Namjoon, so much. I missed this.
By the time we reached back home it was already dark. Eliza was not here and since I was tired from all the travelling I bade good night to my brother and retreated to my bedroom.
It was actually not a big room, it was a small office converted to bedroom. Since they were only two and this room being unnecessary, they didn't think of renovating it until I came here.
It was made in a haste but still comfy and cool. I removed my jacket and took a long shower in the common bathroom outside.
I was about to hit the bed when my phone buzzed. Mom.
"Hey mom."
"How was your day, honey?" My mom asked cheerfully.
"It was good mom. I went to see a lot of places and it was really nice."
"And how is Seokjin? You are with him now right?"
"Yes mom. Hyung is fine too. Looking good as always." I heard my mom chuckling from the other line.
"And your classes start tomorrow. Are you nervous?"
"No mom. I am not a kid anymore. I think I am going to be just fine. This place is awesome and so are the people."
"I am glad to hear that son. I hope you will be happy there."
"Of course mom."
"Taehyung-ah, dad wants to talk to you about something. And I don't think he is in a good mood." Mom whispered the last part.
Oh no. What is it this time? I asked myself.
"Taehyung." I heard dad's vice booming from the other side. No 'hello' or 'how you doing'. Yup he is in bad mood. Did I do something wrong now?
"Hey dad." Nevertheless I replied cheerfully hoping that would wash off his dull mood.
"What are all those papers?"
"What papers dad?" I asked him.
"You know what I mean. I saw it in your room."
"You checked my room?"
"I thought you stopped after last time." His sounded very angry. But so was I.
"It's my interest if I have to stop or not. You make it sound like I did something bad."
I was getting really angry. Why did he have to come across my interests and hobbies? It's my will if I want to write or sing or dance. Why does he have to control every single moment of my life.
"You are my son and I want you to live like I want you to." He bashed at me.
"But I don't depend on you anymore. Also I am not a kid whose life is controlled by his dad. I have my own decisions." I shot back.
"Don't you dare talk back to me. If I say you should stop them that is final."
"I have did everything you want me to do. Even this business career. Why can't you just let me do one thing that I love?"
"You are disappointing me son. I wish you understand that." He hung up the call.
I was angry and my face was heated up. I could not control myself as I dashed to the balcony. I need to get some fresh air.
I clutched onto the railings as I breathed in the cold air. It was cold but it didn't matter.
Tears slid down my face and I don't care. I just want to let it all out. One thing I wanted when I boarded the plane was to have control over my life. But I guess I will never have that.
My dad was not that controlling over Seokjin hyung or Namjoon hyung. They always suck it up and listen to him. Even if they hated it. But I just could not. I wanted to be able to express myself and live my life like I would love to. I don't even want to bother others or their life, I just want to have my time. But I am not capable of doing anything I want. I know they love me, but they never support my interest in pursuing a field in the entertainment industry.
Only if I could live like I always wanted. A time when my parents will respect my decisions and let me make my own choices, rather than them choosing it for me. One day, just one day.
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