~Y/N POV~

I've spent the whole day and night in my bedroom. I fixed my door during the 3 days alone in the house which I'm glad I did now and I wish I was alone. It's been almost 24 hours since I saw my mates that betrayed me with their promises. I may have over reacted but promises mean a lot to me. They may have kept their promises in the other lives we spent together, but not this one.

The guys have been trying to get me out my room. Knocking on the door, sending messages from underneath and even trying to get into my head to apologise. I don't want an apology. It may have happened before we met in this life but they knew I existed and remembered everything knowing full well we were destined to meet again. Our parents are friends for good sake. I just don't get it.

I barely slept through the night. It didn't help that at one point Tae, Jimin and Jungkook decided to sit at my bedroom door through the night. Whining like little puppies, I almost caved in to let them in but I couldn't, I'm too stubborn and they should know that. I had to tell them to leave which they didn't until I had to shout at them again. That's when they left running away to their own rooms.

I've luckily got a tv in my room so I've been binge watching tv on Netflix with all my favourite tv series. Another lucky thing I have was a bathroom and of course snacks I kept in my room to munch on instead of having to travel to the kitchen in the middle of the night. I like to have a pile of junk food in my room and top up every now and then.

While sitting in my bedroom I could feel all their emotions about yesterday. But I still don't cave, this experience has made me practice shutting them out in my mind and so very quickly may I add.

"Y/n..."

There was a light knock on the door.

"Go away Hoseok!"

He whined a little and then went quiet but I know he's still there, I could see his shoes shadow underneath the door.

"Please come out." Hoseok

I sighed.

I don't think I've ever in all the lives we've spent together been this mad with them. I've never fallen out with them. Things certainly are different in this life.

"Just leave me alone, Hobi. Please!"

He goes quiet again and his shadow then disappears down the hallway. The house is quiet and like I've said before usually it's loud. I wanted at least some noise so I turned up my tv playing some of my favourite music. Usually I would dance around my room but I'm not in the mood. So I just lie on my bed thinking about all sorts. My parents, my friends the moon goddess and everything else.

An hour passed and my music list had gone through all my songs. The silence filled my room again. I rolled off my bed to grab my tv remote off the side table until another scream echoed through the halls. I froze as I recognise the scream. It's a man and I've heard it before but I can't think where. It's not one of my mates screams.

That's when I decided there and then to take the chance to leave the bedroom and venture down the hallway to the stairs. There's no one walking about. I can see from the top of the stairs that the living room is abandoned and still. I actually want my shoes that are lying at the front door. For the past 24 hours I've been wanting to visit the second memorial on the other side of the forest. I know the boys won't let me but I'd rather take my chances going alone right now.

Taking gentle and quick steps down the stairs I rush to my shoes and squat down to quickly place them on. I have to be quick, I know they might hear me so if I'm as quiet as I can be and fast as I could possibly go I might pull this off if I get a head start before they find out. My plan is to get these shoes on and run out quickly taking a jacket off the hanger on the way out.

"What are you doing?"

My plan short lived.

I don't turn around yet. I just keep my focus on tying my shoes. New plan still go to second memorial with or without them, no matter what they say or do.

"Y/n. I said what are you doing?"

Once my laces were tied I slowly turn my body round to find Tae standing there eyes glowing green for some unknown reason. His face is serious and his fists are tightened in a ball with knuckles slightly stained a dark pink colour. That's when I take in all his appearance. His clothes are much like his knuckles except they aren't stained pink, they're stained red. Little splatters spread across his upper torso leading up to the small of his neck. He ruined a perfectly good white T-shirt that fits nicely under his beige coloured cardigan which too has blood splatters on it with one big patch of the red on his lower left arm. I doubt that patch is his. Or any of that blood for that matter, I know how fast they heal, it only takes seconds.

What has he been doing?

"Shouldn't I be the one asking questions?"

He takes a small step forward with hands on his hips. His face still as expressionless as before.

"No. You spend all day and night in your bedroom. Only for you to come downstairs when we're busy just for you to do what looks like you planning to leave." Tae

"So what if I'm going out. I'll be back later."

He takes another step towards me from the kitchen door.

"Where are you going?" Tae

He cocks his eye and tilts his head to the side. I'm starting to get a little nervous but that not going to stop me.

"Out."

"Out where?" Tae

"None of your business."

"It is my business. Your my mate and I need to know where your going." Tae

I fully turn to him this time my back almost up against the front door.

"Oh so you want to pull the mate game out do you? Okay then. Isn't my mate suppose to wait to have sex and not with some desperate slut."

That got to him as he drops his cocked eye and his hands from his hips. I open up my mind again and let him feel everything I'm feeling in this moment. I know he can as he refuses to look at me now and only to the floor.

I grab my jacket and sigh looking back at him one more time before exiting the house as my next plan.

"If you must know I'm going to the second memorial. I want to go see it."

He drags his head up and opens his mouth to say something but a voice behind beats him to it.

"That's all the way across the forest."

It's Jimin.

He too is splattered with blood like Tae.

"Why do you two look like you've beaten someone to death?"

They both exchange glances at one another and then back at me.

"We can't tell you." Jimin

I just roll my eyes and take my jacket off the hanger next to the front door.

"Whatever I'm going out. I'll be back later."

Jimin rushes over and grabs my arm rather gently which surprised me that he didn't use force.

"We'll come with you." Jimin

Tae come closers to the both of us and nods.

"You've both got blood on you though."

He shrugs and smiles just a little.

"So? We would clean ourselves up but we both know you won't wait. Am I right?" Jimin

"Yeah. I want to go now so I wouldn't wait on you."

He laughs a little as Tae smiles and scratches the back of his neck.

"What are the others doing?"

"They can join later. I guess we better get a move on then." Tae

He moves forward and past me opening the front door of the house and leading me out with Jimin close by.

I'm still angry with them but I guess having them accompany me wouldn't hurt. It is almost a two hour walk or maybe more. Why not have them come with me and the others join later.

Maybe I can get over this whole virginity, promise thing?