~Y/N POV~

Another three days have passed since I found out that I'm pregnant. I haven't spoken about it to anyone other than Jin, but I know all the guys know. It's all they ever think about but me on the other hand try not too, since they keep trying to pull down my block that I have put up. I don't want to talk about it or even think about it right now, it's totally the wrong time in my life and everyone else's for a baby to come into it. Don't get me wrong I've always wanted children with my mates in all of my lives but with what's going on right now defiantly is wrong timing.

Since the quiet news of the baby, the guys have never left me alone in a room, I've never been able to get space. Constantly asking me questions if I'm okay or carrying me down the stairs which I would say is a little overboard, I'm pregnant, not disabled. The only person that hasn't said anything to me in almost two days is yoongi, the last time he spoke to me was the next morning of finding out the news and he asked me how I was feeling. Other than that, that was the last time I heard his voice, he won't even speak to the others with me around in the room, I miss it. The only thing he'll do to respond is either hum or grunt. I don't know what's wrong with him but I don't need to stress over it as everything else is more stressful right now.

"I'm going to get something to drink I'll be right back."

I stand from the sofa as I was currently watching a movie in the living room with Jimin, hobi, Jin and yoongi. No one responded to my words so I say nothing more and continue to walk round the corner sofa where four men rest their butts on. I take a quick look back to the sofa and lock eyes with yoongi, I didn't even know he was staring at me but his eyes are dark and intense. I really don't understand why he's acting so weird. In one swift motion he leaps over the sofa to me and sweeps me up in his arms and stomping back to the sofa, placing me on his lap as he sat down, wrapping his arms around me waist protectively.

"Yoongi, I want to go get a drink."

I try to unwrap his hold around me but he doesn't move.

"I'll go get you a drink y/n, what would you like?" Hobi

He stands up and walks around the sofa to the kitchen door.

"Water please, Hobi!"

I shout back to him as he was already in the kitchen, he moved pretty fast. All I could do was melt into yoongi's embrace, he felt so warm, and admittedly I felt really tired, all this sickness stuff does take a lot of out me but when I'm with yoongi it calms down quite a bit. I cuddle up into his chest, listening to the unusual rumble that vibrates off his chest that I've never heard him do that before, that I can think of anyway but it's warming to listen to anyway. My eyes start to droop with my tiredness starting to take over but I felt yoongi's arms tense around me.

"Here's your water y/n." Hobi

I forced my eyes open to smile up at Hobi for my water and stretch out for the glass he was holding for me. As my hand got closer to Hobi's yoongi started to growl at him, which startled me and everyone else in the room. I whipped my head around to him as I'm now sitting up right in his hold, with eyes wide out of shock, why would he growl at Hobi?

"What's wrong with you yoongi?"

His eyes were glued to hoseok, his grey shining through, lips arched up slightly in the corner showing half his sharp teeth. He still says nothing and ignores me.

"Hyung? What are you doing?" Jimin

"Yah yoongi, calm down he's just giving her, her water." Jin

Yoongi still glares at Hobi. I turn to look at Hobi quickly, but he doesn't seem bothered at all by yoongi's behaviour, not even shocked. The low growling continues, that was until I took one deep breath in and placed my hands on each side of his face. He stopped immediately, moving his glare away from Hobi to me, softening his eyes as he does.

"Yoongi bear, stop. Please."

His face bares no expression at all, just nothing but not pulling away from my eyes. I lean my forehead to his holding the stare, brushing my right thumb gently across his cheek.

"Hobi's only passing me my water. He's not going to do anything else. Okay?"

The only thing I could think of was try and tell him Hobi was no danger at all. I know Yoongi knows that Hobi wouldn't do anything but talking like this was my only thought on what to do. I was secretly hoping this would get yoongi to say at least one word to me but to no surprise still nothing. I felt a little disappointed but I tried not to show any of it. His face still expressionless but nodded either way, in return I gave him a small smile and turned my attention back to Hobi who was still standing in front with the glass of water. I took the glass from him and thanked him as he went back to his seat next to Jimin, smiling back to me.

"Can I have a word with everyone?"

Namjoon's voice appeared out of nowhere. I turned around to face behind me, where the Namjoon was standing at the bottom of the stairs.

"Sure." Jimin

"I'll go get Jungkook and Taehyung." Jin

I watched as Namjoon holds up his hand as he walks over to area we're all sitting at.

"There's no need Jin. I've already asked them to meet us here." Namjoon

My eyes moved along with his movements, walking his way to the fireplace, his usual spot in the living room. Every move he made, made me want to swoon over how beautiful this man was. Our eyes met, he smiled with his dimples on full display.

"How are you feeling today Y/n?" Namjoon

"I'm okay, thank you for asking."

He nods and turns away to the others sitting in the room. I took this chance to take a drink of my water that I still held in my hand. I was so thirsty, it was as is I was walking a desert and I hadn't had anything to drink in hours. Taking big gulps of water, swallowing it down whole until the glass was empty. After finishing I placed the glass down on the coffee table and leaned back into yoongi's arms.

"Wow Y/n you must of been thirsty." Hobi

I only shrugged and cuddled more into yoongi's chest. More loud stomping footsteps appeared in the living room from the direction of the kitchen doorway.

"What is it?" Jungkook

"Hey! I wanted to cuddle with Y/n!" Tae

I giggled at Taes whine, slightly pushing up to see him coming my way from the door, with a little frown which was adorable. A louder growl from before echoed through the room, with me being pulled back down, my face colliding into a chest. In the corner of my eye I could see Tae frozen in place but if I'm not mistaken his eyes were green, glaring at yoongi.

"Tae, I wouldn't mess with yoongi today. He's quite possessive right now. He growled at Hoseok aa few minutes ago." Jin

"What? Why?" Jungkook

"I don't know. Hoseok only passed Y/n a glass of water." Jin

"Okay could we get back to why I wanted to talk to everyone please?" Namjoon

"Oh yeah." Jimin

I still couldn't move my head yet as yoongi kept his hand on the side of my face keeping me in my place, pressed against his chest. So I just listen to whatever Namjoon wants to talk about.

"Y/n you may not know this but we found the location of where your mother and soojin, were kept." Namjoon

I tried to move again to face Namjoon as he was speaking to me but still I couldn't move. I felt a little rush of hope and excitement.

"How did you find out about the location?"

"That hunter we kept in the cells with us. After a few times trying to... convince him as I should say he finally gave us the information we needed from him." Namjoon

I can only assume what they did with the hunter after they gathered this information. My best bet is that they killed him. I wouldn't blame them as the hunter wouldn't think twice about wanting to kill them. But I'm not going to ask questions.

"Do my dad and Minho know about this?"

I wish I could look at him as I speak to him but all I could focus my eyes on are the pillows resting on the other side of yoongi, on the sofa.

"They do. We informed them days ago and the reason I wanted everyone here was to say in person the aftermath of the rescue of Hana and Soojin." Namjoon

I waited for Namjoon to continue with what he has to say. I so desperately wanted to know if they were all okay and my dad and Minho, I don't know what I would do if they were captured too.

"My guess is the contacted you then?" Jin

"They did. It's good news, Y/n. You don't have to worry about them. All of them are fine." Namjoon

A wash of relief spread throughout my body, my tears of happiness fell with no control. I couldn't believe it. Thank god, they were all okay. I don't have to worry about them anymore. A hand reached up to my face to wipe my tears, I flinched at first but only to realise it was yoongi.

"Where are they? Can I go see them?"

There was silence again and yoongi started stroking the side of head and down my hair, past my shoulders.

"I can go see them right?"

"That's the thing Y/n that I wanted to discuss with you. You can't go see them, none of us can." Namjoon

The atmosphere in the room changed. My happiness I felt moments ago washed away in a second. I wanted to see them with my own two eyes, just to confirm that they're all okay. I missed my mom and dad. I need to see them, especially now I feel like I need them more than anything. Why can't I see them?

"Why not?" Tae

He beat me to asking the same question. Namjoon sighed deeply.

"We can't risk the hunters finding Y/n again outside and following her. Not only could they kill Y/n on site but also capture all of them this time. We can't take risks." Namjoon

It seemed reasonable but I wasn't having any of it. I wanted to see them and that it.

"I still want to see them."

"Y/n, it's not the best idea." Jin

"So none of you then want to see them, check on them with your own two eyes."

My anger grew within myself, boiling to a point I felt like I was going to explode.

"Y/n, of-" Hoseok

I cut him off when I stand up with so much force, using all my strength to rip myself from yoongis grasp. I surprised myself and by the sudden look of the six mates in front of me, they were too but that didn't stop me from saying what I needed to say.

"NO! YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE THEM! IF ALL OF YOU CARED YOU WOULD WANT TO SEE THEM. MAKE SOME PLAN OR SOMETHING WHERE WE CAN'T BE FOLLOWED!!"

I couldn't help but raise my voice at them. I had no control of my voice, it didn't sound like myself. The boys bowed their heads slightly, turned away from me.

"But Y/n, you're preg-" Jungkook

"I KNOW I'M PREGNANT! YOU DON'T HAVE TO REMIND ME! IT'S MY BODY I ALREADY KNOW THIS! JUST TAKE ME THERE TO THEM, MAKE A PLAN!"

All six boys in front were now fully bowing their heads. I confused me a little as the last time they did this was when I found out I wasn't their first person to have sex with. But I've let that go now, I've got other things to think about then that.

"Okay, Y/n we'll make a plan." Namjoon

His eyes were black, just like at the second memorial when I told them to stop beating up that alpha we met, Mark. Looking around the room in front of me, they all in fact had those black eyes again. A roar sang out from behind me, which surprised me and made me jump out of shock, turning around to face the source, it was yoongi. Why was he growling at me?

"Don't growl at me Yoongi. You've barely spoke to me for days.!"

I'm angry at this point so if he wants to get snappy with me then I'll happily tell him my problem that I have been having with him too. All he does is stand up slowly off the sofa, not taking his grey eyes off me for a second. His fists clenched in a fist, biting the inside of his cheek, he looked pissed. I took at step back away from him slowly to make sure I don't walk into anything, not breaking eye contact with Yoongi.

"You're being a brat!" Yoongi

His deep voice, takes me back a bit. I felt offended by his name calling as it's the first time he choses to talk to me and it's only to insult me.

"I don't care. I want to see them, just to be sure they're okay. I don't understand why none of you want to do that."

"It's for everyone's safety Y/n. There's one more person you've got to think about here." Yoongi

He pointed towards my stomach. I know I have to think about the baby but I know I'll be safe which would mean my baby would be safe.

"I know that but I'll be fine so will this baby. If Namjoon doesn't tell me where they are I will find out myself."

He lets out a sarcastic laugh, which kind of scared me a little. I haven't seen this side of him before as he starts to walk along the side of the sofa and closer to where Hoseok and Jimin sit.

"Hyung, don't." Jimin

I noticed the pleading in Jimin's black eyes as he looked up at yoongi, but he was only ignored.

"You really are irresponsible, aren't you?"

"What do you mean?"

I'm confused as to where this was coming from, all I want is to see my mom and dad. I don't get how hard that is to understand.

"You're such a child." Yoongi

He lets out a dark laugh, eyes glowing grey, arms folded against his chest. Taking small steps towards me and coming to a stop, at least a few feet away.

"Get that! A child having a child, that's so irresponsible of you Y/n to not think of your child first and willing to put yourself in a dangerous situation for your own selfish reasons." Yoongi

His tone was aggressive, in all these centuries has he ever talked to me like that. My heart started thumping in my chest so hard, willing to burst with the amount of hurt I'm feeling.

"I'm not being selfish. I just want to see my parents that's all."

"You've just been told that it's dangerous for everyone and as the child you are you're willing to put everyone's life in danger for your own selfish reasons. what a great mother you'll turn out to be." Yoongi

He was being sarcastic again and I didn't like it one bit. Is he trying to say I'll be a bad mother?

"What? I don't get want you're trying to say"

"Yoongi shut up!" Namjoon

"No she needs to hear this! She's acting like a little immature brat. You've had everything handed to you no matter what life you've had. We've died for you literally! Many many times, but this time there is another being inside you that is just as important, so you need to get off you high horse and start thinking about that! Grow up!! Fuck, I wish you were never my mate!" Yoongi

There was gasps in the room, including my own. He didn't mean that did he?

"Hyung, you don't mean that." Jungkook

Yoongi take a quick look behind him at Jungkook and then back to me with a smirk. This is not the yoongi I know.

"I do, every word. I wish she wasn't my mate and I wish she wasn't pregnant with my child." Yoongi

My tears fall uncontrollably, what he said cut deep. I feel wounded as if I could give up on life right now but that would mean the rest would go too and I didn't want that. Does he even know what he's saying?

"Oh yeah I know what I'm saying. I mean every word that I've said so far. Oh and surprise! It's my child your pregnant with. I should of chose someone else that's more responsible." Yoongi

"YOONGI!!! ENOUGH!!" Namjoon

"STOP!!" Jin

Maybe they would be better off without me. I wanted to wither away and disappear. If he felt that way did that mean everyone else did? My tears now blurred my vision, I could barely see what was infront of me as I could hear glass breaking and thumping around. I slowly, unconsciously started taking steps backwards towards the front door.

A hand gently grabbed my arm, making me flinch and aggressively pull away.

"Y/n he didn't mean it. He's just been stressed that's all." Tae

"Do you all think that way?"

"Of course not, neither does yoongi." Tae

I tried to look up to him and wipe my tears to see more clearly but at this point it doesn't work.

"You'd all be better off without me. I'm sorry but I can't do this."

I turned around to the door but I was pulled back again forced to turn around. There was yelling in the background but I zoned it out.

"What do you mean, you can't do this?" Tae

The panic in his voice didn't go un noticed. All I wanted to do was cuddle up to him and sleep all the pain away but the wound yoongi gave me cut too deep. I needed to go.

"I clearly need to go. You'd all be better off without me. I bring nothing but trouble, Taehyung. I should disappear for a while or maybe forever."

When I mentioned the word forever a pained expression crossed his face, with a whine escaped his lips. He crossed over his hands on his chest where is heart would be.

"Are you rejecting us Y/n?" Tae

All the commotion in the background stopped.

"Y/n, don't go!" Jimin

He came running into view, he opened his arms hug me but I held my hand up to stop him. He was hurt that I refused but if I hugged him I would of stayed but if what Yoongi said is true then I can't stay here anymore and if it meant I had to reject all of them to keep them safe, then I would.

"I have to go Jimin. Clearly someone here can't stand being anywhere near me."

I connected eye contact with Yoongi in the back ground. His eyes no longer their shiny grey but their deep brown orbs. He had a bruise starting to show on his left cheek, his face showed pain and regret but what it done is done. He's already said it and nothing is going to stop me from going now. It hurts too much.

"But we want you here y/n, don't leave us, please!" Jungkook

"I'm sorry."

I turn away from them again and open the front door, only for it to be slammed shut again. I gasp and look up to see Namjoon, tears strolling down his face.

"No, you're staying." Namjoon

I start to grow angry again aswell as the hurt I'm feeling inside. They're just making this harder. I push him away as hard as I can.

"NO. I'M GOING! YOU CAN'T STOP ME!"

I open the front door again, feeling the breeze of the autumn air brush past my hair. They all took steps towards me but I stop them again.

"NO, STAY HERE AND LET ME LEAVE!"

They all froze, eyes black again but this time I ignore it and take one last look at them before heading out the door and running off into the forest trees. All I have to do now is make my way to first memorial and then I can find my way back to the pack I use to live in., I know I shouldn't but if I'm careful I should be fine. I'll go straight to mingi's house. Her dad's the alpha and I once heard Namjoon in his thought about how the alpha knows everything, so that's a plus.

I can only move forward from this point and hopefully it's the best for everyone.