~Y/N POV~

Today we decided to all have that time togather before the baby comes. So no friends or other family members with us, it's just the eight of us. I got to choose what we did and I wanted to go the place Minji took us on the picnic. I love it here and on the plus side it smells amazing.

The baby could be here any day now and these past couple months have been great, many memories made. But we all now it's because all leading to something bad so the peace and quiet is only for a short time. So in the mean time I try to saviour every moment I can have with them.

"Tae! Give me back my flower!" Jimin

"No! There's plenty flowers here! Just pick another one!" Tae

"That's not the point you took my one!" Jimin

I let out a chuckle to myself listening to Jimin and Tae argue in the background about flowers. I would laugh louder but I'm too content running my fingers through Yoongi's black hair while his head lays on my lap with his ear pressed against my now huge belly.

"Y/n would you like something to drink? I brought some bottles of water." Namjoon

"Yes please."

He opens his black ruck sack and passes me a bottle. I was rather thirst so I appreciated the water a lot.

"Thank you."

I took the bottle from him and placed a kiss on his cheek. He blushes, looking down at his lap. Namjoon always blushes when I do that and it's so sweet every time.

When I was drinking the water two separate gruffs came from my other side, followed my a lick on my cheek. I could tell straight away who it was, the only two right now that were in their wold forms.

The wolf that was laying down next to me was clearly Jin, by his sparkling pink eye colour and the white wolf stood next to me that placed a gently lick on my cheek was my Hobi. His green eyes bright with colour, matching the leaves above.

I petted hobis head and he sat on his bum leaning into the touch, swagging his tail excited while panting and ticking out his tongue.

That feels good but behind the ears is better. Hobi

I could hear him in my mind so I do as he says and scratch him behind the ears. He leans for far forward to me if it wasn't for my hand scratching him he would defiantly fall on top of me.

"Love, these are for you."

Jungkook appears on the rug I'm sat on with a lunch of purple flowers in his hand, holding them out to me. He's always done this for me, we use to go flower picking with the purple flowers that use to be where we once lived.

I take them from him and blow a kiss since I can't really bend forward to kiss him myself since not only is my belly in the way but Yoongi is still laying on my legs. But I think Jungkook must of known I would of actually kissed him instead because he leaned forward over Yoongi to place a kiss on the lips with his pink yet soft lips.

"Thank you Kookie. They're beautiful."

"I have flowers too!" Jimin

"No! I do! Move little boy!" Tae

Both come into view now behind Jungkook and sit down but Tae pushes Jimin to the side a little more to gain closer access and both wolves continue to bicker until Yoongi growls for both them to stop with his eyes closed. They immediately stopped and handed me their flowers, I was defiantly going to take these home and put them in a vase in my bedroom by the window.

"Could I say I few words to all of you. Please?"

I know it was random but after talking with Minji, Hayoon and Woojin weeks ago. I wanted to now have a time to talk to the boys about somethings. When I asked the question, Yoongi shot his eyes open and they all froze, probably unsure to what I wanted to say.

"Don't worry, it's nothing bad."

Now Yoongi decided to sit up and scoot over on the rug to sit on the other side of Jungkook but still facing directly in front of me. He still likes to stay very close, with eyes always on me and never leaving me alone. He even went as far to moving himself into my bedroom last week since it's so close to the baby coming, and I'm glad he has. Everyone else takes turns at night since it's not fair that only Yoongi sleeps in my room with me and no one else.

Hobi and Jin ran off with a bag of clothes, most likely to get changed into. I don't see why they would hide to get dressed, I've seen them naked before. It didn't take them long, so when they came back we sat in a big circle. I had Jin on my left and Namjoon on my right. Jin took my hand when everyone was waiting of me to start talking.

"I just wanted to say, h-how much I love all of y-you. So much, that it sometimes hurt me to even look at any of you."

I stuttered a little, trying not to get too emotional but giving the topic and my hormones all over the place it's very hard not to.

"We all love you too, Y/n." Hobi

"I know. That is why I'm so grateful for everything you have all done for me, not only in this life but also in all our other previous lives. You all have done so much to try and protect me and now this child."

I caress my bump, looking down with pride. I'm big but I'm in no way ashamed. It's a blessing.

"Of course! You're our mate, we would do anything for you and just because this child is only biologically related to one of us, doesn't mean we're going to treat this child any different if we were to have our own." Jin

I smile up at him and squeeze his hand.

"I know that too but sometimes I still feel guilty for running away like I did months ago."

"Y/n, we've been through this. Let's not talk about that." Yoongi

I draw circles into the rug, not looking at anyone in particular but I can't help how I feel.

"That's how I feel Yoongi bear. I left all of you alone, being selfish about myself all because I didn't like what I was being told about my parents. I've seen wolves without their mates and I left you all there, in that house, alone and possibly in pain from fear of rejection. It drives wolves mad. How could I not be upset with myself for doing that to all of you.

"We were surprisingly okay. It hurt but we got through it." Jimin

He couldn't look me in the eyes as he spoke to me. If anything he avoided it just like Yoongi when I've brought this up before. There's a vibe I'm getting here that something was wrong with al of them, they just don't want to tell me.

"I don't believe you Jimin."

He widen his eyes then stares over at Namjoon. I too looked at Namjoon and he avoided my stare.

"Namjoon can you tell me, what really happened after I left?"

He bit his lip and shook his head.

"I can't. You won't like it." Namjoon

"I won't get mad. Please?"

I was practically begging him but again he shook his head. I don't like secrets and this is clearly another secret. My rage boils up again, the first time in a long time. I grip the rug beneath me and grit my teeth.

"Namjoon. Look at me."

I said sternly but as calm as I could possibly be. But he doesn't look up.

"NAMJOON!"

He flinches as the other do and shoot up his eyes to meet mine. When they do his eyes turn pure black and bows his head , which freaks me out a little because I don't know why but I'm too angry by the secrets to react to it.

"WHAT HAPPENED IN THAT HOUSE?"

A voice came from me that I didn't recognise, again. Last time I did anything like this was when I shouted at them to not follow me when I left. I knew I a spoke in a voice I never had before but I ignored it but now here I am again doing it to Namjoon.

"Y/n."

I shot my eyes to Tae and his eyes now turned black just like Namjoon. He bowed his head a little bit forward.

"NOT NOW TAE! NAMJOON SPEAK!"

I turned back to Namjoon, with his black eyes and bowed head he was battling within himself to not say one word but he slips up when he can no longer fight against it.

"When you were away everyone was different. We were fighting all the time, getting drunk and ignoring one another unless we were fighting." Namjoon

"What do you mean by fighting?"

He blinks for a moment and raised his head to be levelled with mine.

"Physical fighting. We enjoyed beating each other to numb our pain. Or got drunk to forget everything." Namjoon

More guilt ran through me and I felt terrible. They were that bad and clearly insane to be doing anything of the sort to each other. We're a family and I ruined that for them the moment I left.

"I'm so sorry. So so sorry."

Namjoon's eyes went back to their original brown colour and pulled me into a side hug with jin also coming to the other side, pressing his chest against my arm.

"You have nothing to be sorry for Y/n. It's my fault you left. Everything is my fault." Yoongi

I sniffle back some tears and move out of the arms of Namjoon and Jin. I would stand if it was easier but unfortunately it's not. So crawled over to him and placed myself on his lap to stare deeply into his eyes and have my hands on either side of his face.

"You're wrong. I know what you're implying to and your so so wrong about all of this. None of this is your fault, it's obviously how things were meant to be. To find each other because all of us hold a love for one another that's so powerful that even in our next life's we find each other. Stop blaming yourself. I love you, all of you, forever."

I had to lean back to take a look at the other six mates I have watching me on Yoongis lap. All of us together was just right and hopefully with all things right we'll all grow old together, that's the dream.

I kissed Yoongis nose and pressed our head together. Moments like these needed to be cherished but a tightness of pressure cam shooting across my lower belly. It was uncomfortable but it didn't go away it started getting stronger until a wetness gushed out from in between my legs, socking my grey leggings and Yoongi's black jeans.

His eyes shot opened upon the wetness and I stared back in alarm. His breathing stopped and his took my hands away from his face. Everyone was quiet, sensing their was something wrong. My breathing became shaky, scared because realising of what's happening hits me hard.

"What's wrong Love?" Jungkook

"Y/n you're shaking." Hobi

A warmth covered my shoulders but I still didn't dare move. The pain was still there but I was scared if I move it's get worse when it's only just began.

"Guys, we need to take Y/n to the house." Yoongi

"Why?" Jimin

I shudder into Yoongi and he pulled me close to shift under my legs and wrapping his arms around my waist. My legs were now wrapped around his own waist and my arms around his shoulders. In one move he gently and slowly stood up with me in his arms careful to not move too much or put pressure on the belly since that's all I could feel. Several gasps came from them, when noticing what mut be Yoongi's wet patch on his jeans.

"Y/n's in labour!" Jin