Chapter Forty - Three
~YOONGI POV~
When her water broke on me I panicked. I didn't know what to do and the look in her eyes she was already in pain and was freaking out too not knowing what to do. I knew I had to be the first to take action and pick her up carefully and take her straight home.
Thankfully upon barging into the medical room in the alphas house we were allowed by the doctor to all stay by her side. Usually it would be two to three people in the room with the mother to be.
The doctor came very quickly and checked her out to see how far into the labour she was and according to the doctor she's very close and her screams just confirm it.
It's horrible but I stay by her side holding her hand while she attempted to break my hand with the squeezing. Namjoon was experiencing the same pain as he held her other hand. I got to say she's got some strength on her when her contractions come one, that's one that lasts a fair while and then comes every two minutes.
"Holy shit, fuck!" Y/n
She again squeezed my hand after getting her next contraction.
"Your doing so well y/n." Jin
He stood next to Namjoon by the bed and caresses her head, moving away the hair that stuck to her forehead but she only glared at him.
"What do you know! Your a guy! You don't have to push something the size of a water melon out your dick!" Y/n
I bit my lip and held in my laugh. Jins face was a picture and the flash in the room took the moment perfectly. It was Jungkook in the corner with his camera taking a picture of the four of us while he stands int he corner giggling like a child and the other three laughing on the sofa by the window. These are one of the times I was glad he had his camera.
Y/n's grip loosened and she lay back further into the bed, breathing heavily.
"I'm so sorry Jin. I don't mean it." Y/n
She breathed out like it was hard to talk. If I could take the pain away from her I would but it's impossible for me to do that. She's blocking her pain in mind I don't know if she knows she's doing it but she is. We can't read anything of feel anything from her.
"It's okay. I know you don't." Jin
"I love you jin." Y/n
She finally smiles but it's weak.
"I love you too." Jin
He leans in and kisses her lips but shortly after she hunched forward and squeezed my hand again. This Namjoon whimpered.
"Ouch! I'm gonna lose my hand at this rate." Namjoon
Y/n didn't bother saying anything too consumed by the pain.
"Be a man namjoon."
He rolls his eyes and me then turns his attention back to y/n. When her contraction was over she started crying, breaking my heart in the process.
"I want my mom!" Y/n
She was crying, shaking her head side to side. I felt helpless, we all did. Tae was begging in the link to come by her bed side but we had this all planned out before hand. Our own places to stay in, incase Shiwoo made an appearance either during or straight after if he were to find out. We can't take any chances so I stay where I am by the wall, Namjoon and Jin on the other bedside next to y/n, closest to the door side. Jungkook stood next to the door while Jimin, Tae and Hoseok stayed on the sofa in front of the window. All open places in the room covered so Tae knows we can't all start moving from our spot.
"Where's my mom?!" Y/n
"She'll be here soon."
I had to say something, it had been a while since I had spoken to her. I want to make her feel better and not to think I don't care because I do. Just having to no idea how to help or what to say makes me seem like I don't care when I actually care just as much as the others. This is my son she's bringing into the world, I need to show her the support she needs.
The door slams open, I growl at the person running in until I realise who it was. It was her mom.
"Honey I'm here. I'm here don't worry." Mom
I watch her carefully pat y/n's leg on the bed that's covered with white thins sheet.
"Mom, I'm scared. It hurts." Y/n
I wanted to cry when she breaks my heart even more than it was. But inhale to hold it together.
"It will honey. Just breathe, it'll all be worth it in the end." Mom
She smiles at y/n. Y/n then again squeezes my hand but I don't care anymore about the pain.
"Okay y/n, lets get you checked out again."
The doctor walks in all smiles. The doctor is female thank goodness, I wouldn't be happy if she was a male doctor. She lift the blanket and tells y/n to spread her legs a little. She reaches down underneath, I could see Jungkook behind her watching very carefully over the doctors shoulder what she's doing.
The doctor moves away to take off her gloves and then replaced with new ones.
"I think it's time for you to push now y/n. I need to bend your legs and spread them a little more please." Doctor
Y/n nods and does as she's told.
"Okay. You can start pushing on your next contraction." Doctor
One que y/n hunches over again screaming as she attempts to push down. Here comes the next stage to meeting the little guy. I'm excited but nervous. What if I'm not a good dad? What if I don't get to see him grow up?
So many questions and filled with emotions.
"Good y/n. Your almost there." Doctor
She's sat at the end of the bed in between y/n's legs, waiting for any process of the baby making an appearance.
"I can't. It's too hard." Y/n
I tug in her hand and bend over to her ear.
"You can do this y/n. Don't give up. Just a few more pushes and our son will be here in the world with us. We're all here for you."
I placed a kiss on her cheek and looked up at Jin as I moved back to stand beside her. He nods at me and Namjoon smiles in his proud sort of way. If they heard it's most likely the other guys did too.
Y/n starts pushing again and her mom moves down the bed to look and start next to the doctor. She suddenly gasped covering her mouth and eyes wide.
"Keep going honey! Your doing so well." Mom
Jin moves to stand next to her mom and he too gasps but is in awe with the site.
"His heads out!" Jin
"What? Let me see!" Tae
He pops a head over the shoulder of the doctor and his body smile appears. Y/n must be having contraction over contraction because she's still pushing, screaming at the top of her lungs.
The doctor gestured for Jin to take her place and stood behind him while he took the seat. What is he doing?
"ARRHHH AHHHH!!!" Y/n
The loudest she's every screamed, I'm sure everyone in the pack heard. All of a sudden she flops backwards in the bed.
"You did it!" Jin
The watching Jin down in the doctors seat, his arms were reaching in between her legs under the blanket and then slowly pulling away until the baby was in view in his arms.
My heart literally exploded with love upon saying my son for the first time. He's the most beautiful thing I've every seen, of course over than y/n but he's my son. He's here and Jin just delivered him. Jin stands with the baby and places him on y/n's chest.
He's tiny and he definitely had y/n head full of black hair. Just perfect and delicate.
Everyone was in awe, watching y/n and the baby interact for the first time. She was crying, stroking his little head. Another flash went off towards y/n and the baby.
"Why isn't he crying?" Y/n
That's a good question.
"He's obviously Yoongi hyungs son. He was sleeping." Jin
"Now he's awake." Y/n
Her eyes taking in every itch of him, placing a finger in his little hand. She then looks up at me, shining blue eyes that were puffy from all the crying and screaming but now she's as happy as ever.
"Yoongi bear. What should we call him?" Y/n
I name did pop into mind. The same name my first protector had, the first man to teach me how to me a man. But I don't know if she'll like it.
"Can we call him Youngjae?"
She thought for a moment until her eyes lit up and a smile with a nod. It was like she knew who I was talking about.
"That's a perfect name for a perfect little man." Y/n
She cooed and kissed his head.
"Do you want to hold him?" Y/n
Panic came to me again. I want to but he's so tiny I don't want to drop him.
"Just hold him Yoongi. You won't drop him." Namjoon
I listened to him and nod. For all I know this could be the only time I might be able to hold him depending on what will happen.
I held both my hands out for him and she gently placed him in my arms when at the same time I sat next to her on the edge of the bed. She held his head while I take in his facial features for the first time. He's defiantly got y/n's thick black hair but he has little chubby cheeks, tiny nose that had an adorable flick and he could barely keep his eyes open.
"He looks like you." Y/n
She leans a head on my shoulder but I still can't take my eyes of this beautiful baby boy we've created.
"Hello Min Youngjae. I love you so much."
I couldn't resist planting kisses all over his face, ignoring the continuing flashes of Jungkooks camera.
"I want to hold him!" Jimin
"He's so tiny!" Hoseok
Mentally rolling my eyes at them already. They'll have their turn soon. I just want enjoy holding my son in my arms. The very miracle I never thought I'd have with my mate. He's a perfect dream come true.
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