~Willow's POV~

October
Keeping the secret, I acted normal as everyone knew that the Cullen's 'left'. Well, something like that. The school's letting Alice and Jasper homeschool, Emmett, Rosalie and I graduated early so they could go traveling. It as so much fun, Alice threw a small party and I just loved the way she designed the cabin. It was absolutely perfect, but nothing was as perfect as Carlisle's confession. Charlie was proud of me, and even got me the best gift ever. He emancipated me. I am free, and I couldn't be happier.

As the sun was setting, Carlisle surprised me by getting down on one knee and pulled out a box. I can't stop thinking back to what he said.

"Willow, you are my whole world. I've waited for you for almost 3 centuries, and I couldn't be happier that day you came to the hospital, despite it being under duress. I know your life hasn't been a dream, but I want to change that. Your transition, to become like us will only be on your terms. I will not pressure you to do anything. You can wait however long you want. As I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes. I want you in my life, Willow. I love you, more than anything. I would give you the world and the moon with just a snap of my fingers. I'll even try to give you a family, even if we have to adopt a child. Ever since the first moment I saw you, I wanted to do everything with you. Love you, be with you, and now... I want to marry you." He paused to open the box to reveal a beautiful red engagement ring. "Willow, will you do me the honor of marrying me?"

And of course, I said yes.

Anyway, ever since Bella got 'dumped' in the woods, Charlie called me and told me that she just shut down. She whines all day about Edward. I'm honestly glad I let him go to Trinity in New York. Thanks to my help of getting Charlie a better work shift, he gets a good night sleep even with Bella freaking screaming at night. When he was at work, I sat down with her to babysit before he relieved me to go work my shift. And every night I'd go home to the cabin and get fed by Alice and Jasper before Carlisle pampers me then just cuddles with me before I go to bed. We also celebrated Halloween, which Emmett was excited about since he paid Jasper to scare the living crap out of me but then apologized. Alice and I decorated the cabin with skeletons and ghosts, which I found to be adorable. Keeping it calm for Carlisle, I only went to the Reservation for an hour to pass out candy with Sam and Emily for the little kids. When I got home, Carlisle surprised me with holiday window squishes. They were so easy to stick on the window then pull them off to change for each holiday. So cute.

November
This month, I was already begging for it to be over. Bella may be a zombie, as she claims and acts, but whenever she screams and wakes up from her weird-ass nightmares, as she claims to have, she then spam-calls my new number. Having it changed again, I sigh as Charlie got the day off for Thanksgiving. Alice is planning a small little dinner, but made it mostly of dessert since I was eating at Charlie's. But, the worst part, was when Bella attacked me and I ended up pushed down the stairs. Charlie reprimanded her while Jacob and Billy helped me stay awake till the EMTs arrived. I got a concussion and a black eye thanks to her. After I was checked out, Charlie signed me out before letting me go. I told them I was fine, but thankfully Jasper came, surprising them, and took me back to the cabin. Let's just say, Carlisle was angry that night. Very angry. I've never seen him this angry before. I thought he'd talk about hurting her, but instead I calmed him down with cuddles as his touch helped me relax. That was the night that I officially gave up on Bella.

December
My favorite holiday was here. Christmas. Already given Charlie, Jacob and my friends and family on the Res my gifts, I finished helping Alice decorate.

"It's perfect as it is, Alice." I said while laughing.

"I just wanted our first Christmas to be perfect for you." Alice replies pouting.

"I know, honey. And it is. I love what you've done with the cabin. The tree is lovely, the lights are dimmed to the right amount of light which won't bother me, and the gifts are way over the line." I say, still laughing.

"Well, the gifts are necessary, so suck it up." She replies, playfully. I hug her as Jasper brought over a mug in his hand.

"Here, mom. I hope I got the right amount of chocolate, marshmallows and caramel." Jasper says.

Taking it, I hummed satisfied at the delicious taste.

"It's delicious, Jasper. Thank you." I reply. "Are Rosalie and Emmett getting here on time?"

"Like you even have to ask?" I smile before turning around and finding Rosalie and Emmett standing behind me dressed all Parisian.

"You're here!" I squeal hugging them both.

"Like we'd miss Christmas with our mom." Rosalie replied happily.

"Plus, we heard what happened — OW!" Emmett said, only to get head smacked by Rosalie, who glares at him.

"Don't blame anyone, mom. But when we heard that you got emitted to the hospital, we couldn't continue our trip/honeymoon, we had to come home to see you." Rosalie explains.

"We're just sorry it took so long for us to get here." Emmett says.

"I'm not mad. I'm just worried that you might end up leaving anyway." I reply.

"We won't. Unless you want us too. We're staying for the holidays." Rosalie says.

Smiling, they went upstairs to unpack and shower as I went to the kitchen to find Carlisle leaning against the sink counter staring out the window. Walking over, I wrap my arms around him, hugging him from behind.

"What's on your mind, handsome?" I ask.

"Just thinking." He answers.

"Care to share? Or are you giving me a puppy for Christmas?" I ask, which made him chuckle. He turns around, wrapping his arms around me holding me to his chest.

"What Bella did...I will never look at her the same. She did something so terrible." Carlisle says, making me lean my head against his chest. "I never thought she'd be capable of such an atrocity. Even after witnessing her behavior after the baseball game when we learned that James was after her."

"True. She did. She's not as innocent as everyone thinks she is. It's like she gets off on people giving her attention. But that doesn't matter anymore. I have officially dropped her, abandoned her. She's not important to me anymore. But, this family is." I reply.

"Have you told Charlie about Bella?" Carlisle asks.

"He already knows about her hurting me, but not everything that she's been doing. Not yet. I want to wait after the holidays. He's stressed enough as it is, and I just want to spend some quality time with my family." I answer.

Humming, Carlisle held me close before giving me a slow, passionate kiss. When we pull away, we hear cooing sounds coming from the living room. Turning our heads, we see the kids all looking at us.

"Sorry, it's just you guys are so cute." Rosalie says as she and Alice dragged Emmett and Jasper away.

Rolling my eyes, I laid my head in Carlisle's chest.

"So, have you heard from Trinity and Edward?" Carlisle asks.

"I heard they were currently staying at her mother's summer house for some peace and quiet. Plus, it gets Tony off her back a bit. He's worried about someone taking his precious little girl away from him, but she wants to try to introduce them without a fight." I answered.

"I pray for him." Carlisle mutters which made me laugh.

"All we can hope is that Trinity figures out how she wants this to work, and we support her. Whether we help her fake her death and disappearance or we can help them understand that vampires are real and we can't let Edward and Trinity be separated or else they'll die." I said.

"I promise, my love. We'll do everything we can. Edward deserves to be happy after feeling alone for so long." Carlisle replies. "Now, let's enjoy our holiday, together."

Joining the family in the living room, I smile as Emmett started telling stories about his family's Christmas adventures, then Jasper added in some adventures of his own before his turn. I loved that the family came together to celebrate a holiday with me, despite them not wanting to in a very long time. As the time rolled by, I called my boys down on the Reservation and made sure to wish them a happy holidays. When it got late, Carlisle called it a night and carried me to bed like a bride. I prayed he did this every night.

"I hope you're having fun, my love." Carlisle says setting me down on my feet, I grabbed some sleepwear.

"I am. More fun than I've ever had." I reply as I began to strip and slip on my sleepwear.

Carlisle and I remained in contact with each other, not saying another word or doing anything else. Instead, he gently took my hand and walked us to the bed. Climbing in, I snuggled right in his chest as he rubbed my back. Luring me to sleep, giving me a nice dream. My favorite dream. I am with Carlisle, I am a vampire, and best of all, I'm pregnant.

Time skip
Morning is finally here. I wake up in my handsome fiancés arms. He opens his eyes and smiles at me.

"Sleep well?" He asks. I nod.

"Very well." I answer before pecking his nose.

Struggling, I playfully and finally got out of his arms to take a shower. Once I get redressed, I slipped on my robe and walked with Carlisle downstairs to see the kids waiting for us. Jasper and Emmett were watching a Christmas movie, Alice and Rosalie were cooking in the kitchen.

"Morning, family." I greet them.

One by one, they each greeted me with a hug and kiss on the cheek, I soon made my way to the girls and immediately sipped my coffee. Once I was awake, Emmett waited patiently for me to eat before dragging me to the living room. Taking the presents, I was shocked to see that they were so expensive. When they were done giving me my gifts, I gave them mine. Rosalie got some new tools for her collection and I got some new car parts coming in for the family vehicles. Emmett got a new console and a game pass for a lot of games. Jasper, I gave him a whole new set of history books that he could read and mess with. And Alice, I gave her a bunch of coupons to our favorite stores since I know she's gonna take me with her, and I know she's gonna try some wedding details with me. And for Carlisle, I gave him my journal. The one where I wrote my feelings ever since Bella came to town. I wrote down my feelings everyday, and I always made sure to put all of it down so I could go back and relive it in case I needed an anchor. That was before Carlisle and I came together.

"I thought—"

"I have no secrets. Not from you or the kids. I give you this as one of the many symbols of my love. You gave me a ring, I give you my journal." I cut Carlisle off before giving him a hug.

"Wait, 'one of many'? What does that mean, love?" Carlisle asks.

"Only one way to find out." I whisper in his ear before kissing his neck, on my favorite spot.

Out of nowhere, we were sped to our bedroom, I was pinned against the wall.

"You have no idea how much I love you, Willow." Carlisle whispers against my lips.

"I do, Carlisle. Cause I love you just as much." I whisper back.

"I just — I don't want to hurt you if we continue this." Carlisle says.

"I know you won't. You know why? Because you already do so much for me. You have stayed by my side, and make sure I eat, shower and sleep, you protect me from the nightmares of life and death. I know that you can show me exactly how you love me, and I'll do the same." I reply before claiming his lips against mine.

I wanted this. I've wanted him since the beginning, and I am going to show him how much I really love him.

As our lips moved together, his hands held my waist before he lifts me up so my legs wrap around his waist. Laying down on the bed, I pull away long enough for me to strip my top off. Helping me with my pants, I was left in my underwear. He looked over me as his eyes started to darken. I licked my lips as he stripped from his top and started to kiss all over.

"I love you, Willow. You're so beautiful and all mine." He whispers as he trailed down my chest, taking my bra off then moves down to my waist.

Once he got down there, I gasp as the cool air hit my naked body. Carlisle growls lowly before I felt him give my belly button a kiss.

"Before we do this, I want to ask, if this is what you want." Carlisle says.

"I want you." I reply in a whisper. "Take me, Carlisle."

Feeling his lips against my clit, I gasp as he started to eat me out. Laying my head back, I grab hold of the pillow when I felt his finger start to push inside of me.

"I'll take care of you, my love." Carlisle says when I felt his finger move in and out.

"I know you will." I reply in a whimper as I felt a knot form in my stomach. "Oh, god. Please, d-don't stop."

"I'm not. At least not yet." Carlisle said seductively before the knot grew so tight I couldn't hold myself together. "Let go, my love. I won't let you hold it in."

The knot exploding in me, I let out a soft scream as Carlisle licked me clean. Panting, I collected my breath as I watch Carlisle hover above me before kissing me. I moaned as I felt the taste of me on his lips. When he pulled away, I watch and blush as he took off his pants leaving him in his boxers.

"I have such a handsome, well fit, mate." I comment earning a smirk from him.

"Are you sure you want to do this? I can honestly wait until after you walk down the isle." Carlisle says while climbing on the bed and over to me.

"I want this. I do. I really want you, Carlisle." I reply.

Pecking my lips one more time, I felt him slowly insert his tip inside of me.

~Carlisle's POV~
Slowing inserting my cock, when my tip was inside I stopped when I saw her wince. Taking this slow, I slowly entered her until I was all the way in. Staying still, I groaned feeling her walls surround my cock as she moans from me being inside of her. This was my heaven.

When I felt her hips twitch, I began to move in and out. The feeling was indescribable, yet I wanted this feeling every time we make love.

"I love how you're so tight." I grunt out as she wraps her arms around me.

"I love how you fill me up completely." Willow replied as she threw her head back.

Pounding in a few more times, our knots broke together. Our juices mixed together. Not wanting to push her limits, I slowly pulled out causing her to wince in pain. Getting up, I flashed to the bathroom and ran a bath. Wrapping myself in a robe, I walk back in and pick Willow up like a bride then take her to the bathroom.

"What are you doing?" Willow asks tired.

"This is called 'after care'. A special routine that happens after sex. I'm gonna give you a bath before we go to bed." I answer gently lowering her in. The nice water soothed her muscles as she lays in the water.

"Are you going to get in?" She asks.

"Maybe next time. For now just relax and let me take care of you, my love." I answer.

As she relaxed in the water, I made sure to keep her face dry while I cleaned her. Once she was dry, I flashed to the closet and put on some sweats then grabbed a set of her wireless strapless bras, some underwear then one of my shirts. Going back into the closet, I let her finish brushing her teeth before I help her get dressed. After I slipped the shirt on over her, I carried her back to the bed and got us underneath the covers.

"That was so wonderful, Carlisle." Willow says snuggling into my chest.

"I'm glad you loved it, my love." I reply.

"Did you like it?" She asks.

"Like it? I loved it. I love every moment I spend with you. And now with our bond completed, our souls are even more joined as one. I love you so much, Willow." I answer.

"That's good. I thought you didn't like it." She says.

"Why would you think that?" I ask.

"You sounded evasive." She answers, shy.

"I — Oh. Forgive me, my love. I loved feeling myself buried deep inside of you. Feeling everything for the first time, I wanted it to stay that way forever. I couldn't get enough of you. We fitted together like fated puzzle pieces." I said to her, making her twitch against me over and over.

"Okay, okay. Stop teasing, you. I get it." She replies giggly and tired.

"Heh, sorry. It's late. You should get some rest." I say to her.

"You'll stay with me?" She asks, her eyes closing.

"Yes, my love. Always." I answer giving her lips a quick peck before she finally fell asleep.

Holding her close, I softly rub my hand down her body, luring her to sleep peacefully.

~Willow's POV~
Waking up from another wonderful pregnant dream, I carefully stretch my limbs before feeling pain in between my legs. Last night was very wonderful no matter how much pain I receive.

"Slept well, my love?" I rub the sleep from my eyes to see Carlisle laying next to me.

"Very much, handsome." I answer him.

Carefully getting up, Carlisle helped me with my morning routine since my legs were like jelly. I could tell he was happy about our moment last night, but also trying not to laugh at me. Once we were downstairs, I sat at the island across from the stove, Carlisle helped Rosalie finish breakfast.

"So..." I turn my head to see Jasper and Emmett standing behind me. "Get any sleep last night?"

My eyes widen when reality hit me. They heard us?! Crap! I face planted my face against the table, which alerted everyone.

"Why does Mom look like she's dead?" Rosalie asks.

"What did you two do this time?" Alice asks.

"They asked about your mother and I's activities last night. Which is frankly none of their business since I accidentally overheard them on one occasion." Carlisle answered.

Feeling my head being lifted up, I knew it was Carlisle so I hid my face in his chest.

"My love, your breakfast is ready." Carlisle says rubbing my back.

"If I come up, they are only going to tease me." I reply into his chest.

"They won't. They know better. Now please, eat." Carlisle says calmly.

Pulling away, I embarrassingly hung my head avoiding the kids as I eat. It was silent, for a bit, until Alice broke it.

"The boys are sorry. They didn't mean to say it like that. They were just excited that you and Carlisle were finally bonded. Like we all were when we got married and had sex." Alice says.

"Thanks, Alice. It's alright. It's just, I'm still new to a lot of things." I reply.

"That still didn't give them the right to embarrass you, Mom." Rosalie said, gritting her teeth.

"Oh, they won't be a problem." I reply to her.

"What do you mean?" She asks.

"I know how a newborn behaves. I'll be faster and stronger than them. They will basically be running from me once I wake up to get my revenge on them." I answer with a smirk.

Taking in the rest of the holiday, I still had to prepare for my college classes coming back up after the new year, and I decided I want to write stories while also becoming a nurse. Not the important kind where you get stressed easy, maybe a desk nurse or secretary nurse. Carlisle had some connections so I could get a scholarship so I didn't give Charlie any debts since he's technically my late legal guardian. When I turn and fake my death, I don't want to give him any trouble.

Sometime in the afternoon, Edward called with Trinity. They were having a wonderful time at their place hiding out from Tony. They were behaving while having fun, which made me happy. He even gave her a promise ring for Christmas. I squealed when she sent me a pic. Promising to visit, Alice then started getting visions for Carlisle's and I's wedding. Knowing that she wouldn't stop, I accepted her help, but she could only help me plan it. It was my wedding after all. I wasn't going to let her take control over everything.

I couldn't wait to finally be together with him. For eternity.

Little did I know of the trouble that would soon be brewing after my wedding.

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