It started off slow...
The amount of demons that showed up, the amount of training we started with, and the slow cracking wall within my mind.
It started off with the nightmares of me...I was being held down by someone who I thought I should know but couldnt remember. I should worry about that but right now there is something more important. More Pastas have been coming home so that they can be informed and trained. First was Homicidal Liu/Sully, (Jeffs brother) I wasn't surprised to learn that the two had a testy relationship that Jeff wanted to fix but was too lazy to do, Then their were animals such as Scab Dog, and Goat man, and a very interesting man known as Radio head who could open his mouth and a random song would play, and then their was another BEN but taller. He often hung around a blue hedgehog. I felt as if I didmt really know these people but at the same time I felt like I did.

Smiley told us that the winter powers were a mistake made by him. He said that he had accidentally put something in my food and apologized, but he shooed me out of the room and told the others something that i couldn't hear, I trust him so i chose not to question him.

Today was a different day. Jeff, Toby, and Smile had suggested to look around the basement too see if their were any secret escape routes just incase the demons broke through.

We made our way down the creaky wooden steps, the smell of dust made us cough. I had forced the boys to wear masks so they wouldnt get sick.

Jeff got off the stairs first and shined his flashlight around looking for the lightswitch. Smile followed behind him snifing the room eagerly.

Toby held my wrist as i stepped off the last step as if he was worried I would fall, as soon as he grabbed my wrist I saw a woman holding it and a burning sensation went through my arm and I saw someone holding my wrist as the put a cigarette out then clutched it until a loud crack filled my ears.
I pulled back from Toby and walked past him muttering a quick "Sorry.."

Jeff found the light switch and soon a very guresome looking room came to life.
Dried blood on one side if the room, and on the other there was a wall hung up like a Christmas tree with different weapons. Rusty, clean, shiny, dried, bloody, smelly, weapons.

I wonder what this place us to be? The smell of blood must be getting to ms because im feeling woozy. I grabbed onto a nearby pipe and clung too it, while Jeff and Toby were talking to each other.

I hazily looked around the dried blood area and saw something by a chair in a far off corner. It was wooden and smelled like outside.

"Guys." I said quickly making myself look fine, and pointed at the chair on the corner.

After we had removed the chair, and lifted up the trapdoor. We made our way underground where we walked around a stone corridor, it smelled like liqour. My head was killing me down here, it felt like something was trying to break something down in my head. Toby held onto me, but didn't say anything. The corriordor was large ebough to where the four of us could walk side by side and still have room. Everytime we passed by an oak door with metal hena looking desgins on it (those were the only doors we've passed) we tried to open it. It was locked, finally after three Jeff shot a glare at me.
"Come on (y/n)!" He growled "Use your spooky mind powers!"
"Sh-She's tired J-Jeff." Toby spoke up.
Jeff looked at me, pointing the flashlight in my face. His look softened "Sorry." He said and continued walking. Toby tried to let me lean on him while I walked but I shook him off.
"I can do it.."
I said to him, i didnt want to be pittied.
We continued to walk for about a good five minites when we came upon another door. Jeff took a long wiff of air.
"Smells like a bar," he said jiggling a a door handle. It opened and another smile over his fake one sprang to life. Smile wagged his tail happily and barked.
Jeff and Smile ran inside, Toby and I followed. Inside there was a hudge bar filled with hundreds of drinks with a stripper pole in the middle of the dusty wood room. Six other doors went around the walls. One was black, another baby blue, another was black with rainbow spots, another was black with a large gold stenciled rose, another was black and red that was scrawled in strange letters, and another was a light brown with an Aladin looking sword on it.

"Im in heaven!" Jeff yelled with a loud clao of his hands afterwords and a loud whoop, he jumped over the counter and opened a bottle of something brown.

"I'll g-g get th-the others." Toby said,
"And leave me with the drunk?" I laughed
"Y-You go-gotta watch him." Toby said snickering out of the room.

Slendermans pov
You know when animals go into heat how they yearn for their mate or anyone to do it with? Yes that's what happening to me now.
I cant go back though. I tried a few months ago and I saw the wall i set up breaking. If i go back she could break and she would loose herself completely. She would remember her past, I altered it so she thinks she knows everyone. Thats why i gave her the powers and told Dr. Smile to tell the others just keep it from her. Its all I could think of to keep her together and I know it's wrong but I can't be there for her now and that's what I had to do. The demons are stronger here they have been trying to kill our allies and I wont be back until Spring at least....I long for her its getting stronger and im loosing my composer now.
I can see her in my arms now, the scent of her hair the day she passed out in the snow. To a human it would smell like a liqour store but to me no. Her scent was like the beauty of spring and her eyes the beauty of wimter cold and dangerous yet somehow beautiful and warm.-DAMNIT! I'll continue this later...I have a uhm small issue.