I HOPE YOU ALL KNOW, I AM CRYING WHILE F*CKING WRITING THIS! SOBBING! FACK! IT'S 12:51 AM, SCIENTISTS HAVE PROVEN THE MIND WORKS DIFFERENTLY IF YOU'RE AWAKE AT AROUND THIS TIME. YOU THINK AND SPEAK DIFFERENTLY, YOU QUESTION THINGS. SO BEFORE YOU READ THIS, I SUGGEST EITHER WAITING UNTIL THE BOOK IS FINISHED AND JUST BINGE IT AT THIS TIME SO YOU CAN LET THE EMOTIONS KICK IN. PLez. I've been planning this since November 2016. Erm ye, don't forget to submit Q&A questions. When you see that published, it's okay to read the story. K bye. 

~Lila W. 

  You know when you're one of those people who wakes up one day and asks themselves "Is this the day I die?" or "What crazy events will happen today?" But it's just another normal day. But on the days you don't ask. The days you least expect it. When everything is normal for once. I guess, someone in the world doesn't want me to be happy. What have I done to deserve everything that's happened to me? He's taken everything I've ever loved from me. Everything...
Heh....
   Heh heh heh... 

  I blame him but, I'm the one who failed to protect them. It's all my fault. Everything is my fault. All my fault. My fault...
My fault...

My......

             Fault.....


"Sam!" I heard Y/N's voice shout. Her hand was on my shoulder and she jerked me awake. 

"W-What?" I said sleepily, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes. 

  When I was fully awake, she slapped my face. 

"What the hell was that for?" I shouted, anger rising up in me. 

  She then grabbed my wrists and pulled me forward, pressing her warm soft lips against mine. I was shocked at first but I passionately kissed her back. She pulled away after a few moments to let us breathe. 

"I-What was that for?" I asked, stuttering on my words. 

"Because I don't know if I'll be able to do that again, we don't know what will happen to us today," She replied, speaking calmly. 

  She was right. We didn't know what would happen today. 

"Y/N-I" My words were cut off when I heard an all too familiar voice shout my name. My blood ran cold as goosebumps ran across my arms. I could feel my body trembling as I tried to stay still. 

"Sam? What's wrong?" Y/N asked me. I tried to speak but my words wouldn't come out. 

 No! Not now! Not now...
  Not ever!  Please, not now! Just go away, forever! 

"Y/N, I need you to take Maria and run. I'll find you soon, we need to go." I told her, resting my hands on her shoulders and looking deeply into her eyes. But it was too late. 

  The door in front of us easily broke down as my father stepped into the room, Maria held tightly to him as he held a knife to her neck. She looked up at us with tears in her eyes. 

"Let her go!" I shouted. 

  Y/N grabbed her sword and held it up, showing my father she was ready to fight. She looked to me with a glare on her face. 

"Aren't you going to do something?" She shouted. 

"Y/N I-" My father started dying in a pit of laughter. 

"So this is the famous Y/N, my I see why Sam likes you. You're beautiful," Y/N didn't blush at his compliment but just glared. 

"Samuel, do you know this man?" She asked me with a stern voice. Before I could reply, my father replied for me, "Well I raised him of course!" 

Y/N's expression quickly changed. "You're the one who killed Baylee!" She shouted, anger spread across her face. "How could you do that? To your own daughter!" She shouted. 

"Oh I didn't just kill Baylee, you see I also killed Sarah. You're probably wondering how, well you see. I was the one who suggested to Ivan to take Sarah. If Sarah wasn't taken, you and Sam wouldn't have gone on that journey. Sam wouldn't have helped you get your mind off Sarah by you two making love. Meaning Elizabeth wouldn't have been born. Sarah believed you gave Elizabeth too much attention, so she talked to Sam about it and followed him in the snow not caring if she got sick because she was upset you neglected her," He spoke this so happily, he sounded so proud of himself. The sick bastard. 

"Don't bring them into this!" Y/N screamed as she charged at my father. I grabbed her arm and pulled her back, holding her to my chest as she dropped her sword. 

"Sam! Let me go! We can kill him now!" She shouted, screaming in pure anger as my wet and clear tears rolled down my cheeks. 

"I'm sorry Y/N but I know him too well, if you try to help and let your anger get to you, Maria will die painfully," I whispered in her ear. I brushed my hand through her hair softly as my chin rested on her head. I could hear my father chuckling loudly to himself. I looked up and saw him slightly move his knife, looking down at a scared Maria I winked my eye and luckily my father didn't see. She looked down and winked at me back. I raised her well. While my father was laughing, she bit his hand hard and ran away as he looked at it in pain. 

"You little brat! You'll pay for that!" I grabbed my sword and held it to his neck. 

"I think not!" I shouted. All the anger I had bottled up inside me, I was letting it out now. Everything he's done and not just to me, to other people. What he did to Baylee. No. Not killing her. Not beating her. Not caring for her. Not loving her. Not ruining her childhood. What do you think he did? A sick man like my father, a twisted and cruel man is all he'll ever be. 

  I lunged forward and sliced the sword across his arm leaving a large scar. His brown shirt ripped from where I slashed my sword and I saw a long streak of blood rolling down his arm and dripping onto the floor. 

"Y/N, get Maria and run." I ordered. 

"I'm not leaving you!" She said to me, slightly shouting. 

"Y/N?" I shouted, one eye focused on my father trying to clean his wound with his clothing and the other on my beautiful lover.

"What?" She said, her voice was normal but her face said otherwise. 

  Fear is what she held. But what fear? Fear for Maria? Fear for herself? Fear for me? Or the fear of never being able to tell me she loved me again? The fear of never being able to hold my hand whenever she wanted. The fear of never being able to kiss me whenever she wanted to. The fear of not dying by my side. The fear of not spending the rest of her life with me. 


   "This is my battle, please let me handle this." She didn't reply, she grabbed Maria's hand and ran out of the room. 

  I wish I told her how much I loved her. 

  I turned to my father and held my sword up proudly. 

"This is for Baylee and Sarah, I'm avenging them now. I hope to see more of your blood on this sword," I said, speaking with confidence as I glared at my cold hearted father. He smirked, seeming proud of himself. 

  We charged forward at the same time and clashed our swords, both trying to hit each other. He aimed for my face but luckily I swiftly moved out of his reach and he fell to the ground, as I was trying to gain my balance he kicked me from the ground and stood up as I fell. I looked up and saw my sword fly out of my grasp. 

  Damn it! 

  He held the sword to my neck. 

"At least you can finally join your Mother and your sister,  I'll see you three in hell soon," He said to me as he brushed my sword gently across my skin. He was trying to frighten me, but he wasn't cutting me. It won't work. I'm not afraid of him anymore. It's taken me a long time to realize that. 

"You'll be the one going to hell!" I shouted, my blood boiling from anger. 

  Goodbye Y/N, I'm sorry. 

  He was about to stab me and quickly kill me but someone knocked him out of the way. I looked up at a familiar female. 

"Y/N!" 

"If you think I'm leaving you behind, you're wrong." She told me. 

  Both of their swords were on the ground, Y/N charged at him and punched his face three times. I crawled away trying to grab the sword but my leg was in pain. I looked down to see what it was and to my surprise, there was a small dagger. I sighed and quickly pulled it out, wincing from the pain. 

   My father held Y/N against the wall, his hands against her neck. I saw her gasping for air. 

"Y/N!" I cried, trying to get to her but I couldn't stand. 

  She kicked him away and ran out of his grasp. 

"Mother!" I heard Maria shout. 

  I saw a flash of red hair and before I knew it, Maria was standing in between Y/N and my father, a sword plunged through her chest. Tears welled up in her eyes as she fell down to the ground. 
  Tears welled up in my eyes as her eyes slowly closed. Y/N screamed in anger and ripped the sword out, and charged at my father in a fit of rage. 

 YOU KNOW, I WAS CRYING. YOUTUBE KEPT PLAYING SAD SONGS. THEY PLAYED RUN, AND YOU SEE TAE DROWNING IN RUN. THEY PLAYED PROLOGUE, AND THAT'S WHEN TAE JUMPS INTO THE OCEAN AND DROWNS. THEY PLAYED I NEED U ORIGINAL VERSION WHEN TAE KILLED HIS FATHER AND WHEN EVERYONE IS DEPRESSED AND TRYING TO KILL THEMSELVES BECAUSE JIN DIED. WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry I needed to get that out. Rip. Okay well guys, I have some good news :)

   So~

  First off I'm making a 4th of July chapter, it'll be in Short Stories and Poems. I made a poll on Twitter on what characters I should use. So I'll either use His Warrior characters or the characters from my new story Apparitions of One. There's another good thing. I published it. There's three chapters out right now and I'm working on Chapter Four right now. I got my little note book beside me and yeah lol. Okay so Apparition is a ghost or a spirit. So the story is about a psychopath. Kind of. It takes place in a small town. Tat and her cousin Gene just moved there in September, they're in high school. So they're the new girls and are rather smart lol. Well there are a lot of murders and they're a lot more gruesome. There's a yandere like character. Now I warn you, it is going to be mature. Not like smut mature XD. 
 I mean, it'll have heated quick make out sessions but yeah. There's a lot of swearing and parties. But it's a murder mystery so I hope you'll enjoy it!
And if you do read it, make sure you read the a/ns (they're short I promise) because we're playing a little game >: D

  Bye guys, ily!

  ~Lila W.