(a/n: from now on it will be 1st person)

My present to my readers vkook pics :)

Taehyung's P.O.V.  

Never did I think that being penetrated in the most sensitive area would be addicting. Anytime when I worked home, which was often now, Jungkook and I had physical workouts. We tried different positions, in different areas. Today it seemed that we were gonna make love in the shower.

Warm water slid down my back, as my face was pushed up against the cold washroom tiles. I could feel Kookie's breath near my asshole, and I clenched with desire and lust. Slowly he prepared me, pumping his fingers into me as I moaned out of habit. Two months have passed and I will never get tired of making love with my baby. 

"Baby, remember to relax, let's not have a repeat of last time." Jungkook said teasing.

I heard the crackle of the condom wrapper.

"Kookie, take me bare," Taehyung whispered out.

For a moment he didn't hear anything. Then Jungkook turned him around, and their eyes met. 

"Do you want this? I never really did anyone bare, it might hur-" Jungkook began.

"I want this, and I want you. It has been six months. I love you and I do not know how else I can confess my love," Taehyung felt the pain in his voice

I always told Jungkook I loved him, not once though did Jungkook say I love you back.

"If you want to go bare, I suggest we take this to the bedroom. Let's do it right," Jungkook said smiling.

Although nothing was truly right with making gay love, I didn't mind.

After we cleaned up in the washroom, we went into the bedroom. I laid down facing my ass up, just the way Jungkook liked to make love to me.

"Tae turn around, I want to see your face while we have sex," Jungkook whispered.

This was pissing me off. 

"Is this all you want? Sex? If that is all you want, I guess that I misread what was between us. I don't want something for just sex. I want a relationship, and if you can't give that to me, just save me from the hurt." I said getting up.

"Tae, come on," Jungkook said approaching me slowly.

"Please stop. All the sex with no strings bullshit doesn't exist in my world," I said slamming the door in Jungkook's face.

As I locked myself into the washroom, I looked at myself in the mirror. Without realizing it, tears rolled down my cheeks. What hurt me more was the fact that Kookie didn't even come after me.

After I came home from work, I opened my door to an empty house. Silence bounced off the walls, the kitchen was empty, and all I heard was my lonely heart beating loudly. When I walked into my room, half of Jungkook's clothes were taken out of the room.

"Fuck," I yelled even though there was no one there to hear me.

I crawled into bed, without bothering to eat or take my suit off. I drifted off to sleep easily.

"Where am I?" I yelled into the dark room.

"Taehyung?" Jungkook said.

"Jungkookie?!?! Where are you? I can't see you!" I said searching around me.

"Tae calm down, I'm right-- AH!" Jungkook yelled in pain.

"Baby! Where are you?!"I said frantically.

I was suddenly left alone, and Jungkook's familiar presence slipped out of the room. I sat on the floor, sobbing without anyone to comfort me. 

"Jin hyung? Eomma? Appa?" I yelled. 

No one answered.