Ok! So, I realized that I started writing this book in September,2016. Beep! Beep! Beep! And as I have been informed that I have to buckle up.

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The bravest decision I ever took was to declare my love for someone, aware that he won't love me back!

"I love you!", I confessed, once again.

His step halted, but he didn't turn back.

"I love you. I don't know how long have I loved you, but it feels like I have been in love with you since the dawn of the universe. I don't know when I fell in love with you, but with every passing breath, I am falling more and more love with you. Times, when you held me in your arms, when you chased away all my nightmares, when you fought with the devils of my past, when we kissed, when you looked at me in awe, made my heart skip a beat. I am falling hard for you and I know you won't catch me."

I wiped my tears and let my feelings out, "A guy like you deserves someone better than me. You are rich, famous and sophisticated. I am homeless, jobless, and clumsy. Every girl dreams about someone like you; I can't even make a guy turn. You deserve a lady; I am just an ordinary girl. But, I can't make my heart understand. It just dreams about you, about us. Stupid heart! it should only pump blood and not love."

I closed my eyes and bit my lip to control my sobs, "Before, I let you go, I just want to tell you I love you. I am sorry, but I won't keep my promise of being in contact, I need to move on and it will be only possible if I stay away from you. I won't say I will be waiting for you because hey, I know you won't come back for me. But, there will be no one after you."

I played with the bracelet he gifted me, " Take care. Don't try to eat spicy food, you may not show, but I know it burns your tongue. Avoid eating mushrooms, yet I know you forget about your allergy so the medicines are in your office bag, in your study table's first drawer and also on your bedside table. Don't become workaholic again. Have proper sleep, eat your food at time and at least take a holiday once a week. All the world's responsibilities are not on your shoulder so sometimes takes a break and relax. Do, miss me. Goodbye."

He stood there for a few minutes, his grip tight on the trolley and his shoulder squared a sign that he is controlling his emotions.

And then he pushed his trolley ahead, walking away from me, without a glance at me, without a goodbye.

I saw him walking away; he seemed smaller and smaller with each passing moment.

I couldn't see him going away. I turned back and run out of the airport into the waiting arms of my brother. I clutched his collar and cried in his arms. I cried until there was no tear left to shed.....