"Tyun! Promise mumma that you wont search for me or miss me! hmm?". The young lady standing infront of small taehyun, waited for him to promise her.

Dont have to say about the tears cuz she managed to not let it down infront of him but it's still welled up in her eyes.

"But eomma you'll back from the trip in days rights?".The little taehyun questioned innocently without knowing the fact that she'll be gone forever from his life.

The lady nodded her head assuring the little taehyun that she will be back in days but that's the very perfect lie that taehyun had ever heard in his life for the very first time.

"Yes baby! Eomma will be back in days but promise me that you wont search for Eomma or miss me and you will take care of your sister and yourself and will be a good good boy".

A little happy smile on the little Taehyun's face as he promised his mother.

"I promise Eomma that I will be a good boy and will be a good brother".

Just those innocent words from her son's mouth is enough to let her tears out finally.

"Goodbye Tyunnie" those are the words that Taehyun remembered his mom saying to him for the very last time before leaving forever and gone from his life.

Taehyun's Pov:

"Eomma
Eomma
Eomma..... Please come back to me!

EOMMA!!!!!!!!"

I woke up from the scariest nightmare of my life. Yeah the day my mom disappeared from my life is the scariest part of my life and having it as my dream triggers me till now.

She said that she'll be back in days but days turned to months and the months turned to years, I wonder how different our lives would be now....
Will she be fine?
Still she fill up my days I can never forget her face.....
Will she be fine?
Will I be keep on pretending like I'm alright?
Like a fool I believed her and I could stay the same!

IT'S NOT FINE!.

My eyes wandered the room as my sight fell on the naked body lying on the floor near the balcony. Another nightmare of my life, MY MARRIAGE. I lifted my duvet only to find that I'm naked as well. 

Must have gotten wasted yesterday

Rubbing my forehead with my palm to soothe the headache I got from the yesterday hangover, I got up from my bed to get ready cuz its almost late already for the company sales meeting.

A sigh left my mouth seeing her lying in the floor naked while shivering and so I lifted her unconscious body in bridal style to realise that her body temperature is high.

Did she got a fever?

I checked her temperature once I laid her on the bed only to find out that she got a mild fever. Soon another sigh left my mouth as my eyes fell on the wounds and scars in her body while I was helping her to get dressed.

Shouldn't had gotten wasted yesterday

I left for the company after making a call to my family doctor to take care of Zaiva, My wife.

Author's Pov:

"Mrs.Kang? Are you awake?" The doctor questioned when he saw her blinking her eyes to get the clear vision of her surroundings. "Where Am I?" is the first question left her mouth after getting her vision clear. "Mrs.Kang, you have got a mild fever and so Mr.Kang called me to check up on you".

The doctor announced with a light smile on her face. Just the mention of her husband's name made her lips to play a smile and the fact that he called the doctor to check up on her turned her smile into a grin.

"Thanks Dr.Lee for checking up on me!" Zaiva thanked her before she could leave and the doctor left once she prescribed Zaiva the medicines that she has to consume to get a cure from her fever.Zaiva was in her own world until she heard a knock from the welcome door.

Who could it be at his hour? 

A confused look on her face as she walked to the welcome door and peeped over the peep hole only to find out that one of her brother's closest colleague standing with a bouquet in her hands.

Why is she here?

Again her brain raised a question and in a few seconds it guessed the answer.

 Maybe Mashi would have sent her to keep an eye on me

A sigh left her mouth this time before she could open the door with a fake surprised expression on her face.

"Hello Yora! didn't expected you to be here! what made you visit me unannounced?".

Another dramatic question, isn't it?

"Hello Zaiva! I was just passing by and so I thought of visiting you and I bought this bouquet of roses for you because visiting someone with bare hands is embarrassing and awkward right?" 

(A/n: Ms. Seyora! now i don't doubt that you aren't an Indian TT cuz Indians only feel awkward to visit someone with bare hands but wont be embarrassed to visit a newly married couple without announcing them TT.  Ok fine! back to the story)

 Another typical reply for a dramatic question, isn't it?

"Aish! Ms.Seyora, you don't have to be embarrassed or awkward to visit me with bare hands cuz you are like my family! Please Welcome and make yourself at home".

Zaiva left to kitchen with a smile. While she was in the kitchen, pouring some grape juice into a glass for her guest Seyora, Zaiva's mind wondered about the possible ideas to make her believe that she is happy with her husband and so Seyora will inform Mashiho that she is happy.

But......

Will her plan work? 

"Hey Yora! Have a shot of grape juice." Zaiva handed her the juice before questioning  "So how's your life? found your partner?" A little playful smirk on Zaiva's lips made Seyora blush heavily. "Thanks for the juice Zai and about my prince charming? He's still so far from me I see!".

Both the ladies let out a hearty laugh and Seyora continued "What about you and your prince charming huh? does he treats you like his princess?". Soon Seyora got on her job making Zaiva stutter with her answers.

"uhm- Well Yora! We are doing awe-awesome" An awkward laugh left from Zaiva's mouth as Seyora still kept sipping on her grape juice.

"But Kang Zaiva! why do I guess a Lie here?". Seyora questioned once her lips was parted from the glass making Zaiva nervous.

"Ms.Seyora! You are overthinking! We are fine!" Zaiva tried to make her believe while still letting out that fake awkward laugh of hers.

"Oh well! From being 'awesome' now you guys gone to being 'Fine' huh?" Seyora took another sip of her grape juice casually while throwing suspicion questions towards Zaiva and never wanted to stop it and continued.

"What Happened Zaiva? Why you look so pale?" a known smirk was visible in her lips and in her question as well which was noticed by Zaiva and made her gulp in nervous."What do you mean by that Yora?" Soon Seyora's smirk turned into a frown as she replied to Zaiva's earlier question.

"You do know what I mean Zai! Please dont pretend to be fine.Its ok to show your vulnerable self to someone and to share your thoughts and agony with, but locking it inside you can lead you to something more dangerous in the nearly future and its also ok if that someone is not me but I just dont want you to lock yourself up inside you just for your love's sake".

Zaiva didn't expected those comforting words from Seyora but sometimes people are there who still care for you, aren't they?.
There will be any one in your life if you look back into your past. That one soul who can understand you better and knows the best and worst side of yours and in that way Zaiva only had Ava who is her brother's girlfriend and her high school bestie.

Zaiva is not one of those extroverted girls who can easily befriend everyone but she is not an introvert either who is so silent and talks less.

Zaiva only befriended the people who understood her well and shared everything with them and it is none other than Ava and Mashi but now seeing Seyora trying to understand and help Zaiva's situation, She just couldn't help but to let her tears out in front of Seyora finally.

"Shh! its ok darling! im here for you..."

Im here for you.....

Those are the words that Zaiva wanted to hear all this time. When Seyora hugged and caressed her back, Zaiva was soon to snuggle into her arms and let her emotions out.

"Even if I close my eyes, I can still see him. I don't know why I'm still yearning for his warmth and love though I know he's never gonna love me back like I do love him. Like the thunders in between the small stormy clouds, My life is full of thunders. When he is there standing in front while looking at me with those dark orbs of his, My lips plays only silence but my heart is speaking so many thoughts but still I don't know why I cant confront him.

Now I'm even learning to love the pain, What can I say now? I'm living in an impossible dream, My world is different from others"

That's all! These are the thoughts that gave her agony and she always wanted to share it with Ava but situation and time didn't let her to. 

"You know what Zaiva? The heart which yearns for love doesn't knows to yearn for anything other than that cuz the heart is just a fool for love but at the same time the love which yearns for heart can't stand without doubting its loyalty. Without Ridges and troughs, There is no path and like that without experiencing distance and agony, We cant understand the depth of love. In that way, Zaiva no worries you very well understood the depth of love but the problem is that you let your heart to become a fool for his love".

 Seyora's words sounded more like a sad poem than a advice to Zaiva which lead her to her good past memories with Taehyun in high school. A painful smile on Zaiva's lips with those tears on her beautiful doe eyes while those beautiful memories playing on her head.

"Zaiva I see you got a fever! take a rest now and Zai dont worry, your secrets are with me but only if you promise me one thing" said Seyora for which Zaiva replied "If you wont tell about me and Tae to Mashi then I'm fine with promising anything".  Seyora nodded her head before saying 

"I want you to meet my Therapist"

"What?" Zaiva was surprised with Seyora's request. "Yes Zaiva, You and I both know that you are not normal as you are being a fool for his love and so I want you to visit my personal therapist Dr.Choi Beomgyu"

It was hard for Zaiva to accept the truth but still she did cuz she got no choice...Am I right?

She really is a fool for him and so stupid In love.

"I Promise only with not revealing Taehyun's name to the therapist cuz you know he is the Korea's Top 1 CEO and it might ruin his reputation" Zaiva promised after a war inside her head came to an end and she let out a heavy sigh. Seyora nodded her head before taking her leave.

THERAPIST CHOI BEOMGYU IS HERE YOU ALL AND SEYORA?WHAT ABOUT TAEHYUN'S PAST WITH HIS MOM?

ANY GUESS?  

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